Your eyes are dark
They have a sparkle
They can see something in me
Something that cqn help discover
Feelings

Feelings hidden
So no one gets hurt
Feeling so no one laughs
So no one throws them away
Feelings that are hidden
From everyone
So that you never know

A smile that can melt you away
It can change my day
One so pure and honest
That it can make a difference
One smile that can bring my heart to stop beating
A smile that is long lasting
And makes me fall deeper into
This hidden love

Hands
That are softer and as delicate
As a blowing wind
So gentle capable
Of curing my scars
Hands that can hold mine
As I fall
Grabing me so tight next to your heart
While i litsen to the beautiful melody
Of life

In this hidden love
A love so shy
It could almost die
With the fear of being caught
A love so timid
It rather stay with a low profile
A love that can't stand up
Alone
A love that is not strong enough
To get rejected
That it decides to stay hidden

Behind the air
And alone with its self
Hidden so that it does not hurt
When you see another
Or when your lips touch others
And even when you hands
Hold other hands tight

It is better not see
You dont win
But
You can loose either

I am far from home
In a new world
Filled with so many new things
I did not know before

Somewhere I feel free
Flowers bloom
Red
And purple
The river is clear
Skies are blue
Night is dark
Day is light

A place where imagination is real
The best place for a Romeo
And a Juliet
It is all foe love

Made for us
For you as much as for me
For our decendents
Our home
Where peace is the color of our walls

My home
Our home
Your home
The place where dreams come true
For ever

Just watched
Most wonderful movie
Just heared
Most beutifull song
You walked
On a sweat pavent
Just went
Through an incredible road

But I never do these things
I went away from home
I left my reality
I slipped away to somewhere
I should have never gone to

I wanted to be better
Feel better
I wanted to have a better view
I wanted to have something
I wanted to never stop walking
The sensation made me leave

I followe the wrong road
I tripped ao many times
And on the same rock
I left the things I loved most

I kind of forgot who I was
It was easy to be part of something
Different
And new
I had to try it

But i realized that was not me
I want to
I have to
I will go home
Where I belong
Where I learned
So many things about what it is to live

Im back home
Where a belong
Where I real
Not plastic

I wish you could trust me
I wish you could put
You faith on me
I wish you could give me the
Joy of trusting you own and only daugther

I am sorry for the things I have done
I am not perfect
Sorry fpr the mistakes i have done
But if atleast tried to understand.

I need a friend by my side
Teenage years are hard all by my self
I am still young and I dont need a mother anymore
I love you but I need to be free

I can not hold my self back any more.
Sorry but I need to live my own lofe from now on

I wish you could trust me
I wish you could put
You faith on me
I wish you could give me the
Joy of trusting you own and only daugther

I am sorry for the things I have done
I am not perfect
Sorry fpr the mistakes i have done
But if atleast tried to understand.

I need a friend by my side
Teenage years are hard all by my self
I am still young and I dont need a mother anymore
I love you but I need to be free

I can not hold my self back any more.
Sorry but I need to live my own lofe from now on

Here thinking
Is it worth it
All that hard work

Trying to get his attencion
Risking my education
Trying to be there for him
While he doesnt realize I am there.

Is it all part of destiny
Or is it a part of life
Is it all what I have done
It is all because of my mistakes

I am here
Wondering if he ever thinks of me
Hoping that he loves me to
Wishing he could look
At my smile and fall for me
Just like I fell for him

I love him,
wishings he loved me
Yet in English clas
He does not even turn my way
I wish he could know
But I am not scared to say anything

I wish he could understand
That I am falling in love every second
Even more
I need him to see
I need him to know
That every second
I think of what could be

To day I woke up with the sound of an alarm
I am thankful for not waking up late
I woke up with all my body parts
Thank you God for that miracle
I woke up with My heart beating
and with the kiss of my mother
I thank for both.
I need them both to survive

Thank-you God because i felt you hard over me
Telling me to be strong
Giving me the strength to survive
You don't give me what I want
But you don't give me what I can't handle

Thank-you God for the miracle that is
Be able to use my computer,
My phone
My electricity.
Thank-you Because it is cold outside,
And i woke up in the warmth of my home.

