He hurt me, he back stabbed me
He took my innocence from me
He broke me apart
How could i get back up again in this pain!!!!
But there was one in the shadows
Who lid up the darkness just for me
Took my hand and spoke in to my ear
He took me in when no one else would.
he gave me hope,he showed me a solution...
He helped me live
Now i forgave and now I love him....
The one who took my childhood away is in my heart
I pray that he will repent...
Like I did!!!
God can do anything!!!

When I was smaller I wanted a relationship like Cinderella's, At age 10, I wanted to fall in love like Belle because she saw a prince and not a best. At age 14 I wanted love just that!!! And at age 15 I realize I was loved since the beginning of time by one king. By the one who made me, who called me from the ashes, who rescued me from the world, who broke the chains that hold me. Now I don't want to choose my relationship, I want him to choose it, once I am ready because wont make a mistake in whom he chooses for me! Meanwhile I will live to please only God in my youth, in my talents, in my mornings, days night, in all my life, I am completely his!!!!

I know that these times are tough
and I know it seems like it is ever soon enough

I understand thats it's hard to hear
And i see the times that are getting kinda near

I know life is misery
when you don't seem to know
What awaits you behind all this messy overflow

I know exactly how you feel
Because I've also given a turn in this fairest wheel

Times gets hard
And it just keeps going round
I see how tough it is to discard
the memories when all they do is pound
Again and again till there is no where else to go around

But just just know
That every time you look up to the sky
There is always hope when you decide to fly
People here and people there
will always try to push you off your chair
But never forget that when the storm comes
Its just to clean up for a new and better day
There is nothing there that should flip you around

Now the world is your stage
Take this chance and turn the page!

Psalms 27:1 - The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
I was afraid of the dark
Because i used to think that it could attack me
I was afraid of heights
For fear in falling
I was afraid of the stage
For fear that they would laugh at me
I was afraid of speaking out
because I believed they would judge me
I was afraid of feelings
Because no one ever told me that they meant something
I was afraid of life
Because no one ever showed me its importance

But there was a moment between the night and day
A moment where the world simply put me aside
One moment when i lost all hope
That moment he came upon me
And he gave me a new opportunity to try even harder
I used to think that my life did not matter
Until I learned that he paid my life's price with his
Dying for me so that i could have salvation
SO that i could be free.
Now i treasure my life and I don't fear anything
Because it is not biblical to be
He gave us a spirit of courage!
He loved us so much he took our fears and our sins and our mistakes and died for them
So that on judgement day that wont be counted against us!
The *darkness is my stage now!
In the heights its where I speak out!
I live my Life, feeling his love

Sometimes we loose our hope because the world hides it form us
But those times makes us stronger and the bad moments
Are making us for the greater things awaiting us!

You try so hard to get away from a place
and when you can finally leave
you find a reson to stay!

I didn't understand how someone who is alone can feel in company
I didn't understand how someone who was mute could talk
I didn't understand how the blind could see!
Now I do...
Because his words says "As anything and in my name it will be done"
In the name of Jesus Christ I am not alone because he make me company, because he is here at my side and he will never let me go from his arms!
You don't see anyone by my side because you see with blind eyes!
I see him, because I see with eyes of faith!

Find yourself a road that reflects you
Walk straight and make mistakes
Give yourself the time you need
Find that one person to help you continue
And don't forget that it is OK to be imperfect.