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108 · Oct 2019
truthhurts
Teemers Oct 2019
There is this part of me that will always remain hidden,
And that’s the world, the evolving of beautiful chaos, intertwined in beauty
Have you appreciated sympathy before appealing for an applaud?
What is reward without tears?
What are fears without goals?
Viewing things from my heart benefits the truth
Viewing things from my mind understands the truth
Running from the lack of freedom, why do we feel trapped in our own beings?
**** just got real, **** just got deep, and I just needed to stop and just feel.
I got this part of me that makes me go crazy
Smart people seem like crazy people to dumb people.
Hypocrites are overpopulating our world
Stop bashing on what you hate, yet promote what you love
I don’t want to compare your story to anyone else’s.
It was unique , I separated it from the rest.
107 · Sep 2020
shorty
Teemers Sep 2020
he makes me feel confident
he makes me feel safe
he calls me shorty
he kisses me every chance he can
he holds my hand
he asks about my day
he feeds me
he loves on me
he makes me smile
he makes me laugh
he numbs the pain
he is my poetry
he is my muse
he is my romance
and could this be
true love
twin flames
baby I want to be yours forever.
Teemers Jun 2019
YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID!!
- Even if you are not the one suffering the most in the situation
- Even when other people also have valid needs or concerns
- Needs and needing to be heard are not exclusive to one person at a time. All needs and voices are - equally - important (including yours)
- For your brain health/development your voice needs (and deserves) to be heard.
- If you ignore/hide your needs and/or feelings even for the sake of others it does not end up “just fine.” In fact, these hurts/unmet needs stay and you WILL have to deal with them someday. And if you don’t, you will eventually get scarred or crashing because your brain and heart need health and healing too!
So, don’t keep silent. It is still “nice” to allow your own existing and needs.
Teemers Sep 2020
sweet bliss
sweet memories
sweet tricks
you have my tongue
riding with you
pure bliss
kiss me again
I cant get enough
I'm full
but I'm still hungry for your love
thank you
for always looking at me and saying
I appreciate you shorty
vice versa my love
I am falling in love with you
please catch me
102 · Oct 2019
Fully loaded
Teemers Oct 2019
And I don’t care how high you are
Is your mind open?
Blissful emotions exploding in these tunes
Mind blown, useless frowns
Wake me up
This life is endless, it’s passing
Moving fast or not fast enough
Fully loaded, Let me spill
Let me fill you in on these beautiful skills
People know different stories
That sought to different meanings
Words equal emotions
Emotions don’t mean anything unless actions are being introduced
Don’t speak to me in one way and value another
Perspectives are opinions from our natural aspects
Floating in the air like we are meaningless
Humanitarian power is powerless
We fear the unexpected and familiarize ourselves with the basics
Never wanting to struggle to learn
Powerless minds are always lurking
Be careful who you become
Everyone’s the same.
101 · Jan 2020
cut throat.
Teemers Jan 2020
Circulation
cut throat accusations
overbearing attributions
negative affirmations
why aren’t you running fast enough
ever since I’ve started to talk to myself
i feel empowered within myself
I pulled out the roots
planted new seeds
Trying to find other ways to succeed
the last efforts didn’t try hard enough
signs
accusations
prayers go out to the broken women
you are not only magic
but you’re needed
How many times do you need to be reminded
that they don’t make them like you no more.
I don’t like anyone, and my circle is becoming smaller
dear god
please continue to cleanse my vision
and help me understand
why somethings are just not meant to work out.