Thank-you for giving me breakfast
And a coffee to help me be energetic
I thank-you for not letting me die by giving me
A jacket
A sweeter
A scarf
And gloves

Thank-you for not leaving me here alone in the cold
And lighting things up in the darkness

There is a limit to what I can do
There is a moment where I have to stop
There are barriers I can't cross
And there is a short time I can spend
On someone who is not worth the time.

Things are hard
Life is tough
The earth is round
The universe is shapeless.

You are one in one trillion
You have one problem
Hard to solve
You have a million reasons to fall

You feel unloved
You fell alone
I know that feeling
I have lived through all that

I have been there done that
I have had many problems
I have fought alone for my own reasons
I have had times in which I have lost control
And yes
There are times in which I wanted to
Just go back and stop fighting

When you are about to give up, think

There is someone out there
who is waiting for you to stand up
There are many reasons out there
Waiting for you to find them
And there, somewhere is something
Calling you and waiting for you to win this battle.

There are millions of people out there
With your same problems
You can relate to them and they need you to.
Some are dying and suffering because of their problems
I can not promise you the earth
But i can promise you a spot on the
Greatest and most wonderful planet in the universe.

I am not who you think I am
It may seem to you that I am weak
But believe me when I say that
I am stronger than what I seem
And I am better than you could ever imagine.

I may be not an A- student
But I am smart
Smart enough to know
that I can beat you in anything
At any time soon
Today, Tomorrow, or the day after

I may not be a marathoner
But I can run the distance
I might arrive late to my goal
But I will be there
I cant assure that I won't win the race
But I will try to do the best

I am not the prettiest girl in the class
But I am not Barbie either
I don't expect to be skinny
I don't expect to be fat
I do expect to be happy
I expect to feel safe with my self

I am not the one who will always be right
I am human not a robot
If I am wrong I smile because I know it was a mistake
I might not be the best in Biology
But i can do better the next time
I won't Win today
But I will try again tomorrow
And if I die before I win
I will die happy.

Today is one day.
I wont stop Now.
I wont look back
Not because of pride
But because I wont dare to fall
I wont trip again
Especially not with the same rock
I know now that I am not Perfect

*BUT I AM WILLING TO GIVE LIFE MY BEST SHOT

I don't want to
I cant let it happen
Not to me
I am not ready
I cant handle it

Not again
Not in this moment
Not tomorrow
Not soon
Not ever

I cant loose you
I wont let it happen
I love you too much
I am scared to loose you again
I will get lost without you

I need your love
Your scolding
I need to see you
Mad and
Happy

I cant handle being alone again
You are my hero
I need to see you home
When I return from school
I need to be with you

I need you to pressure me
I need to to tell me I am right
Or tell me I am wrong
Please
Do not leave me

I will change
I will be better
I will do anything it takes
I will be the best
I will try even harder

I will not get you mad
I will not get in trouble
I will not be selfish anymore
I will not ask for too much
I will not bother you

I need you her
Because you are
my friend
my neighbor
my hero
my villain
my everything.

You are the best brother in the world
And i need you here
To keep acting like a better dad
Than the one I have.
Dont leave me Alone
I need my Brother here next to me!

A nobody seeking for love
A nobody seekinf adventure
A nobody seeking for fun
A nobody seeking for a life

Hard to complain
For What he has
He has everything he
Can desire
He desired to be free
So free he is

Wandering alone in a world
Different from his own
New to what he knows
Better that how he has lived

A nobody has
Nothing more to loose
Nothing more to win
Nothing more to say
Nothing more to have

Noone else to love
Noone else left to be with
Noone else to talk to
Noone else to answer

A nobody looking for something
A nobody hoping to find something

Simply a nobody lost in his mind
And in this world

I am not blind
I can see clearly
I can watch
I am capable of fighting back.

