The rest I can do without
Your future self is watching you right now
Through your memories
Make me proud
Make them proud
Make god proud
Children of darkness
You’re the kind of soul
That stirs up magic in others
Maybe 10 years from now we’ll meet again at a coffee shop down the road
And start over
This is not a love story
It’s a tragedy
It seems that every time I have lost myself
I end up coming back
With more of myself than before

Should i reminisce
I admired  
The way you helped me fight my demons
Brighter than sunshine
Hazardous to go down that memory lane
Determined to let you feel what I felt
But i should extinguish these feelings
How am i ever supposed to allow a stranger
To  be content with my flaws
The simplicity of the feeling I get
When you place a magical kiss  on my forehead
I tend to weep for days thinking about it
I will clarify another time
When you have the honor to meet me
Ask me how this love made me feel.
I will clarify it all.

Unbiased
But im crowned
Famed
But i wish to be celebrated
My life is always tumbling
But I'm pleased by
How well I come out of the struggle
Lifeless, but breathing
Thankful
A couple of words here and there
I've vanished to another dimension
Anxiety

A poem is an experience
It puts language under pressure
Please inspect this love
I chuckled at our courtesy
All i could do is cry
I know what you're doing
You're being selfish
And protecting  your heart
I shouldn't be mad at that,
I can only  imagine
Our love keeps me up at night
You're just doing that to get even
I've startled ways i could approach you
I've declared
That i will always forever
Love you.

Time is ticking, as if we’re all waiting for something to happen
The movie is happening, yet chaos is so still
Movement Is so near, living in fear
Traumatized by this honor, it’s been a pleasure to be seated as your voucher
That’s life, if you note it
You needed help from a poet
I lived in tears and I was all for it
Let me live in vain if it’s actually worth the pain
Wicked cheerless thoughts arouse my tongue
Hungry and thrilled, amused by the agony of being abused
Taking advantage is tremendous, so I observed the startled.
I attacked as I crept.
It was stunning it was fair
I conquered the dare, and I actually decided to care.

Circulation
cut throat accusations
overbearing attributions
negative affirmations
why aren’t you running fast enough
ever since I’ve started to talk to myself
i feel empowered within myself
I pulled out the roots
planted new seeds
Trying to find other ways to succeed
the last efforts didn’t try hard enough
signs
accusations
prayers go out to the broken women
you are not only magic
but you’re needed
How many times do you need to be reminded
that they don’t make them like you no more.
I don’t like anyone, and my circle is becoming smaller
dear god
please continue to cleanse my vision
and help me understand
why somethings are just not meant to work out.

LOVE
how blunt of you
how courageous of you
how broken of you
what hell of a drug you are
fly me to the moon
tongue twisting
baby
my pen is loaded
thoughts
sometimes
*****
thoughts

On a paper, fully loaded
**** that bullet
Fire that pen
So many words I can’t stand still
Heart aching and mind racing
Hold me till im numb I keep pacing
Collect the pieces and let them drop
Addicted to the irony of life
Addicted to the bad habits of fun
The spurge of coldness
Creeping up my spine
My hands are shaking I cant love still
All I do is right in the wrong ways
Mind tricks that blow away
Stronger then your weakness of your throne
Nothing should make sense
Nothing ever makes sense
Already played the games
Already won the fame
Everything should fall in place

Every time I start writing again
I hide
I hide from everyone and everything
I hang out with similes and metaphors
I tongue kiss words
And ****** my vibe
Deal with it

Occupied by your knowledge
Eager to learn your story
Your image is a piece of art
And your heart is filled with glory
I adore you
You got me anxious
You inspire me to be exquisite
I can’t be silent about your power
Only ****** about your honor
Your something else
A different flower
You've accomplished my heart
Yet this seems idiotic
But I’m being ferocious about these feelings
They hold too much meaning
I’m just being real
You intrigue my thoughts
You got me feigning.