keeping busy
I used to love the wrong one
I started becoming the wrong one
I lost myself but I gained a lesson
everyday I woke up to the darkness of my heart
I never knew how much you took from me
I was naked
I was broken
it was not your turn to fix me
it was not your job to heal me
all you had to do was love me
love every single bit of darkness in me
but
you
couldn't
handle
me.

tongue kissing
I can hear the rain
reminiscing about past love
but you've wiped it all away
tell me you like that thing I do again
tell me how much I mean to you
tell me what you love about me
tell me how I make you feel
tell me you feelin me
cause baby,
I'm  feeling you too.

you sure have been misleading this trust
my house
my tears
my fears
what I do is none of your concern
I am sure she will never be able to excite you like I did
but honestly
that's not my concern
a door closed
but a million just opened
lucky
blessed
I haven't felt this light
I haven't felt this love
I haven't felt like myself
in a while
brb.
taking this time to myself.

what a world
baby the way you kissed me last night
what a word
poetry after dark
secrets
started as lovers
no need for pressure love
our passion is keeping me up a night
thank you
for letting me sway my hips
thank you
for loving me in the dark
thank you
for kissing my back at night
whatever it is
I am down to play with lust.

Let's stay inside
I am sorry to break it to you
but you haven't really been on my mind
I just started regaining my worth
self love
baby
self hope
imagine a world where I stopped loving myself
picture perfect
you never even fit my image
startled
but I wept
rendezvous
you were the reasons I hurt inside
I am so happy to have escaped heartache in one piece
I don't want you, and I don't need you.

good luck.

why would you call it love when you knew it wasn't