Truth is, I always believed in every word you said
but that was my fault,
I should've asked for actions instead of words.

For your love, I could have gone to war and fought right back,
Lately, we've been so off track.
I heard that you don't love me anymore
Words keep spreading round and round as our stars align
You’ve become a fugitive in this love
Running from a feeling that’s been so strong
One last year, has come and gone
It’s been forever since you left me standing in the rain
After all this waiting, dont tell me ‘ you have nothing left to say’
And now i’m all alone in this world,
I would have given you the universe but you left, why?
You keep making excuses, saying that I'll never understand,
Truth be told, I just kept waiting for you to hold my hand
But baby no, you don't love me no more.

I've got nothing left to say, all the sleepless nights together, 
The moments lived like it was forever, 
all of it has gone to waste 
but let me tell you this it's not the being speechless part that hurts the most,
it's the fact that all we have left is the silence between what should've been and what could've been

Remember when you told me you loved me? When you’d call everyday? When love meant forever?
People keep telling me to stop this feeling cause it’s my love for you that’s a crime,
I don’t want this love to rhyme.
You see when you left there was this hole in my chest when you got on that plane and never looked back.
I was fine before you came around, and now I’m standing here on the edge of love .
I ran so far from all you never gave me but I keep tripping back to who you used to be, to who we used to be.
And everytime you walked by and watched me fall, I got right back up without your love
Now you're here telling me it's all my fault
Telling me it was a mistake
But your promises don’t mean a thing anymore
I never wanna see you
Never wanna feel you
No I don’t love you
I cant stand you
Tell me this isn’t a dream, just tell me it's real,
Cause hating you has been the hardest thing i've ever had to do.
But please don’t come back, i've come this far without you because unlike you I learned the hard way, I spent long lonely nights crying myself to sleep for the boy who never cared enough.
Baby what i'm saying is there’s no more you and I
Im done with this, feeling like an idiot
Your love, Im so over it.
You don’t care what I say, so I’ll just love you anyways
The end is so disgusting
It's such a tragedy

As much as you sit around and wait, just hoping he’ll run through those doors with his arms wide open, we both know somethings are meant to be left unknown.
Even the greatest loves of all never got their forever.

Knowing me I’m usually good with words, I just about always know what to say. Writing was the one thing I had that no one could take away from me, no matter what size I was, what I wore or how I felt, my words were untouchable. But for some painful reason just the idea of you leaves me speechless.
The curves on your lips when you smile,
the little wrinkles around your eyes,
god those beautiful eyes, how I’d **** to look into those brown eyes again.
If only I could find the words to make you see, make you feel a love like ours, to make you understand the reason my heart aches for your touch, your warmth, your pure breathtaking love.
If only you knew.