101 · Apr 2020
busy
Teemers Apr 2020
tongue kissing
I can hear the rain
reminiscing about past love
but you've wiped it all away
tell me you like that thing I do again
tell me how much I mean to you
tell me what you love about me
tell me how I make you feel
tell me you feelin me
cause baby,
I'm  feeling you too.
busy
100 · Jun 14
private
Teemers Jun 14
the best teacher is your experience
we cannot nurture others from a dry spell
selfcare is not selfish
she wept because she was an empath
a sponge that always felt the need to heal
than she started to walk the road lonely
always left dry
so she built walls and mountains
and in order to be in
you needed to be it
she always knew
from the smile of your smirk
fake trends
she followed her own scent
I never needed to be liked
but I was always loved
and if I felt comfortable
id be loving too
99 · Jan 2020
feelings
Teemers Jan 2020
you’ve got me in a state of mind
however i was able to find the light
it included you and i under the morning sun
how it starts
and how it ends
clouded, confused
sinking in my bad character habits
emotionally detaching myself
in order to numb out reality
I think about it
screaming
you matter in the middle of the night
not my style to fake emotions
nor
to evoke rage
so instead of negative affirmations
lets mute out the sadness in our words
tell me you love me
tell me I’m worthy
tell me I’m the only one for you.
99 · Apr 2020
less
Teemers Apr 2020
mORE
TELL ME WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN LATELY
YOU PROMISED YOUD BE MY BESTFRIEND
forever
whenever you were lonely
I was always there for you
I don't even know why or how
give me a reason to let go
if you know me then you know I know
I want mORE
and you gave me less
and I wanted more,
98 · Oct 2019
Wine
Teemers Oct 2019
People want to do the right thing
Others want to promote the wrongs
They say all you need is chemistry
But what the hell happened to time
I don’t need reassurance to be on my prime
No need to get behind, move forward and join my line
Leave the past behind
Cheers to this sweet wine.
98 · Jun 2020
a pain
Teemers Jun 2020
we just started having fun
I still can't get away from myself
smiles blending
here we are
ready for detachment
like we are going to war
haven't been myself lately
not sure how dismissive I became
how many questions do you need to ask
to get the right answers
still counting
heartbreaks
life breaks
rewinding everything from the start
erase.
start over.
96 · Apr 2020
lustinnn
Teemers Apr 2020
what a world
baby the way you kissed me last night
what a word
poetry after dark
secrets
started as lovers
no need for pressure love
our passion is keeping me up a night
thank you
for letting me sway my hips
thank you
for loving me in the dark
thank you
for kissing my back at night
whatever it is
I am down to play with lust.
95 · Jun 2019
Should i?
Teemers Jun 2019
Should i reminisce
I admired  
The way you helped me fight my demons
Brighter than sunshine
Hazardous to go down that memory lane
Determined to let you feel what I felt
But i should extinguish these feelings
How am i ever supposed to allow a stranger
To  be content with my flaws
The simplicity of the feeling I get
When you place a magical kiss  on my forehead
I tend to weep for days thinking about it
I will clarify another time
When you have the honor to meet me
Ask me how this love made me feel.
I will clarify it all.
95 · Feb 2020
Billie Holiday
Teemers Feb 2020
Social media consumes us all
As if you gripping my thigh wasn't enough
I was in love once
but was it really love?
Do i even know what love is ?
Lights...camera...action...
Baby i can't stop smiling
I miss the beginning of new love
everything is awkward and sacred
The vibe of the crowd has me reminiscing
about you
about us
about what we were
about what we could have been
Rays of sunshine
as you stumble upon my weary mind
is that love ??
or is that a type of love?
95 · Jun 2020
Untitled
Teemers Jun 2020
she said she's packing her stuff and leaving yours behind
94 · Jun 2020
fragile
Teemers Jun 2020
All we are
Playing games
subliminal message
did I ever?
somehow in a mood and its a secret
all I ever asked for
is for you to show me so love
baby please be the painter
and let me be your muse
Reminiscing on positive affirmations
love notes to myself
while hugging my thighs tighter
we around for about decade
wondering what type of love that make us come back
however it was
I am still here for it
please stop looking for me
you will never know this misery
that grew a hungry monster
inside of me
Please don't ever forget
how fragile I am
94 · Oct 2019
Notice
Teemers Oct 2019
Consume mindfully.

Eat with awareness and gratitude.
Pause before buying and see if breathing is enough.
Pay attention to the effects of media you consume.
Pause. Breathe. Listen.

When you feel compelled to speak in a meeting or conversation, pause.
