I picked you for trust,
Not just for show.
Thought maybe you’d care,
But now I don’t know.

One session in—
That’s all it took?
To vanish so fast
Without a second look?

You followed your friend,
Not your own spark.
Now I’m here running things
Alone in the dark.

“Busy,” you say—
But I’m not blind.
Feels more like
You’ve made up your mind.

Suggestions? I gave.
Patience? I tried.
Now I’m just drained,
Of hope and of pride.

You joined for what?
A passing thrill?
While I stayed loving
Every spill.

So thanks for the silence,
And wasting my time.
This was supposed to be sweet—
Now it just tastes like lime.

I walked a path I’ve never known,
Through whispering trees and cobblestone.
A house appeared—then slipped from sight,
Its windows blinking out the night.

The door creaked open, no one near,
Yet every room was filled with fear.
A mirror smiled without my face—
Then vanished, leaving not a trace.

I
Dont
Understand
Life
I
Dont
Understand
Myself
I
Don't
Understand
Anything
I
Don'­t
Understand
Please
Help
Me
Understand
How
To
Survive
The
Calm
Af­ter
The
Storm
After
So
Long
Living
In
The
Hurricane

There’s a fine line
between wants
and needs.

I don’t need you.

I just want you.

Could that be even worse?

✖️

I keep trying to learn more
I want to understand myself better
I'm alone at the end of the day
No one else will put in the same effort as me.

I laugh in places I want to cry,
Hold it in, and pass it by.
To them, I’m calm — a steady line,
But deep inside, I’m almost fine.