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When I see your face
as we go from place to place
my heart beats faster
my knees get weak
My stomach hurts
I can hardly breath
My heart pounding
My body shaking
Pull me closer
Im yours for the taking
Kiss my lips
Grab my hips
Hold me tightly
Undress me slightly
Heavy breathing
Just what Im needing
You are the fuel to my fire
You are my hearts desire
You are the song in my heart
Even when we are far apart
You make me feel like me
You make me feel free
Maybe its meant to be

Born purple you stole my heart
As you grow I love you more and more each day
You're headstrong with a strong will and a huge heart eyes full of wisdom
My hope is that noone takes that from you
Stay true to yourself always
I love you deeper than the grand canyon as wide as the ocean and as many stars in the sky
My memmorie joye you are my heart.

I don't know you but you're a part of me
I may not know all your stories but you're spirit guides me.
You've shown me your pain
You've shown me your death
I long to become one with you
I long to know everything you know
Every time I meditate I feel close to you
I long for the day I become one with Anna Bella my past life.
You were burned alive for being a witch
But I know you were just misunderstood
You were a healer and peaceful in nature
I want to know what you knew.

Listen to music that lifts your heart and speaks to your soul music makes you feel whole even when you're broken some songs make you cry your eyes out other songs lift your spirit and make you feel like you can make it
Some songs are meant to listen to when you're ******* or when you're depressed
When I need inspiration I listen to cher
When I am angry I listen to three days grace
When I need to cry I listen to sad country songs
Music is an outlet for your soul

Suffered
             Endured
                             Worked hard Jumped through hoops
                        Ran around in loops
With sweat on my brow
           Needing to get things done
Not knowing how
          Sometimes wanting to run
I pushed ahead
                I wanted to cry in bed
But my hands bleed red instead
             Hard work determination
Refusing termination
             Holding my head up high
Happy I didn't die
                        As I wipe my eye
Happy its not a lie
                                    Relief
               Disbelief
Pain almost at an end
         Thank god for a good friend
Keeping me sane
                 Keeping my brain tame
I have knocked on doors
                              I have rang bells
Well no more
                    That's enough hell
I will stand tall
        Not backed up against a wall
Proved them all wrong
              Showed them I am strong
I will do it all
                          I refuse to fall
I have climbed up out of the hole they put me in
                          They
                   will
           not
  win

Living in isolation
To grasp situation
Repairing what is broken
Since my 3 hearts were stolen.
Not letting the pain
In my brain drive me insane.
Working on my heart
Since my babies are far apart.
Working out to occupy my brain
"No pain no gain"
Retrain my brain

I will never see your face again
Was our friendship in vain?
Or could you not handle the pain?
I wish I had known
I wish your pain was shown
You never did dope
But now you chose the rope
What went wrong?
We've been friends long
I never knew
That your life went askew
Now you're gone
Left me here to carry on

Your memories soaked in tears
Im sorry I couldn't fight away your fears

Im sorry I wasn't there
Im sorry I didn't hear
Im sorry I couldn't lead you my ear
Im sorry you felt you had to take you're life just to end your strife

Ill miss you my friend
I never thought it would end

You're born
Told who to be
Told What to do
Told what to see
Told how to be you
Told how to feel

Then one day you see what is real
You see the hate
You see the pain
You wonder why this is our fate
You try to remain Sane

One day your up
One day your down
There's tears and a frown
Other days you're a clown
You get angry
Which is scary
Then you break down and cry
Until one day you die

Taught how to live
Taught how to love
Taught how to hate
Told its our fate
Then its too late
Taught its not ok to cry
Noone teaches you how to die
We're told its all about love
I guess its all comes from above

Wake up start my day wake up the kids get them ready and on their way get ready for work even though my boss is a **** work all the time just to earn a dime come home make dinner so the kids don't get thinner clean up the house eek is that a mouse? Put kids in pjs and read them a book long days go by in a daze kids are fast asleep I fall on my bed in a heap hopefully without a peep everyday is the same routine some days I want to scream but I love the little things like hearing about my children's dreams I start my day and end my day the same way with my kids saying I love you that's thanks enough for all I do

Struggling with pain
Corroding the brain
Slowly turning insane
Glaring at the knife
Just wanting to end the strife
No one to be a friend
Just want it to end
Contemplating suicide
Considering how to decide
Flip a coin let it ride

Heads the knife
Tails deal with strife

Heads
wide up dead

Tails
Live to tell the tale

Its odd to say
But life happens this way

Your born you die
In between you cry

Many people contemplate suicide
How do you decide?
To live?
To die?

