Roll another one
Exhale another one
Bless you
Sigh
Of every type of relief
I wish you nothing
But a speedy recovery
I communicate in third person
People never want to hear your story
A couple of glasses ‘
Every night
Speeding down your heartbreak
Shaking
Cause I can never sit still
My hair is in a bun
But I still look special
Cause the angels
Always shine  down on me

I never caved
'to what I was told
I wrote drunk
and edited sober
I created my own path
standards
rules
and devotions
if you knew
I thrive if I am loved properly
baby I am a butterfly
I always break through

what makes you feel safe ?

honesty
loyalty
seeing me
understanding me

nothing is more attractive than someone who you teaches you things

you don't know what others are dealing with
you dont know what others are going through
look at what you are dealing with
look at what you are going through

be kind, that is what i want to be remembered as

raison d'Être

Flirting with desire, blissfully floating through you’re knowledge
Intrigued by your sense of style
Aroused by the kinkiest power
****** healing is on fire
Urging for your touch
Gets me higher
High on you
high on us
high on this power

poem - i lost count
i write for myself
not for self - pitty
I don't speak on my struggle

Hotline bling
however it was
however it is
here i am


thats how love is made

It's lonely at the top
so be prepared for your circle to be small
speaking up shouldn't result in treating you unfairly
you should never correct your boss in public

what does being happy mean to you ?

I have become Hermetic

HYPERBOLE

What ever you wish for
speak it into existence
pray for your dreams
people like you deserve blessings

MY ENERGY IS CLEAN
I do not condone negative conversations
Don't update me
I'm out of the loop

those kisses you randomly place on my cheeks
resemble
a warm hug at the right time

thank you for making me believe in love again.

I have accomplished plenty
I have been blessed plenty
thankful, I pray daily
what you put out - you receive
watch your tongue
you build and fail this way
mesmerized by romatasizing my own life
Its been a while since I've let my mind spill
lingerie - red to be exact
what it feels like to feel **** in private?
everything that we do
should be between me and you
I don't have much to say lately
I've been observing
i vibe on a different frequency
I know I'm chosen,
I've been through hell and back and
Im
                                                                                              still
solid.

I’m brutally exhausted, and all I want is to be held by you
I’m slightly intoxicated, yet all I want is you
Sort of lost in this world twirling upon my chaos
I just want to curl up in a ball and hide
I just want to sit in silence and feel your fingertips gently brushing up on my spine
Planting sweet kisses on my weary shoulders that get me high
All I want is another bottle of wine
All I want is to sit on the past time, rewind back to where we had it all intertwined
We weren’t in love, but oh god we could have been.
****, we could have been.

Jazz
Jazz
whatever it is
It sprinkled unexpected doses of wisdom and insight
Can you focus on just me?
I am not allowed to beg you to stay
But i am allowed to show you what you should settle for
the rest can expand within us.

There is a lot
but there are no options
I have never given up on myself
lovesick
heartless
heartbreak
I've lost my confidence
praying to god to hear me out
faith, conscious, love
all these self help books
are getting repetitive

The girl who lost things
why is money always such a sensitive topic
researching ways to not let things get to me
whats mine is mine
I need to pray more
I need to hug my mind
and let my creativity pour up glasses
thirsting for the wrong love
every wrong is a lesson
truth be told,
I'm being tested from above
Ive got to cultivate my light
real recognize real
poetry since the morning
my love,
you inspired me.

fall in love with the person who enjoys your madness
I look forward to laughter together
flowers grow back even after the hardest winters
the rose that grew from concrete
I am trying to live without pretending
love without depending
listen without defending
and spend without offending
thank you for being a friend and much more
are words I want to accomplish
daily
a good person
that I am.

muses
or mentally stimulating thoughts
I haven't been writting
but my soul has been typing
unwinding whenever I am with you
emotions don't drown my sound when im in love with you
slow dancing in peace
cloud  9 does exist
you and I
are there
existing within the frames of love
we perfectly fit well together
a romantic
classical
old times
movie
everyday is a love story
with you

Temporary feelings will remain dead
I am not here to amuse your childish plays
Ive been through so many roller coasters
i can finally say, I've been flying away
when i am writing
my head is poetically in outer space
My fingertips connect with my emotions
and they spit out comical threats
this isn't an allusion
its actually honesty
whatever you decide to gain from it
thats your destiny
NOT MY HEART NOT MY PROBLEM
Take care of you.

I'm a fool for getting fooled
if the lover is not oriented at the beginning?
How can the lover be disoriented at the end?
Please make me wild
Having nothing to lose has made me fearless
Basking in the thought of you
Poems with the front door open
I prefer the rose before it bloomed.

Always recognize
the illusions
and myths
-about romantic lovers.

I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU
I HOPE YOURE WELL.

I’ve seen this behavior before
when it rains
it pours
thankful for the struggle that keeps me up at night
Don’t ever think that everyone who leaves wants to
2-3-4-5
I’ve vanished to another life
moonlight, poetry, and a couple of glasses of Merlot
for all of you
if you wake up with a broke heart
hug yourself gently instead of tightly
you’re fragile my dear
learn the ropes to get rid of fear
pour yourself another glass
contemplate how long you’ve ran to catch up to your life
speeding, trembling, fearing the unknown
ultimately,
we all just want someone who’s crazy about us
in a healthy way.
will you slow dance with me until the sun comes up?

it took a romance movie
to unlock these heavy emotions
currently mourning a heartbreak
before it has even begun
I wish I could
conclude this love story
but I'm personally speechless
at the thought of the end of this love story
for the first time in my life
love found me in ways that has helped me
find myself
forever more - if I died today
I was able to experience this love
tears overflowing
I wish I knew how to block away this
love notes
every reminder of how romance met me
my dearest
I never knew what love
until you loved me.

baby
I am just a reflection of you
moon
beating hard
loving you
mental notes
music notes
moonlight dancing and escaping
every once of me
is twirling in love with you