Breathe before entering your home, pleace of work, or school.
Listen to the people you encounter. They are buddhas.
Practice gratitude.

Notice what you have
Be equally grateful for opportunities and challenges.
Share joy, not negativity.
Cultivate compassion and loving kindness.

Notice where help is needed and be quick to help
Consider others' perspectives deeply.
Work for peace at many levels.
Discover wisdom

Cultivate "don't know" mind (= curiosity).
Find connections between Buddhist teachings and your life.
Be open to what arises in every moment.
Accept constant change.
94 · Feb 2020
CuPiD
Teemers Feb 2020
These feelings are bottled in.
You stay on your prime,
I'm being too available
My bad for being ferocious
These Heartaches have me feeling
foolish
Hats off to the magic wand
it swiped  me off my feet
when it met with cupid
and shot me stupid
I fell in love
****...I felt stupid
I can't feel the same with another
Had me judging all the others
Don't know what you did to me
Had me twirling purposely
Changed me for love, it was all for love
I started to love you
You're in my mind, floating around my fears
Cant fully breathe,
You have me floating
Fairytale hosting
You belong to me
You deserve my loving.
93 · Oct 2019
lunchbreak.
Teemers Oct 2019
What is my biggest insecurity?
Not giving enough where I can
and know I should.
Some insecurities
I am still trying to find words to
Maybe some light too
Being loved can be scary,
and I shy away from people who love me
too quickly
You ever been heart broken?
betrayal is universal
I have felt the teeth of love for sure
Spiritual awakening is about surrender
we lead most of our lives trying to control outcomes
and in doing so
we inject and project ourselves into other peoples choices
to secure the narrative of control
but when you let go of this desire to be right all the time
or control outcomes
something else seeks you
manifest within chaos
emotions are my identity
just please adore me when
I cant love myself.
91 · Jun 2020
Untitled
Teemers Jun 2020
can you hold hands with a poet ?
can you dream with a poet
can you love a poet
we cant start with flowers
but
also end with flowers
I have been in love with a ghost
i have been falling foolish on different notes
high note
low note
same keys
different breeze
somehow
I always find away back to myself
90 · Jul 2019
yes
Teemers Jul 2019
yes
I'm terrified
I mumble  
And i reveal
Protesting my emotions
Was I keen to learn too quick.
89 · Oct 2019
speeeeeding
Teemers Oct 2019
I didn’t need saving
I simply needed healing
Amused by this wicked downcast
Soft tones are for those who don’t feel the music
I’m liberal on this journey filled with beats
I glanced at my past
It startled me so I hustled
I dashed, I fled.
I exclaimed my love, and that should be desired.
89 · Jan 2020
Page 7 out of 365
Teemers Jan 2020
flip the page
hurry up and change the script
no one cares if you’re struggling
shake away your demonic feeling
and find a way out
do not let life make you cold
Never discredit your gut instinct
simplicity is the ultimate sophistication
you’ll wish you did me different one day
God will come through for you
just be patient.
88 · Jun 2019
GOALS
Teemers Jun 2019
My heart is in pain
Im not sure if its new
And i'm not sure if its old
But its receptive
And comes around quite often
Sometimes I want to be alone
Sometimes I cant be left alone
My dreams
My goals
My fears
Swim through my brain intensely
I miss those who never recognized my aura
Im just in a place in my life
Where peace is very important to me.
I need the moon to give me permission to the stars
So I can refrain from underestimating my pride
That’s why I try to find god within myself


Don’t every trust those people


That never answers your texts back until the next day,



But when you’re around them, they are glued to their phones.

You were never and will never be a priority
In their life.
