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Thirty Nine Apr 13
Death doesn’t discriminate
It’ll **** the richest man in the world
When he’s 53
It’ll **** the president
When they are 87

But death doesn’t discriminate
It’ll also **** the single mom
When she was only 33
And the little boy that played down the street
When he was only 7
Apr 10 · 42
Glasses
Thirty Nine Apr 10
Eyes are the door to the soul
Or so they say
My soul must be broken
Or out of service
Because I need glasses
Apr 9 · 166
Therapy
Thirty Nine Apr 9
“But you’re fine right?”
My therapist ask naively
Yeah I’m fine
Instead of drowning
I’m floating in a ocean
Surrounded by dolphins
Maybe one day I’ll sink peacefully
First time going to therapy
Apr 7 · 136
Im still here
Thirty Nine Apr 7
I can’t move.
The weight is everywhere.
It presses into my chest
Like even the dirt want me to stop existing.

I screamed until my throat bled.
No one answered.
No one remembered.

I guess they moved on.
one of my biggest fears is being buried alive
Apr 5 · 127
Its a sunny day today
Thirty Nine Apr 5
"Im so sorry"
or
"Im so sorry"
Readers know the difference
Mar 26 · 124
Sunday
Thirty Nine Mar 26
I'm too nervous to enjoy the calm before the storm
Because I see the clouds coming this way
Thirty Nine Mar 26
"Help from above"
I say as the ****** shoots
Thirty Nine Mar 22
I know you're and angel
you must be
so i'll tear off the skin you call a body
and under this parasitic flesh
I'll fine divine light
Mar 22 · 42
Drowning in music
Thirty Nine Mar 22
The volume is maxed out
I thought it would drown out my thoughts
Yet somehow it made them worse
I need everything to shut up
Mar 21 · 193
He was only 7
Thirty Nine Mar 21
Toys lined up on a bathtub
A white rabbit
And a big bad wolf
#SA
Mar 21 · 50
A dumb loyal dog
Thirty Nine Mar 21
I miss when you were kinder to me
So i cling on to the memory of you
When you hurt me
I'll come back
Because im just a ******* dog
'Mans best friend'
Thirty Nine Mar 21
They never apologized
They never apologized for how they treated me
But when i reacted to their pain
I was the one to blame
Mar 18 · 50
The Shoemaker
Thirty Nine Mar 18
The shoemakers shoes
Are battered and beaten
Worn out and tired

The shoemakers shoes
Are his determination
To keep making shoes
In hopes to get his own
Mar 15 · 763
Flowers
Thirty Nine Mar 15
You're not the kind of flower
People pluck and put into their hair
You're the kind of flower
People can’t bring themselves to pluck
And instead water it with their water bottle
A flower that deserves to bloom
And grow
Mar 13 · 103
Things you said at 1 am
Thirty Nine Mar 13
"Will they care if I die?"
Mar 13 · 756
You
Thirty Nine Mar 13
You
I'm thinking of you
And all the things we didn't do

I'm thinking of you
And all the things we could've done

I'm thinking of you
And all the things we wont be able to do
Mar 8 · 66
Quarters
Thirty Nine Mar 8
We're two sides of the same coin
Except I dont know if Im heads or tails
Mar 8 · 60
Locus Flowers
Thirty Nine Mar 8
People force a flower to bloom
And as it opens
It feels the heavy weight of its petals
It shouldn't yet have to bear
It died
But it was beautiful and so mature
At such at young age
Thats all that matters to you
"The flower that blooms under pressure is the most beautiful of all"
You say
But it also dies the fastest
Thirty Nine Mar 8
I feel your sympathetic glare on me
I look at the ground
And marvel at at its patterns
To distract myself

If you really wish to help
Dont be sympathetic
Be empathetic
Thirty Nine Mar 1
Hopeless lovers
In a daze
Kissing under
Some white grapes
Maybe
It’ll fix
Some of their
Past rainy days
Thirty Nine Feb 27
I dont want to be your voice
I rather be your microphone
I want to allow your voice to be heard
Not speak for you
Thirty Nine Feb 19
Even if your lies are served
On a silver platter
With gold flakes
It won’t change
How ******* disgusting it tastes
Feb 19 · 143
Mama
Thirty Nine Feb 19
I don’t respect you
I fear you
Thirty Nine Feb 18
If I killed myself

Would you still care about ugly face?

Or how much I ate?