I see how the storm comes
I can see how it leave
Taking in its path
everything I have done

Its going further
But at the distance i can still see
My home in its wings
My most loved possessions

I can see as the wind helps
To make everything worst for me
It tries to make me cry
But I wont dare to fall

I know my weaknesses
And I must learn to control them
I know my flaws
And I must learn to fix them

No matter how much the wind blows
I won't fall
I wont kneel
I wont move
I wont dare to cry

I can do it
I have the strength
But as I get weaker
The wind gets stronger
I wont fall

I can see now how hard it is
To stand up alone
against a storm
Trying to understand
What I did to deserve this

I am not blind
I can see the storm
I can feel the pain
I can't stop this form getting worst
But I can Hope

Hope... Hope... Hope...
It is the last thing that dies
It cant fix this
But it can help me stand up
There is nothing that makes it forever
All it takes is for me
to make for a longer time than the storm

I am not alone
I have my strength
I have my heart still beating
I have my legs still moving
I have my hand still fighting
I have my lips still talking
I have my mind still thinking
I am not alone.
I still have my hope wanting to win over the storm
*Hope... HOpe... HOPe... HOPE... *

I can win
because I have
The power
The faith
The love
The capability!!!

I feel asleep
I dreamed beutiful dreams

Dreams never dreamed before
Dreams hiden in the background
Dreams that opened my eyes
Dreams that helped me survive

I saw the ocean blue
I saw the blue sky
I saw the charming sun
I saw the colorful garden

I felt joy for freedom
I felt joy for happiness
I felt joy for opportunities
I felt joy to be alive

I fell asleep

With the fright of waking up
With the joy of felling life
With the fright of loosing everything
With the joy to know it hapened

Even if it was only because i was asleep.

I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday

I was born yesterday

The past is past
The past is a mistake
The past is a dreadful place
The past is a place I want to forget
The past is yesterday
I was born Yesterday

Not Today

Today is the present
Today is the new opportunity
Today is a better life
Today is a miracle
I was born yesterday
Not today

I might die tomorrow

A tomorrow is a mystery
A tomorrow is a new chance
A tomorrow is what could be?
A tomorrow is a new day
A tomorrow could be a death
I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow

Not yesterday

You know my error
Not my reason
You know my path
Not my obstacles
You know I am weak
Learn that I can be strong
You see my forehead
with mistakes
Not my palm
with hard work...

I was born yesterday
Not today
I might die tomorrow
Not yesterday

I am not pretty
I am not skinny
I am not tall
I do not have a good hair style

I am not smart
I am not funny
I am not cool
I am not the best

I get mad
I get annoyed
I get irritated
I get selfish

I seem unfriendly
I seem bad
I seem like a ****
I seem to be a hater

I am not the best.
But other things I am not are:
I am not selfish
I am not a show off
I am not bad
I am not a ****

I will never leave you
I will never hurt you
I will never judge you
I will never Play with you
I will never Fight you
I will never give up on you

I will always be here
But if you don't appreciate that,
I will take a turn and look for someone else.

I need someone who
does not look at what I am not
I need someone who
looks at what I am.
I need someone who
knows my flaws
I need someone who
fixes them and
I need someone who
Knows who I am and what I am worth.

A life with no love
Is like Peter with out the Pan
A life with love
Is like a You with the Me

A life with no smile
Is like A face with out the lips
A life with a smile
Is like Us with each other

A life with no turns
Is like a street with no cars
A life with turns
Is like you coming back to me

A life with no pain
Is like no rainbow at all
A life with pain
Is like what happens after the rain has left.

Love, Smile, Give a Turn, Appreciate the pain.
A life with one
Is like life with all
A life with all
Is like life with one

Down Below
Up Above
Seeing you fly,
Watch me fall.

Far from me!

I think about you
While you forget me
I think about love
While you forget us.

Far from me!

I see me hugging you
You see you running from me
I see you with all my heart
You see me with nothing more.

Far from me!

I think to believe,
That no way is there,
for a WE to exist
at any soon time.

Far from me!

And still I stand
here all alone
thinking about,
You someday being here
Next to me.

Every day is something new
Everything turns up to be better
Yesterday something grew
Today it just bloomed

Every day i learn to love it even more
Everything is do is his better
Yesterday it was his first day
Today it is his first begging

Every day i try something new
Everything for the better
Yesterday i tried life
Today I will try living.