Eunoia: Poems

Amnesia

Eunoia Sep 2017

Amnesia

The thing is
I can easily forgot their names
But yours always remain

Autumn

Eunoia Oct 2017

Autumn

Everything that fall gets broken,
But sometimes broken things become masterpiece
Just like flowers and leaves during autumn mist

Bargain

Eunoia Aug 2017

Bargain

Let's cut the chase
Let's do the bargain
Send me your love
And in return
I'll give you my heart

Barrier Between Them

Eunoia Aug 2017

Barrier Between Them

He's too tired of her dramas
That's why he shuted her out
She's too tired, begging for his love
That's why she finally leaves him behind,
This is the ending of their journey,
The last stage of their love story,
For they never listen to the heart, of one another.

Communication is the best tool for every relationships

Beauty is the Beast

Eunoia Aug 2017

Beauty is the Beast

What if the situation is reverse?

Can he still hold her hands eventhough it is more hairy and bigger than him?

Can he still join her to eat dinner, eventhough Manners no longer exist in her?

Can he still look at her eyes without any trace of fear?

Can he still dance with her under the moonlight eventhough she's more manly than him?

Can he still protect her with all his might from the people who wants to keep them apart?

Tell me...

Can the prince still love Belle eventhough beauty is no longer her name?

The reality of life

#twistedfairytale

Birthday Wish

Eunoia Aug 2017

Birthday Wish

I wish you well,
Promise me you'll be good to him
I wish you well,
Don't look back for I am standing at your back wishing you could still be mine
I wish you well,
But baby it still ******' hurts

Black Sheep

Eunoia Sep 2017

Black Sheep

Weary eyes,
Faded smile,
I am drawn by mistake
In a perfect portrait,
A lost leave that stays in a wrong family tree.

Blankong Papel (Blank Page)

Eunoia Aug 2017

Blankong Papel (Blank Page)

Ganyan ako nang lumapit sayo
Umasa akong pupunan mo ng tinta ang bawat espasyong nakikita mo,
Ngunit mahal,
Masyado palang madiin ang pagkakasulat mo

Nabutas ako't nasugatan,
Ngunit hindi mo Ininda ang bawat pagtangis ko,
Hindi mo ininda ang bawat parteng nilukot mo sa aking katawan, habang mahigpit **** hinahawakan ang mismong "Ako"
At ng magsawa ka na sa pagsira mo

Kumuha ka ng panibago ngunit hindi katulad ng saakin ang ganda nang pagkakasulat mo sa bagong papel na hawak mo
At alam mo ba yung mas masakit?
Yung katotohanang pinalitan mo ang salitang "AKO" para lamang sa panandaliang "KAYO"

Blind

Eunoia Oct 2017

Blind

Who's the real blind in this world?
People who lost their vision literally?
Or
People who shut their eyes when it comes to love and reality?
Tell me, Who is?

Bread

Eunoia Sep 2017

Bread

Mary is her name,
A five year old child,
I always see her eating a loaf bread,
She says her drunkard father gives it to her everyday,
So one day I invited her to our place,
And gave her a piece of white bread,
Shockness invade my system,
As she took off the little clothes covering her petite body,
But everything makes sense to me when she says the words I never thought I could Imagine,
"What game should we play today?, should I serve you just like how I served my father?"

True to life story

Cake

Eunoia Sep 2017

Cake

Big, Cold, Black
I blew the candle in haste,
Said my wish after the smoke,
Tell me how to celebrate my birth,
If her body is my cake.

No words can describe how painful it is to have your mother's lifeless body same as the day of your birthday.

Childish Adults

Eunoia Aug 2017

Childish Adults

Maturity is gone when you've fallen in love,
Words are not enough to define the meaning of love
this is the reality we're facing,
the battle with no assurance of winning,
but everyone keeps on hanging,
for they know that the thing they've been fighting for is worthy enough from the beginning.

