I don't know how the **** this happened, but I am so glad that it did!

As I walk out of my bedroom and I look straight ahead,  
I smile,

I smile because I see something beautiful,
Something beautiful that we created,

I am reminded of the meaning of the art,
The feeling of love, a new beginning, the start of something amazing, something I have never felt before

I love you
I love loving  you
I love being loved by you
I love creating with you
I look forward to a new beginning with you
I cannot wait to start the rest of my life with you
I love you baby!

Did God send you?
That smile of yours just shines of hope,
not a specific hope.
Not hope for love or lust of some sort of romance,
but,
when I have used up the last of my reserve,
inexplicably you are what keeps me here.
You, your color and strength.
You're a giant! Do you know this?
Bright gold, stronger than the sun. God, I wish you could see your color.
It must be hope.
you must be hope.

God must have sent you.

I so want to be your last first kiss baby!

I am in love with the most amazing woman alive!

I'm ready
Thoughts swirling
Like the red lipstick on my lips
And lotion that I applied to my hips
I'm ready
White wine swirling starting to work
Thinking of how I will show you
How much I miss the taste and
Touch of your lips
I'm ready
Click click click