All the time glaring at the knife
Wanting to end your strife

You are my sunshines
My three sunshines
Without you my sky's are grey
You'll never know my dears how much I miss you
Please my sunshines come back someday
The long nights while I lay sleeping
I dream I hold you in my arms
but when I wake my dears
I was mistaken
so I hang my head and I cry
You are my sunshines
my three sunshines
When you're not with me
My sky's are grey
You never know my dears
How much I LOVE YOU
PLEASE DONT TAKE MY SUNSHINES AWAY

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     (¤) (It's)                                   //
() (Breaking)                              //
  ~£ ( loose Nothing left to lose)
       (The animal is breaking out)
     (There)                          (is no)
     (doubt)                         (It wants)
   (to howl)                       (It wants)
   (to roam)                         (The)
(((Animal)                     (((is home)

I can't sleep
I can't eat
I can't hold you
I can't wipe away your tears
I can't take your pain away
I can't stand it
I can't see you
But I can still love you till you find me again

Tracing your fingers over my skin kissing the nape of my neck holding me tightly as you gently put it in carressing every faset of my body moving together in the same rythym and motion kissing my neck my heart filled with emotion i cant hide this notion i try to hide how i feel inside when you kiss me like this i want to scream i want to shout i love you i just bite my tounge

I can't replace your face
I can't erase this place
I love you with all my heart
Even though we are apart

Want to see you
Want to hold you
Want to kiss you
Want to see this through
Never want to loose you
I will get you back
That's a fact

Born red and fast asleep
You took my breathe away the first time you opened those bright blue eyes
Full of life and knowledge for someone so small
Your perception is through the roof you're laughter is music to my ears
Heart full of wonder
You surprise me everyday
I love you bigger than a t-Rex
Faster than a comet
Deeper than the ocean
Wider than a thousand smiles
You are my warren Walter my little WWW

People think I am strong
                                They are wrong
But I just soldier on
                               I am just a pawn
My kindness
                              Is my weakness
I love with my all
                      That is my down fall
I try to put up this wall
                         I try to stand tall
But I get knocked down
                     Fear that i will drown
In a pool of tears
                     Created by my fears
I am weak
                   But I don't act meek
I turn the other cheek
               While I continue to seek
The strength within
                                Trying to win
Kindness is my weakness

I look around and all I see
is stupid people all around me

what happened to common sense?
When I was growing up we didn't need warning labels on everything we weren't that stupid

what happened to work ethics?
When I was a kid we had to work hard if we wanted something now people expect handouts

what happened to being kind to your neighbors?
Growing up everyone in our neighborhood were every race and we were "family"

what happened to respect for your elders?
I was always taught to be kind and respectful of my elders and help them out whenever possible

What happened to morals?
My parents instilled honesty, respect , don't steal, don't cheat, don't help someone else cheat, and treat others the way you want to be treated, in me at a young age I couldn't break them if I wanted to because they are hardwired into my brain.

What happened to telling the truth?
All I ever hear anymore is lies

What happened to society?
We used to play outside, shovel snow for our neighborhood, we didn't use technology, we went on actual dates , holding hands and talking was the best way to show you cared , now people have online relationships never meeting eachother and sending ***** pictures. People text when sitting next to eachother. No-one actually talk to eachother. People now are so stupid that they need warning labels on everything, no-one has god in their hearts.

I was taught that there is good in everyone but when I look around all I see is morons that only care about themselves and will lie cheat and use anyone to get what they want.

Heart racing
Feet pacing
Is this really happening?
This is scaring me
I don't know how to feel
I feel ill
Can it be true?
Could the person I've been looking for really be you?

I've never felt this way
Its weird to say
Is this fate
Knocking on my gate
Is what I feel real?

The more we talk the more I feel like this is destiny for you and me

Where is the work ethic?
Wheres the workers that are energetic?
Why is the world lazy?
Its all hazzy
Wheres the hard workers?
Now there's only hookers
They just want free money
That's not how the world works honey

Why do I still miss you so?
Why can't I let you go?
I never wanted you to leave
Why am I so naive ?
You can't choose me
Or our three
You need time to think?
You mean time to drink
I know you too well
My eyes start to swell
I know why
That's why I cry
You say you
love us
Need us
Want us
If that were true
I would have you

I wonder....            
Where you are
If you're wishing on a star

I wonder....    
Where you're going
If you're still in Wyoming

I wonder. ..  
What you're doing
If you're still drinking
If you're thinking

I wonder. ...  
Why you roam
When you had a home

I ponder....
How you could leave without say goodbye
You made us cry

I ponder.....
Why you chose the road
Leaving us behind like a heavy load

I ponder......
Why you choose to be cold
Instead of having me to hold

I still wonder......

When im around you my knees get weak my stomach hurts I can hardly breathe fluttering butterfly's when you touch my skin I get goosebumps when you kiss my flesh electricity runs through my veins you're my weakness yet my strength I wish you could see the one you're looking for is me