Choice

Eunoia Aug 2017

Choice

I made my choice
I chose you
You made your choice
And you chose me to be an option

Color Blind

Eunoia Sep 2017

Color Blind

Colorful things
That's what he gives
Little did he know
That the girl he pursue
Can't see the life in every roses he placed in her hands

Confuse

Eunoia Aug 2017

Confuse

She didn't know
Who will leave or stay
So she pushed them all away

Constellation

Eunoia Oct 2017

Constellation

I can still remember the night you told me to looked up the sky,
You point out the brightest stars and show me how an image can form every time you slid your finger to fill the gaps they have,
It was blurry at first,
But you looked into my eyes and said 'Just Focus and wait',

So that's what I did,
The image became clear,
Just like how our relationship to me,
I finally connect the actions you've done,

How your hands felt cold everytime it helds mine,
How your lips tremble everytime you kiss me goodnight,
How your hugs became suffocating whenever you caged me in your ams,
And how your words became knives whenever you said 'I'm still the one',

Your promises was dead a million years ago,
Same as how the stars fades everytime the morning came,
So when you told me to looked up the sky one last time,
I saw our constellation,

It was the brightest of them all,
But the shine it's giving is too blinding for my eyes,
And that was the last image I've ever seen,
For I name it 'Broken Stars' just like how we end the love story we had.

Daang Ulan

Eunoia Aug 2017

Daang Ulan

Hindi, Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nakatayo sa harap ng madla
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako gumawa ng tula
Pero sige magsisinungaling pa ako, magsinungaling pa ako hangga't mapaniwala ko ang lahat maski ang sarili ko
Magsisinungaling pa ako hangga't maputol na ang dila ko sa kasalanang ginagawa nito

Itatangi ko sa lahat na sumali ako dito upang mailabas lahat ng hinanakit ko
Itatangi ko sa lahat na napudpud ang lapis ko habang binubuo ang tulang ito
Itatangi ko sa lahat na ilang papel ang nasayang ko sapagkat nabasa lamang ito ng luhang dahilan ng pagngiti mo
At magsisinungaling at magsisinungaling pa ako hangga't makita na ng lahat ang salitang 'SISI' sa ginagawa kong pagsisinungaling

Hindi ko sinasabing nagsisisi ako dahil minahal kita sinasabi ko lamang nagsisisi akong naniwala ako sa malakas na ulan
Hindi ko sinasabing nagsisisi ako dahil nakilala kita sinasabi ko lamang nagsisisi ako dahil nagpatangay ako sa malakas na hanging habagat
Hindi ko sinasabing nagsisisi ako sa paglapit mo sinasabi ko lamang nagsisisi akong lumingon ako sa bintana
Ngunit mahal kahit kailan hindi ko itatanging nagsisisi akong Umasa ako sa akala ko'y Ulang magtatagal ayun pala'y dumaan lamang

Masakit sa pakiramdam maalala ang paghila mo sa aking kamay sabay sabing "halika at magtampisaw tayo" Habang bumubuhos ang malakas na ulan suot pa natin ang uniporme nating dalawa
Naririnig ko ang halakhak mo Habang masayang tumatalon dinadama ang mumunting butil ng ulan

Samantalang ako'y nakatingin sa kamay nating magkahugpo at sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon nabanggit sa harapan mo ang katagang nakakubli sa aking puso
"Mahal Kita" ngunit ngiti lamang ang sinukli mo
"Mahal Kita" ngunit yakap lamang ang ginanti mo
"Mahal kita" ngunit ang sinabi mo lamang ay "halika umuwi na tayo"

Lumipas ang mga araw at narinig ko nanaman ang halakhak mo
Nilusong ko ang malakas na ulan upang mahawakan mo ulit ang kamay ko
Habang masaya kang lumulundag sinasalo ang butil ng ulan na siyang pumapatak sa mukha mo
Ngunit mahal nadurog ako ng makita kita sa ulan,

Nadurog ako sapagkat kamay ng iba ang hawak mo ngunit hindi katulad ng saatin nakatitig ka sa mata niya habang dinadama ang ulan
"Mahal kita" nginitian mo siya
"Mahal kita" inakap mo siya
"Mahal kita" ngunit sinabi **** "Mahal din kita"

Tumigil ang ulan ngunit hindi ang pagdurugo ko
Nilisan ko ang lugar kung saan nabasa ako
Umuwi ako sa bahay inaapoy ng lagnat at tinanong ni Nanay "bakit hindi nasuspinde?"