88 · Jul 2019
chapter 78
Teemers Jul 2019
This is all beyond you
Candles lit after midnight
I always seem to forget the parts
No one ever notices
Limited edition
My poems are bruised
My heart is always in battle
My mind tends to always lead
Poetry
Red wine
Jazz tones within me
Chapter 78
I often think that the night is more alive
I know I have friends
But I feel like I have no one to talk to about
The **** that goes on in my head
87 · Oct 2019
Self-Cleaning
Teemers Oct 2019
Who knew all you needed to do was a bit of self-cleaning
A bit of self-healing
Woke up and I took a deep breath
My god this life is a catastrophe
It’s so unpleasant
I launched a substantial amount of smoke in my lungs
I flew away, in my brain
I was gleaming
I roared I wept I bawled
I wanted to settle
I wanted more.
It was never enough
85 · Feb 2020
Untitled
Teemers Feb 2020
you knew all along
we we're both numb
you should of called me
Quality
not
Quantity
trust hurts
And i shouldn't of
and i would of
and i needed to
that night
turned to
everyday
secrets
83 · Oct 2019
just let me
Teemers Oct 2019
What goes on in my mind is quite absurd, yet breathtaking.
hopeless feelings, errors, and honesty give me meaning.
A proper gentleman mixed with some sweet wine
I pranced along the journey of lust and faithful lies
Floating on cloud 9, or somewhere many clouds ahead.
Everything is not lost, but I am.
Mind is wandering along the negative sea.
I’m swimming along the shore of dreams
shaken,
I Cherished these wicked falls
They have thrilled my gigantic heart
And I treasure them as I giggle at the wrongs and make things right
I am only human baby let me **** up
83 · Jun 2019
HERE.
Teemers Jun 2019
Eat with awareness and gratitude.
Pause before buying and see if breathing is enough.
Pay attention to the effects of media you consume.
Pause. Breathe. Listen.
81 · Oct 2019
old
Teemers Oct 2019
old
We either become sadder
Or our heart beats become louder
My heart,
My heart is eating so fast my bones are tingling
Vibrating through my veins
My blood stream is failing
I think too much
I don’t pray enough
Lost touch with the angels
The angels lost me
Forgetting this
Words are words by choice
Awkwardly complicated
Passionate souls intertwined in chaos
Beautiful chaos
My hands are shaking, they can’t stand still
I overdo it with coffee, I over did it.
Can’t handle my life sober
So much ****** up **** in the world
Smart people seem like crazy people to dumb people
And if you believe you can change the world
You’re one of a kind.
77 · Feb 2020
here for now
Teemers Feb 2020
Overplaying magic
All these comical signs
but I'm blinded by things that disturb my peace
Frequent
A lot of muses and tunes later
I twirl in lust with a man that's in love with my highs
I'm always in my zone
pretending one day my mother would call
I have been through enough
That's why i tend to always
Reflect and reminisce on what's left
76 · Jul 2019
Make Me Proud
Teemers Jul 2019
The rest I can do without
Your future self is watching you right now
Through your memories
Make me proud
Make them proud
Make god proud
Children of darkness
You’re the kind of soul
That stirs up magic in others
Maybe 10 years from now we’ll meet again at a coffee shop down the road
And start over
This is not a love story
It’s a tragedy
It seems that every time I have lost myself
I end up coming back
With more of myself than before
75 · Oct 2019
Intoxicated Hearts
Teemers Oct 2019
1:23 am -this exhale just brought me back to life
The music has influenced my environment
Strangers and lovers and thirsty hearts lingering in my presence
Being pulled by my sides by you and reminded I was beautiful
1:27 am -that moment made me reassure my being
I was loved, I was drunk, I was high, I was in love
And that’s all it took, we danced, we danced, and we danced.
Tongues hungry for each other’s minds
Your knowledge excites me; your heart evaporates in me softly.
Your touch is irresistible, and I’d be a fool if I decided to resist you.
3:00 am- the goodbyes were a mess
Is this forever can we be that again
Can we do that again and again
Come back and love me I want to be around you again.
4:00 am- your knowledge excites me, you’re in my mind, you’re in my tongue, you’re in my breath, you’re in my ear, you’re in my sense, you’re in my head.
Back and forth, it was you, all about you.
5:00 am- intoxicated thoughts.
