When his tear drops fell
Upon the iced, slicked ground
In his shaking you could tell
His heart was pound, pound, pounding
Along with the cracking of the world below him
He needed some grounding..
Some mercy from the gods above,
Who seemed to make a mockery
Of his need, and desperate greed for a real kind of love.
He assumed he had everything a partner could want,
Honesty, suavity,
Some thousand dollar wine he could flaunt
Now you can see,
He thought he was in a good place..
Except NOW! In this god forsaken world
that has left him to waste
Lonely again, in the face of disgrace.
So fearfully, he looked down at the frozen land below
And saw his reflection in the winter light’s glow

...

"Nothing—was ever real."

Sunday
The Second
of, February

Life in the US
is looking
kinda scary

Fire trickles down your eyes
Cold,
but flaming
and gaining on me

I know I could never have you back
I’ve known it for a long while but still— I held on.

You were lost before I ever thought about the end

I didn’t care

Only would your touch keep my sorrowed heart at ease..

I saw it in your face every time he walked past,
And our hold lessened each time

It slipped

And slipped

I slipped

So I foolishly dreamt of the first few, where we ran away from everything, down to our special place.

Where our secrets were guarded by your lips and mine alone..

I despised your Goldilocks hair and your beautiful smile..
You trapped me in your lovers game, played me like a fool.

So I took it out on my bedroom wall

I need you, and your toxic habits
I live for your poisoned heart
I’ve broken down, night and day, at the thought of me losing you

Holes were left

Baby if you so wish,
He can have you in the morning, I in the eve

In them, and my heart.

Though I knew I had to hide them.

I yearned to cover them with concrete and forget about their existence
I needed to forget and move on like the wind..

But wind doesn’t fall in love

Just please let me stay

Let me forget your laugh..

Keep holding on, my angel, my love

And the worthless feeling you bestowed unto me

And take me back to our romantic haven

Take me back to my perfect life without your manipulations

Darling I beg you..

Darling I beg you..

Let us turn back time!

Let me turn back time.

My lady
Walk the street with me

Let us be like we used to
Laughing so freely

Don’t forget, my dear..
Because I know the road will surely fall apart

Though I will stay
Looking for the other piece of my heart

And holding onto the one lamp post
We kissed at, under the earnest moon

Hoping something will change
I pray

You come back to me soon

When

They fall

————————(when they)
———————————————- Fall

—————————falling————v
———————————————-  v
                 ­              (Down through the cracks in the walls)
                                        In the cracks in the wall
                                              ⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️
     ­                                  (Thunder crackles, scaring the crowd)
———————————————-            And when you hear their crying rivers drown up the noise
Splatter.. melt the walls (the walls)    ⭐️ ⭐️⭐️

The (dying) 🩸

Walls
(I can’t stop)  🛑🛑⭐️⭐️⚡️⚡️
Thinking.
———————————————-       ABOUT
                      THE
WALLS!

But no one else is looking for who’s inside them
To find the source
So neither will I

——————————————— And when their dreams go fly above the (red) dreaded drenched sky.. 🌩️🌩️🩸🩸🪽

I’ll go INSANE!

It’s everywhere.
    

                                                               ­            everywhere


                 EVERYWHERE!

(let me out)
(let me out)
(let me out)
(let me out)

Why can’t you just SHUT UP

Let me be..

Keep your crying quiet, quick

    (let me out)

Stop.

(let me out)

No-

(let me OUT)

The room goes dark, except for a small stream of light aiming up at the top of the stage. From it, a single drop of blood comes down.
Then more. Then incoherent sounds and laughter and crying cause the audience to get up from their seats and sprint towards the doorway..! More blood rains, and more and more. A POUNDING on the walls begins

a tune begins to play, too quiet for anyone else to hear save a curious little girl unafraid by the sounds and red liquid.

🎶 and when their dreams go fly, above the red drenched sky.. you’ll know. 🎶

You should’ve let me go

Half-chuckles flourishing in the night time scene
Slow deep breathes connect us
Staring into the darkened sky
We waited

…

But nothing came
Only a cool wind that blew leaves at our faces
And moved my hand onto yours
That's when I knew
I didn't want to wait for the stars to align
I just needed for you to be mine
and the elements seemed to agree..!