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Thirty Nine Dec 2024
“The pain of having it might be better than thee pain of losing it”
You said as you gripped onto the glass shard in your hand
“It used to be something else before it broke.”
You say not knowing what to do with it anymore
If the shard of glass only serves you pain it’s not worth holding onto
Let go
You have to let go
https://youtube.com/shorts/G42phKm_3t0?si=fAKx6yI-8593STXa
(Inspo)
71 · Jan 14
Mixed Messages
Thirty Nine Jan 14
Bruised Heart and Spilled Milk
Lie to Me
Tell Me I'll Be Fine
Choke on your Words
And Watch Me Die
70 · Dec 2024
Tribute to Loneliness
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
Dear Loneliness,
I don't write letter very often
But since you cling to me like a shadow, I’ll give in.
You're always there,
You scatter those I love like leaves in a storm.
You never leave me
And those who tried to stay
Are gone
Yet you remain
Watching me sob at the night
I feel so lonely but am I really alone?
Dear Loneliness, though I curse at your name, you're the one who stayed
                                                                        Sincerely
                                                                                               Thirty Nine
idk- I mean while I  have a friend we're distanced by a screen (poem idea). My family isnt as close as they used to be and I find confidence in those I cant see. \_(00)_/ oh well
70 · Nov 2024
Hate
Thirty Nine Nov 2024
How can you hate
Something you made?
How can you hate
Something you raised?
Why do you hate me so much?
I just want your love
No, not even
I just want you to see me
Acknowledge me
Please
68 · Jan 6
Full-Time Actor
Thirty Nine Jan 6
So I looked at you with confusion
The theater curtains were down
The lights were off
No one is in the audience
Empty Seats
So why do you keep acting?
67 · Jan 6
Delicacy
Thirty Nine Jan 6
They said she was as delicate as glass
When in reality she was as delicate as a bomb
66 · Dec 2024
The night you didn't die
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
The night you didn't die
Because the rope snapped
Or the razor didn't cut deep enough
Or you didn't take enough pills
You woke up the next day
To realize that nobody noticed
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
She kept swallowing her anger
Every single time
Until it choked her
64 · Jan 6
Untitled
Thirty Nine Jan 6
I lost you
But found myself
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
Live in fear
Of an Artist making masterpieces
Based on the pain you've inflicted onto them
64 · Jan 6
Lonely and Alone
Thirty Nine Jan 6
Lonely but not alone
Or
Alone but not Lonely
Alone means being by yourself, without other people around.
Lonely means feeling sad or empty because you're by yourself, even if others are nearby. (According to ChatGPT that is)
Thirty Nine Jan 7
My throat is raw and ******
Yet I'm still screaming
Because it seems the Lord hasn't heard my prayers yet
56 · Dec 2024
Separated by a screen
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
And as I wait for your spirited reply
I read and reread your messages
Because you're the only one who remains
In hopes to remember your voice
But all I see are your words written in a Arial font
Separated yet connected by this stupid screen
Its the only way we communicate
Yet it keeps us so apart
55 · Jan 12
First thoughts
Thirty Nine Jan 12
Love warrior
Here we are
Drawn together
Like a beggar falling
55 · Dec 2024
Overstimulated
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
Too much noise
It's all too much
I swear even the air is too loud
Why can't they just shut up?

The skin on my body
Doesn't feel like mine
I need to get it off to feel alright

And the lights
**** the lights
As they blind my sight

Why can't I just leave?
social gatherings (especially parties because *******) **** :p
54 · Dec 2024
Sun
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
Sun
You want to be my sun,
Drawing me into your orbit, to submission
Again and again.

You want to be my sun,
Radiant and consuming,
But just like the sun,
You burn me with your light,
Again and again

You want to be my sun
But you blind me with your strong glow
I'm blinded and can't see
Is this what you wanted to do to me?
53 · Dec 2024
Untitled
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
What if you wrote the way you thought?
Unfiltered thoughts
and The Truth
Would you stop writing altogether?
51 · 6d
Untitled
A masterpiece you were about to finish
Left alone because of your fear of failing
50 · Jan 21
Drug Abuse
Thirty Nine Jan 21
Powdered Dreams
And Pill-Shape hope
A Needle’s Kiss
A false escape

But soon it fades
The pain returns
The truth unfolds

Left alone
With sweaty hands
Chasing deceitful comfort
That slips like sand

Renewal is wanted
A path to heal,
To break these chains
And to once again feel.
A project I had for health class, I took the opportunity to post it here too
49 · Dec 2024
Untitled
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
The mind was designed to learn
To expand
And to be curious
So why does school **** so much?
I hate the education system not the teachers
49 · Jan 3
I cannot, but will
Thirty Nine Jan 3
She drowned in her thought, her sadness and missed dreams
So she sat in the rain
And hoped that would drown her instead
48 · Dec 2024
It's Dinner Time
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
We hold hands
And bow our heads
In hopes He'll hear our cries
Lord Almighty
Heavenly Father
Have our cries not been loud enough for you to hear?
47 · Dec 2024
*laughter sounds*
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
"Im going to **** myself"
You mumbled under your breath
And everyone laughed
Because you were so ******* funny
It wasn't a joke though was it?
45 · Dec 2024
parenthood
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
"All parents are like this"
You said annoyed at your child's 'sensitivity'
Then wonder why your child wont become a mother or father
They won't risk becoming the thing they fear
43 · Jan 23
Wars Suck
Thirty Nine Jan 23
Why has peace been the justification for violence?
Thirty Nine Dec 2024
Maybe my cries weren't loud enough
Or my prayers were lost on their way to The Lord
Either way
Can you hear me now Lord?
Can you hear me cry?
Can you hear me scream your name?
Will you answer my pleas?
\_(o-o)_/
38 · Jan 19
Happy
Thirty Nine Jan 19
“This is happiness”
You said with such pride
And if that’s true
I rather be sad my whole life
Than feeling your ***** touch on my body again.
Certain death
Never came
So I left Them a message to call me back
36 · Jan 9
Freedom or Happiness?
Thirty Nine Jan 9
His chains were broken
So glad he was free
He tried to flee
This wretched place

Not knowing he was still in a cage
Daddy's on his knees praying to the Lord above
Mama curses under her breath choking on love
The smallest hands are now the coldest
And cute cries are silenced
A life smaller than their height
Yet felt heavier than their weight
To all the kids who couldn't grow old with us
The cameras rolling!
Smiles on people!
Nobody wants to see you frown!
Im sure time heals
But at the moment
What will help
Is a real ******* apology
"The storm in my head
Over waters
The gardens I grew
And drowns it"
She was a poet
And a artist
She played piano for 2 years
But quit
Because she hated it
No no that wont sound good on a application
Maybe...What about this:
Shes a poet
Who knows how to cry (professionally) and has been doing it for more than a a decade
An artist who never creates masterpieces
And with a lot of experience with quitting

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