74 · Oct 2019
intimacy
Teemers Oct 2019
My favorite  forms of intimacy
consists of
vulnerability between a soul you can trust
showing up when needed
spending time sharing ideas
watching  films/ reading books
speaking openly
asking questions
sight seeing
kissing and cuddling
and wherever that leads
sharing and creating
not forgetting where the love is no matter the space or time
I love a man that can touch me without using his hands
help me learn ways to love myself
I think I've just learned to trust my tongue
more than I am interested in protecting myself from being judged
I don't overthink when I write anymore.
I just write.
74 · Oct 2019
soft one
Teemers Oct 2019
We search for love, and any time we encounter love we introduce ourselves to such power. Cause at the end of the day its power. Makes you feel some type of way type of power. We either **** for it or strive for it. Encountering love is seen as deadly, your emotions are roller coasting through the maybes, the what ifs, the why not, oh and the who cares. Well you care, if you didn’t care you wouldn’t think about it so analytical. You wouldn’t question every aspect of f love.  It should be simple, many of us tend to fear this word yet progress conflicting its beautiful emotion with chaos. It shouldn’t be chaos, it should be passion, it should be pure, it should start slow, or it should become true. However it happens we search for love.  Women have idealized this theory of men treating women well. But it makes you reflect on, do women treat men well. In this society, that has ruined our hearts and took over our souls. We have idealized the meaning of a relationship, the meaning of two people intrigued by one another’s mind, the meaning of a happiness that occurs in silence. The energy of love being touched by one soul to another by only a curve of a smile, the beauty of a smile. Smiles change someone’s image, being the observant feign, have realized that you can tell when people are faking the smile cause it leads to the vibe. Energy’s feed off each other, the type of energy you give, will eventually become the same you  tend to receive. Becoming off topic is sort of my style, started it out with love thought about smiles. Cause love evaporates a smile, it flirts with your desire, it conflicts with your honor, but it can feed you everything you want to learn about  its power. Love is power, we are all humans, searching for another soul that can touch our hearts and warm up our bones. Someone that can make you feel alive when you’re stuck in that hole. Someone you share your flaws with and still be content that those flaws that excite your beauty, and if you’re imperfections weren’t pure you wouldn’t be worth it. I can be that person, the only problem is, where is my person? where is that one person that makes me cling to my seat with those sweet kisses being spread across my cheek.
73 · Jul 2019
We are jam baby
Teemers Jul 2019
Worthy
And satisfied
Strange and beautiful
This feeling wasn't miniature
I would love to be around your love again
I fancy who you are
Scrambled upon the words
Im orderly
Im temperamental
And i can be frail at times
We are jam baby
We make sweet music together
So i can't sprint these words
I will forever cherish the times we’ve had
I  will never dispute them
73 · Jun 2019
still do
Teemers Jun 2019
Never let me down
Sober thoughts
Drunken feelings
No more time to waste
It’s never your fault
It was mine for leaning on your trust
People hurt you
And complicate
“My bad”
My views are senses
I haven’t been the same
Relentless
I don’t despise, I’m starting to abhor
Every fake soul that lurks around my walls
Beautiful escapes forever and more
I hope to travel the world with you
Cause I’m still in love with you
But I’m still not enough for you.
I’m a fool; I used to write poems about you
………….Still do.
73 · Oct 2019
Lies
Teemers Oct 2019
Why butter me up
Sugar coat me and spit me out
Pretend to love me
Then let me out
Fill my hope and get me up
Prance around me without any doubt
Shower me with kisses
And figure me out
Fulfill my conscious
Yet-
Your words are filled with lies
Your world is filled with goodbyes
Hangs between my conscious and my mind
A slight knot down my spine
Developing feelings that caused that fire
Let me burn but not trying to die
Fill me up and let me fly
Twirling up with the sky
You just killed me and I couldn’t cry
Cause your words were just full of lies.
73 · Oct 2019
The gun
Teemers Oct 2019
Is it too sad to become depressingly hopeless of it all,
At first, I packed my heart up and left, I stayed heartless
Second, I decided to grab my mind and leave again, I was mindless, and heartless
Third, I gave up and grabbed my soul and pushed it away, I became soulless, mindless, and heartless
Fourth, I became alone, I forgot my value, and my worth.
