Why do I still miss you so?
Why can't I let you go?
I never wanted you to leave
Why am I so naive ?
You can't choose me
Or our three
You need time to think?
You mean time to drink
I know you too well
My eyes start to swell
I know why
That's why I cry
You say you
love us
Need us
Want us
If that were true
I would have you

I wonder....            
Where you are
If you're wishing on a star

I wonder....    
Where you're going
If you're still in Wyoming

I wonder. ..  
What you're doing
If you're still drinking
If you're thinking

I wonder. ...  
Why you roam
When you had a home

I ponder....
How you could leave without say goodbye
You made us cry

I ponder.....
Why you chose the road
Leaving us behind like a heavy load

I ponder......
Why you choose to be cold
Instead of having me to hold

I still wonder......

When im around you my knees get weak my stomach hurts I can hardly breathe fluttering butterfly's when you touch my skin I get goosebumps when you kiss my flesh electricity runs through my veins you're my weakness yet my strength I wish you could see the one you're looking for is me