i hear heartbeats
sings songs
of love
and sadness

tunes
you and i
are familiar with

where we dance
and cry
in our sleep at night
thinking tomorrow
is another day
to feel glee or die

a thousand miles away
I dreamed you're just beside me
holding hands, we both pray
that forever, this way we should stay
everyday and the night after,
you're still holding me;
but suddenly, I stared blankly
at my hands empty
of the figures I saw with eyes
closed when I'm asleep
or opened, day-dreaming
of the wishes so steep
I could fall and break into pieces
but I pray you'll pick me,
even I'm already in ashes

so in a thousand miles
I dream of your smiles
and warmth flood through me
truly, I could say
I will love you endlessly
no matter how far we are away

and to the dreams and wishes
I sing your name,
where my soul blushes
in recognition of the feelings- no one to blame
I love thee
I love thee
my heart's hymn
I love to listen
I love thee
I love thee

Just like smokes
from a cigarette
our love felt so good
I could tell
I'm in heaven;
but yeah,
just like smokes
it stayed out quickly
I can't get
a hold of it-

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i DREAM of city lights
and YOU-
NAKED next to me

You're alone
Do not think,
You are someone else's world-
You are not
Stop thinking
You are loved

Why do they not respect you
maybe you don't deserve it
maybe they don't know how
maybe you showed them differently
maybe they plainly don't know;
for they didn't grow up with it-
what respect is
how's it done
when should it be done
why would they do it
and who deserves it

Why?
Why's everyone not aware
of what respect is
and its impact
maybe they do know
maybe they do understands
but they just won't
just because
maybe they don't even respect their-selves

if love is forever
I wish it'll be with you
wherever, whenever
through good and bad days
through joy and sadness
through laughter and tears
through and through everything
I will only wish love for forever
only with you

My eyes still wonders, how yours are made. How they sparkles and twinkles at night. How they show courage, even though your body's trembling with fear. How they show sincerity, even though you've been cheated and mistreated for many times over-countless that even the hairs on your head are not enough to tell. How they speak with love, even though you've been rejected and neglected. How they show kindness, even though you're misjudged and faked. My eyes, and heart, and mind, and soul- still wonders; HOW YOURS ARE MADE.

right now, he said
i'll be with you
wherever you may go

then he kissed her
while tears fell from her eyes
staring at his wake
inside a caged-bed

it's amazing how one
can see through souls

and for me,
it's the most beautiful talent
one could ever wish

all the lights have faded
I still waited,
for you to come;
to a home you call me
to a place, you said
where'd you wanna be
now it's daylight-
I've waited all night
and all was left
are the memories
of the words you left;
"Darling, I'll be back tonight"

how deep can you go?
she asked, I didn't speak
but kissed her slowly;
******* her-

and the night went right
to where she thought
I couldn't reach

You're an orchid
I'm a thorn
you are loved
I am burned;
with all insults,
mischief, conspiracy
and infidelity

for i chose the path
that denies my existence
to only-
make path of your presence

now, you're still loved
and i-
a part your history,
untold

maybe the time was right
maybe the place was good
maybe everything were ready
but we aren't
that's why we messed
everything up
and had our hearts
and soul
and mind
suffer the maybe's
we thought won't suffice
our needs

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