I was soulless, mindless, and heartless
Then you did it,
You believed in me, you showed me the sun, you helped me run without the gun, and it was too much fun.
72 · Jul 2019
title
Teemers Jul 2019
I am not sure if this is heartbreak
Or it’s the ending to something that needed to be done
72 · Jun 2019
TURBULENCE
Teemers Jun 2019
Something so biased about the way women flock positively together
I haven’t came across noon
But I am hungry and I can never be fooled
Too many reasons
Behind it all
I haven’t gripped it,
I always make it complicated
Yet,
It’s always out of my control
But to each his own
Turbulence is my masterpiece
I’ve been racing myself to the finish line
Overflowing words
Overflowing emotions
I don’t need you on my mind
My head has been too heavy lately
Everything is going to be all right
To tough to ever dismiss this magic
71 · Oct 2019
wow
Teemers Oct 2019
wow
Confidence is free
Your ego just wants to compete
Fully loaded, Let me spill
The Faded past and
the hopeful future
tears of joy and laughter
I dream big
Bigger than my heart
But that’s alright
Minds twirling around these melodies
Intertwined by our memories
Aroused by your scent
And seduced by your mind
Always stumbling on my time
Hold my hand
Light the spliff
Inhale
Exhale
I think the vibe is too much
My heart is on fire
You complete me.
71 · Mar 2
energy clean
Teemers Mar 2
Romanticizing my life
I deserve fresh flowers by my bed side
one of one
I mingle with the stars
and slow dance with the moon
I twirl in the rain
and i connect with the thunder
comfort calms my sanity
falling in love with taking care of myself
I bask with my emotions
every sadness comes with feeling
who i am is deep
intense even
dramatically poetic
i say how i feel
and i feel what i say
my story just started
i said i was getting everything i deserve and desire
I am a good person
and i strive to be one.
70 · Oct 2019
Jazz
Teemers Oct 2019
I decided to fulfill myself with you, only you
All that you are, all that I am
I’m all yours.
I don’t know, or forgot to find out, just kept going.
The chemistry was enough
The irony of loving you is abrupt, pushed it down to dust, was it just lust?
It was deeper, it healed
It was loving you, it was loving me, all at once
70 · Oct 2019
I never knew
Teemers Oct 2019
Effortless as I sat down being amused by your chaos
It was not what you did to me, but it was what you didn’t do for me
Fully sexually fulfilled, I was always starving
You kept me full, never feeling dull
And now, as I glance upon your chaos
Your beautiful heartache chaos
I had now realized what being aroused was
Sexually, mentally , physically, emotionally
I was so quick to demand more
It was improbable.
70 · Feb 2020
*keys
Teemers Feb 2020
I must learn to be content with being happier than i deserve.
70 · May 23
worry cookies
Teemers May 23
scrambling to find peace
munching daily on worry cookies trying to suppress the truth
comunicating love notes lately
hungering for more even if the strain leaves you anxious; it's worth it
poetry and sunsets
feening for the high, reality dissipates
healing and planting in solitude
gaining weight, addicted... scale doesn't matter
thank you god for carrying me through my worst and good times
twilight light zone...d.... out, "what the **** is mixed in these cookies...' day dreaming... because it doesn't feel like worry... when I'm high... cookies.... don't die
bad energy stay far away.
68 · Mar 2
thoughts
Teemers Mar 2
I am pretty sure i did not meet you for nothing
67 · Oct 2019
my heart
Teemers Oct 2019
Occupied by your knowledge
Eager to learn your story
Your image is a piece of art
And your heart is filled with glory
I adore you
You got me anxious
You inspire me to be exquisite
I can’t be silent about your power
Only ****** about your honor
Your something else
A different flower
You’ve accomplished my heart
Yet this seems idiotic
But I’m being ferocious about these feelings
They hold too much meaning
I’m just being real
You intrigue my thoughts
You got me feigning.
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