Maybe you'd ask for forgiveness at my grave

Either that or you'll scream at my decaying body

Like you do to me now
Thirty Nine Feb 18
How can a world full of humans have so little humanity?
Thirty Nine Feb 15
My gagging reflex doesn't work
And as my tears fill the toilet bowl
I try to make myself nauseous
So that I can fill the toilet with something other than tears
They say eating disorders are caused because they want to feel like they're in control of something. I just want to see the numbers drop.
Feb 13 · 67
School kills dreamer
Thirty Nine Feb 13
I crave for the smell of my half broken ac
Drawing in peace
Letting my mind wander endlessly
But now I’m confined
To A B C and D
Bubbling letters
For all of eternity
Thirty Nine Feb 12
Don’t bother speaking
For we are just kids
So we don’t matter
                                But if that’s so. Then                               what will be of our future?
Feb 9 · 52
Metaphors are Silly
Thirty Nine Feb 9
Crayons are quite strong for their size
Hell they can even be put on fire and not burn immediately
But put to much pressure on them
And they crack
Feb 9 · 54
My child is fine
Thirty Nine Feb 9
Your child cries
In the middle of the night
Worrying too much about their life
Feeling like they're about to die
Because you never take their side
Asking themselves "why?"

But I guess your child is fine
Thirty Nine Feb 9
Then lets be bad poets together
Eating grapes
Under the dark sun
And above the bright stars
Thirty Nine Feb 8
I should not have to be dying
For you to believe my distress
I shouldn't have to scream
In order for you to listen
I should not have to break
In order to feel the weight
If I die will you still think im okay?
Thirty Nine Feb 6
No more snowy days
Let’s blame climate change
Snowmen melting
Hurricanes
Only we are to blame
Thirty Nine Feb 3
She was a poet
And a artist
She played piano for 2 years
But quit
Because she hated it
No no that wont sound good on a application
Maybe...What about this:
Shes a poet
Who knows how to cry (professionally) and has been doing it for more than a a decade
An artist who never creates masterpieces
And with a lot of experience with quitting
Feb 3 · 68
Lights Camera Action
Thirty Nine Feb 3
The cameras rolling!
Smiles on people!
Nobody wants to see you frown!
Thirty Nine Feb 3
"The storm in my head
Over waters
The gardens I grew
And drowns it"
Thirty Nine Feb 3
Certain death
Never came
So I left Them a message to call me back
Thirty Nine Feb 3
Daddy's on his knees praying to the Lord above
Mama curses under her breath choking on love
The smallest hands are now the coldest
And cute cries are silenced
A life smaller than their height
Yet felt heavier than their weight
To all the kids who couldn't grow old with us
Feb 3 · 459
Word throwup
Thirty Nine Feb 3
The sunset is falling
And it taste bitter
But while it rains
And the world ends
You are besides me
Jan 30 · 71
Untitled
Thirty Nine Jan 30
A masterpiece you were about to finish
Left alone because of your fear of failing
Thirty Nine Jan 30
Im sure time heals
But at the moment
What will help
Is a real ******* apology
Thirty Nine Jan 27
I wish I had something
To justify my pain
I had many scars
But they tend to fade away
Jan 26 · 123
Elephants in the room
Thirty Nine Jan 26
Vote red
And fill the children with dread
As they fear they may never see their parents again
Vote red
And put your sexuality in his hands
And never express yourself again
Vote red
And let their choices be erased
A world where every voice is disgraced.
Vote red
And live in fear
That your voice may disappear
Vote red
And put yourself to wonder
Is this the world we wanted to create?
Or the one we were too scared to stop before it was too late?
I hope this doesn't get me canceled.
Jan 24 · 212
Truth,Lies,Hate and love
Thirty Nine Jan 24
Love you enough to lie to you
and hate you enough to tell you the truth
Jan 23 · 60
Wars Suck
Thirty Nine Jan 23
Why has peace been the justification for violence?
Jan 21 · 67
Drug Abuse
Thirty Nine Jan 21
Powdered Dreams
And Pill-Shape hope
A Needle’s Kiss
A false escape

But soon it fades
The pain returns
The truth unfolds

Left alone
With sweaty hands
Chasing deceitful comfort
That slips like sand

Renewal is wanted
A path to heal,
To break these chains
And to once again feel.
A project I had for health class, I took the opportunity to post it here too
Jan 19 · 53
Happy
Thirty Nine Jan 19
“This is happiness”
You said with such pride
And if that’s true
I rather be sad my whole life
Than feeling your ***** touch on my body again.
Jan 19 · 96
True Reflection
Thirty Nine Jan 19
"Mirror Mirror on the wall
How will you depict me today?"
They asked, and the mirror shakes his head
"You've got it all wrong
I only show the truth
The way you perceive it however
Thats all on you"
Jan 18 · 188
Stargazing
Thirty Nine Jan 18
One last time under the sky
Because the future would bring the lovers apart
Dark moon, bright stars
Jan 14 · 107
Mixed Messages
Thirty Nine Jan 14
Bruised Heart and Spilled Milk
Lie to Me
Tell Me I'll Be Fine
Choke on your Words
And Watch Me Die
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