Teemers

Teemers Jan 2020

speed up

you can get a buzz
and catch a rush
i can’t even find time for myself
eyes that are hibernating
tell the world,
I am writing again.
No room for tears, negative deals, and complicated feels.
Feels good to be upfront with your emotions
i have never nor will ever allow anyone to ever take control of my light
spark babydoll
light it all up
They are all always watching.
i tried, we tried, they even tried
to find ways to make it less complicated
your own lane your own game
speed up.

Teemers Jan 2020

when it rains, it pours.

I’ve seen this behavior before
when it rains
it pours
thankful for the struggle that keeps me up at night
Don’t ever think that everyone who leaves wants to
2-3-4-5
I’ve vanished to another life
moonlight, poetry, and a couple of glasses of Merlot
for all of you
if you wake up with a broke heart
hug yourself gently instead of tightly
you’re fragile my dear
learn the ropes to get rid of fear
pour yourself another glass
contemplate how long you’ve ran to catch up to your life
speeding, trembling, fearing the unknown
ultimately,
we all just want someone who’s crazy about us
in a healthy way.
will you slow dance with me until the sun comes up?

Teemers Jan 2020

feelings

you’ve got me in a state of mind
however i was able to find the light
it included you and i under the morning sun
how it starts
and how it ends
clouded, confused
sinking in my bad character habits
emotionally detaching myself
in order to numb out reality
I think about it
screaming
you matter in the middle of the night
not my style to fake emotions
nor
to evoke rage
so instead of negative affirmations
lets mute out the sadness in our words
tell me you love me
tell me I’m worthy
tell me I’m the only one for you.

Teemers Oct 2019

Caring

Time is ticking, as if we’re all waiting for something to happen
The movie is happening, yet chaos is so still
Movement Is so near, living in fear
Traumatized by this honor, it’s been a pleasure to be seated as your voucher
That’s life, if you note it
You needed help from a poet
I lived in tears and I was all for it
Let me live in vain if it’s actually worth the pain
Wicked cheerless thoughts arouse my tongue
Hungry and thrilled, amused by the agony of being abused
Taking advantage is tremendous, so I observed the startled.
I attacked as I crept.
It was stunning it was fair
I conquered the dare, and I actually decided to care.

Teemers Oct 2019

Adventure

You thought you started new, but I took a toll on all that’s new
I needed to refresh the page to my story
To many hiding secrets are catching up to my glory
Overused love has lost its power, honored to be in your hour
I made sense when I was lost
I came across to all that was tossed
Wasted feelings are for restless beings
I needed to be up on all my dreams
Awakened by my senses and surprised by my tensions.
It’s been an unpleasant ride, but I roared through chaos like a vulture.
I was hungry for adventure and keen to endure it.
I salute my chaos it never seemed to bore me.

Teemers Oct 2019

Wine

People want to do the right thing
Others want to promote the wrongs
They say all you need is chemistry
But what the hell happened to time
I don’t need reassurance to be on my prime
No need to get behind, move forward and join my line
Leave the past behind
Cheers to this sweet wine.

Teemers Oct 2019

speeeeeding

I didn’t need saving
I simply needed healing
Amused by this wicked downcast
Soft tones are for those who don’t feel the music
I’m liberal on this journey filled with beats
I glanced at my past
It startled me so I hustled
I dashed, I fled.
I exclaimed my love, and that should be desired.