write.
dictate
talk
speak
state
hard headed
I am too
currently
******
but close to the ending
what do I do?

stop trying to analyze my mind.









that's not your job.

mORE
TELL ME WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN LATELY
YOU PROMISED YOUD BE MY BESTFRIEND
forever
whenever you were lonely
I was always there for you
I don't even know why or how
give me a reason to let go
if you know me then you know I know
I want mORE
and you gave me less
and I wanted more,

you're the major friend factor in my life
I'm sorry I didn't pull you out of your misery
I still held on
I know you're regretting the silence between us
I wish things turned out differently for you
I wish you didn't keep circling around
  ...........the same fools who often play you
but be still young one
mistakes don't make people
you make yourself
and you needed to step away from the feigns
you couldn't lean on
I know
you were always my lil shortie
and honestly
I'm glad you're in there and not dead.

you will always taste me on your tongue
that's a bitter tone
not sorry
more like
you are welcome
have you ever been held by a poet
memories
lately
I know I still stumble on your mind
twirling
with fools who forget to wash their hands before they touch me
lovesong
I make my money the best way I know how
I'm not a chase
I'm the finish line
please be good to me.

We can do this all night long
subliminal messages to tell you that I am wrong
but you just were far too gone
your mental health is chaotic and you forget to admit it
it was never my fault we failed
you were never ready for things to work out
one sided arguments
one sided accusations
one sided love
did you think I was going to stay long?
did you think I was going to continue this way?
the truth was
the truth is
your love just masked the *******
how many wrongs can I write
how many wrongs can I love.