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TheBrokenSoldier May 2015
Lonely
Walking down the street
she quivers
shivers running down her spine.
She feels
Lonely

Stressed
About her new life
and yet she has
faced this before
had to face drastic
changes
in her life.
But she walks along.
Her sighs sounding
Stressed

Morning
Will soon rise.
But the difference
between today
and the rest,
is her Mother’s soft kiss
gently on her cheek,
it won’t be there to wake her.
Oh the
Mourning

Oh the Mourning
the Mourning
she endures
everyday without her
ever since she was taken
from her.
Oh how she misses her Mother.
Oh the Mourning
But she walks on
to her new home
even though
she knows not
where
she goes.
And she walks on.

Tears
streaming down her face
as she walks on
stressed
lonely
oh the mourning
morning

A new morning rises
A new start to the day
and yet the same old
tear streaks
mask her face
she wipes them
and moves on
as always

But this new day
had something
Different
Something Horrible
yet another powerful
blow to her
A New Mother

But not a Mother
it was
Different
Something Horrid
to make her
life worse
not just worse
But Now Unlivable

Oh the Mourning
How she wanted to
Die.
To join her
late Mother
To leave this
cursed world
Into the arms
Of her Angel

Years and Years
of suffering
occured
because of
the Fake Mother
But one day
A ray Shined
unto her.
Someone to share
her life with
Someone to share
a need to live with

Oh how she loved
Him.
Oh how he loved
Her.
Oh the mourning
the mourning that
continued in her heart

The two joined
each other
hand in hand
they walk on
move on
as always

But then
They Meet.
Two unknowns
Two random lives
Suddenly entwine
Suddenly Collide
Suddenly Fix
together
all because
Romeo worked
up the courage
all to say
“Hello”

“Hello”
like ever friendship
starts
But this was no friendship
this was
togetherness
support
dependability
trust
hope
companionship
L­ove

Romeo loved her
But she felt differently
She already had Him
And He came before Romeo
But Romeo didn’t care
He just wanted her
happy
He just wanted her
to feel loved
He just wanted her
His best friend

But their adventure
continues
Her’s and Romeo’s
for they are
Forever Best Friends
As it was meant to be.
I wrote this for my best friend. She has been through so much...
May 2015 · 799
Adult Vs. Adults
TheBrokenSoldier May 2015
You tell us to be ourselves
you tell us to be free
that we own our lives
that our mistakes are ours to make
and yet you still hold us back
and yet you yell when we arent you
when we dont do what you want us to
when we arent as perfect as you
but are you even perfect?
but who is ever perfect?
No one is ever perfect
no one is ever going to be perfect
so stop expecting us to be
so stop treating us like the lesser
like we have no idea what we are doing
like we are children
we are adults
we are ourselves
just like you are
just like you wanted us to be
us the new adults of the world
us the future of the human race
know how to live our lives
know how to ask for help when we need it
can make our own decisions
can fail on our own
but we dont have to fail,
but we also dont need you breathing down our necks
leave us alone
leave us to live
our own lives like we are meant to
our own mistakes to make
cant we all just get along
cant we just live in peace together
instead of constantly fighting
instead of the forever war in our relationship
we are adults
we are people
treat us like we are
treat us like we are
and we will treat you like you are
and we will learn how to be in our future
be the example we need
be the people we look up to
dont be the people we hate
dont be our enemies
let us join together
as adults
and rule this world
together
parents and children together.
I have been fighting with my parents a lot since i have turned 18. so i wrote this sort of slam poetry as a way of me speaking my mind
Nov 2014 · 400
In My Mind
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
You know what is on my mind?
To much.
Racing around everywhere
And such

My future
My past
If my name
Will forever last.

From Asia
To Brazil
Here and there
My mind cannot fill.

Forever expanding
Sometimes painful
Always suppressed
fills the bill.

Quiet
Silence
From here
Hence

Is what I want
In My Mind
What a Taunt
This I will never find.
Just a poem that popped up randomly in the middle of me writing a lot for my true love. First in a while that i actually used a rhyme scheme
Nov 2014 · 245
10w My Love
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
Jason Vadney
And
The One
Forever and Always
True Love
Nov 2014 · 305
When I See You
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
My heart skips
My breathing stops
My hands shake
My mind dies
My tongue ties
My eyes glisten
My voice cracks
My soul yearns
My love complete
Nov 2014 · 769
Apart
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
Me
          Apart from
                                You
is like
Sky
          Apart from
                                Ground
Religion
           Apart from
                                 Faith
Love
           Apart from
                               Life
Time
          Apart from
                               Now
My heart
           Apart from
                              My other half.
Nov 2014 · 342
Her
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
Her
Perfect
Insecure
Beautiful
Knowing
Lovable
Smart
Kind
*Mine
Nov 2014 · 325
So Scared
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
I'm so scared to lose you
to have the thought
of you leaving me
alone and afraid
without you
made to be
my old
broken
self.
Nov 2014 · 332
Unknowing
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
I just wish you knew
How much you mean to me,
My love, My Murphette.

I just wish you knew
how many hours I spend
Just thinking about you

I just wish you knew
who you are to me
my other half.

I just wish you knew
my past, tortured
and scared am I

I just wish you knew
after the life I have lived
that I still have trust to give

I just wish you knew
That I, your Broken Soldier
will forever fight for you
even when I have to physical need to
She's just on my mind constantly and just constantly worrying me if she really knows how much i care, even though i tell her alot. Is it bad to Be Afraid of losing someone you have only known for so little a time?
Nov 2014 · 550
Ranting Because I Can
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
Who the **** are you
to come in and take over
something you have no idea about.

Taking control of so many
so many mind that need molding
that need a teacher
not a ******* like you
you stupid liar.

