When our pain
And hurts
Bring us to the ground
We are broke to pieces
And pushed around
By people
And their faults
Which make us feel
Even worse
Than we did when we started off
For faults and failures
Are where we find
Pain and guilt
That we can't leave behind
For the past failures
Show through our fake smiles
And destroy what's left of us
Once and for all
Giving up
We take the fall
Not caring about the pain
For we are numb
From soaking in the rain
For we all have our faults...

Why is the world full of sin
We do so much wrong
Why do we let it win
Us over until we've gone
Too far to take it back
Or to even hide
What we've done
We know we sin
But why
Why is it done
Why can't it be
Something else
Someing beautiful
But instead we choose
To be hateful
And sinful
And I am ashamed to say
I have sinned terribly
I admit I have been there
And done that
I wish I could take it back
But I can't
If I said I could
That would be a lie
For I have sinned
But I am asking
For forgiveness
And a second chance
To start over
And not do the things I have done
When you're a sinner
You never feel like a winner
But rather a loser
All because of what you've done...

You found me
And loved me
And I am touched
By your generosity

You encouraged me
And helped me
To see
Things I have never been able to see

Why you are so nice to me
Is beyond my comprehension
And I am absolutely astonished
That you noticed me to be
Someone worth talking to
Even though you live far away from me

I don’t understand how you could care
About my pain
And my feelings
My wants are few
And my faults are many
Yet you seem to compare my faults
To the price of a penny

You look past my faults
And into my heart
You heal the inside
And fix the broken parts

You know what I feel
For you yourself
Have felt similar things
And know how to heal
The things inside of me
That I myself cannot see

You see my pain
And sympathize completely
To the things that have hurt me
So that I can feel
The love and comfort
I don’t deserve
But desire to be given

I thank you with all I have
And all that I am
Thanks you
For bringing the healing
That I have been needing

Now you have a friend in me
And I hope we will be
Friends for all of
Eternity…

When I wake up
Realization strikes
My fear and pain
Pour down on me like rain
Stirring up my failures
And bringing me to say
"Why did it have to turn out this way?
I never meant for this to happen,
I am sorry. Please forgive me..."
But it isn't that easy
Because even though
they might forgive me
I can't come to forgive myself
For I am in pain
My eyes are stained
For I have payed
The price
Of eternal pain
Because I made a mistake
I will be alone forever
Drowning in the rain
That I have made
And to be forgiven is impossible
For I cannot forgive myself
I treasure every day alone
Reminding myself
Why I am this way
Because I have been ******
By the world and its flaws
That is why I will be alone
With no mercy
For I am paying the price
Of being alone
For all of eternity...

When you insult me
And mock me
I feel ill stricken
And defeated
For everything I do
Is to help you
And keep you safe
So why do you treat me like this...

Why do I deserve to suffer
For your faults and mistakes
Why do I get beaten
For you sake
I give you my all
And put my life at risk for you
So why do you treat me like this...

I want you to care for me
As I have cared for you
But instead I get hurt
On your behalf
And ground down into dirt
Don't you care
That you tore me in half
If so
Why do you treat me like this...

I'm alone
And with nothing left
My heart is broken
All of my joy stolen
From all mishaps
And thefts
The past stores
Because I'm not perfect
For no one is
But all of me pours
Tears of pain and heartache
For the want to be loved
To have a peace inside
But I will never be loved
Because I am meant to hide
Stripped of pride
I cry tonight...

Alone once again
Or so I thought
Alone with no gain
But a lot of loss
Alone again with broken pieces
Alone again with no good reasons
To move on in life
Or even try to collect
All of the broken pieces
And try again to find new reasons
As to why I am alone and fighting for attention
And why I am so lost in life and not to mention
Why no one cares to seek me out
But instead decide to doubt
My existence and importance
Without so much as a glance in my direction
Alone again without a doubt...