I know more than you
yet you hold yourself so high
like we ******* respect you
and thank you for coming

but we were better off without you
better with no teacher
better without your hypocritical
better just roaming in out open mindedness

But no
you had to come and take over
take over my favorite part of the day,
ruining it,
causing the experience
to fester in my hatred for you
and my loathing of your existence.

Two more weeks.
thats what is left of you.
Two more weeks and we will finally be rid of you and
your nonsence
you piece of ******* ****
Nov 2014 · 208
WTF (10w)
TheBrokenSoldier Nov 2014
What The ****
I'm So Bored.
And so ******* Lonely
Missing my Murphette after a long weekend with her. . . .
Oct 2014 · 696
The Fight
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
It started off so easy,
That Fight.
All the shiny, luminescent soldiers
Beaming in the face of the beast.

Those soldiers moving line by line,
in That Fight.
Getting through
Through every wave.

But like every wave, they get bigger.
That Fight,
had turned into a massacre.
Slaying every bold soldier in it's path.

Until one is left,
fighting That Fight.
That Soldier Broken
Broken beyond repair.

And Losing,
That Fight.
Finally after so long,
The Fight has won.
Claiming with it, My Life.
Oct 2014 · 3.3k
The Broken Soldier
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
Marching, Marching on.
That Broken Soldier
Unfix-able, Never to be intact again.
After to many years of fighting.

And yet still fighting,
That Broken Soldier.
Fighting the never ending fight.
Slowly falling, still, ever fighting.

But he is crumbling,
That Broken Soldier.
Falling apart by the day.
Left in an eternity of frailness.

Becoming less human everyday,
That Broken Soldier.
Solemnly stewing on his personal madness.
But that Soldier fights on.

Still fighting,
That Broken Soldier.
Fighting the never ending fight.
Slowly falling, still, ever fighting.

But his will wavers,
That Broken Soldier.
Is the fight worth fighting?
Worth the deathly blows thrown every day.

Soon none will be left,
of That Broken Soldier.
Soon the fight will be done.
Soon the last hurrah will sound.

The last Hurrah,
from That Broken Soldier.
Giving up the fight.
While letting go, his life.

For his life,
That Broken Solder,
Is his fight.
His fight soon lost.

But still fighting,
That Broken Soldier.
Fighting the ending fight.
Slowly falling, still, Not Ever Fighting.

Not Ever Fighting,
That Broken Soldier.
Not ever more.
The Fight is lost.
Lost is The Broken Soldier
Oct 2014 · 328
My Sister
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
Creep. ****. Freak.
Oh my sister.
We have been through
Too much.
And yet we have
Just started.
Our lives.
Our strange lives.
Somehow entwined.
I'm glad it is though.
Because blood is thicker than wine.
But our wine will get people so ****** up.
Love you sis.
My sister i am taking about is my step-sister.
Oct 2014 · 416
When Time Stops
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
What will happen
When time stops?
Will everything still exist?
Or will they disappear with time?
Everyone and Everything
Just vanishes...

Or do we out live time?
Keep on going like the broken soldiers we are.
Fighting and living on.
Making the impossible, Possible...
Joining the select few
Who have already out lived time.
I want to...
Do You?
Oct 2014 · 221
Just Call
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
All you need to do
Is just call
For you, my love
I will come
No matter how far
I will be there instantly
Because with true love
I am always there, anyway.
#shannonmurphy
Oct 2014 · 311
Us
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
Us
Me and You
You and I
Together for the long haul.

We need No-One
No-One needs We
Our love covering us like a shawl.

I love You
You love Me
We have heard true loves call.
#shannonmurphy
Oct 2014 · 320
My Heart
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
Seeing you
Thrum...***
Hearing you
Thrum..***
Feeling your touch
Thrum.***
Being able to call you mine
ThrumBum
Oct 2014 · 442
Two Wrongs Make a Left
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
Two Wrongs
Don't Make a Right
So What Do They Make?
Do They Make a Left?
one of my silly poems. Very Rare
Oct 2014 · 297
It's Your Fault
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
I blame you
For this pain
This emptiness
For this longing
And it's all your fault.
Your fault I Love You So
Oct 2014 · 230
You and Me
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
You and Me.
The best it can be.
Just about everyone can see.
Just how perfect we be,
You and Me
Oct 2014 · 621
Love
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
Love is everything,
Love is nothing.

Love is here,
Love is there.

Love is me,
love is you.

Love is crazy,
Love is insane.

But Love cannot be sane.
Being sane doesn't make you shake.
Being sane doesn't make you crave.
Therefor Love is not sane.
Oct 2014 · 497
Who Cares?
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
So What?
Who Cares?
No Big Deal.
Who Cares?

I Love You.
Who Cares?
But Do You Love Me?
Who Cares?

Who Cares?
I Care
That's Who.
That's All That Should Matter
Oct 2014 · 239
Why are you You?
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
You are you.
Perfectly you
And only you.
But that's all you need.
Is to be you
For those who are down. Just remember, you are you :)
Oct 2014 · 278
The Perfect Sight
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
The perfect sight?
It doesn't need the perfect light.
Not seen at the perfect height.
It'll make your heart take flight.
On the perfect sight.
You. My loving blight.
Oct 2014 · 259
The Inspiration
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
What is the only thing you need in life?
That one little push out the door.
That one person you would do anything for.
That one flourish of the heart.
That one light to lead the way.
That one heat source to warm the frost.
That one inspiration.
And that inspiration is you.
Oct 2014 · 332
Why Did This Happen?
TheBrokenSoldier Oct 2014
You don't deserve it.
The pain, The suffering
But you endure anyway.
How do you do it?
You are amazing.
You truly are.
Stay strong young soldier,
And battle on.
For my friend who has gone through unimaginable things in his/her life. Best if I not say who

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