Tinitigan ko siya ng diretso sa mata sabay sabing
"Daang ulan lang naman daw po"
Oo tama!, daan lamang malakas ngunit hindi magtatagal
malakas ngunit nakakapinsala
Daan lamang pala

Sana hindi na lang ako nagpahila
Sana hindi na lang ako umasa
At sana pala'y nagdala ako ng payong nang sa gayon ay hindi na ako namomroblema kung paano maiiwasan ang patak nitong malakas na ulan

My first ever piece of Filipino Spoken Word Poetry

Delusion

Eunoia Aug 2017

Delusion

There's a wonderful boy inside my head,
Whispering promises,
Saying he'll stay.

Depression

Eunoia Sep 2017

Depression

Black and White became Red
I tend to break things apart,
Even my Ownself

Dummy Account

Eunoia Sep 2017

Dummy Account

The irony is
We all have our other self
Used to express who we really am
So why did we named it as 'dummy'?

Elle

Eunoia Aug 2017

Elle

She used to be a princess
In a far away land
Until reality hit her and broke her down,
She lost herself in the middle of the mist
Because her prince turned into something she thought he'll never be
He killed her in every way he knew,
He shot his bullets into her soul,
She kneeled on the ground,
In front of that man
Crying blood, pleading not to say goodbye
She acts like summer but walks like rain,
They are like the sun and the moon
Perfect for each other
But not meant to be together
The birds can sing,
But her mouth can't speak
The sun can smile,
That her lips can't provide
Her stories were kept into the deepest ground,
Because Once Upon a Time
That story was mine.

Estudyante

Eunoia Sep 2017

Estudyante

Isa, dalawa, tatlong yapak sa putik.
Isa, dalawa, tatlong lubog sa tubig.
Isa, dalawa, tatlong pugpog ng alikabok sa aking mga paa.

Hindi ako marunong magsalita ng Tagalog.

"Roel! Bilisan mo naman maglakad, patay tayo kay Ginang Cruz." Sambit ni rey.

"Oo sandali lang natumba ako sa putikan."

"Ang lampa mo kasi." Nagtawanan kaming lahat pagkwa'y tumakbo nang ubod bilis.

Mga kamag-aral ko sila. Palagi kaming magkakasabay sa paglakad sa umaga patungo sa eskwela. Natutuwa ako sapagkat masaya silang nag-aasaran kahit hindi ko naman maintindihan ang sinasabi nila. Nahihiya ako kaya nag-eensayo ako sa bahay o habang kami ay naglalakad, pabulong-bulong, ginagaya ang pagbikas ng bibig; ang pagsara, ang pagbukas.

Mga kamag-aral ko sila. Isang buong grupo kami na wari ba'y batalyon ng mga sundalo na handang sumabak sa giyera; may putik ang laylayan ng pantalon at basa ang mga paa.

Uy malapit na kami sa eskwela, ilang hakbang na lang; tumakbo sila, gayundin ako, mabilis. Nagpatuloy sila ngunit ako'y biglang huminto.

"Oo nga pala, hanggang dito na lamang ako", mahinang sambit sa sarili. Natigilan ako, lumiwanag ang mukha at sumilay ang tuwa. Tumakbo ako papalayo sa eskwela't papalapit sa palayan kung saan tutulong ako sa anihan. "Marunong na ako magsalita ng Tagalog!" Sigaw ko sabay yakap sa mga aanihing palay. Salamat sa mga kasabay kong maglakad tuwing umaga, salamat sa mga kamag-aral ko sa kalsada.

Dagli

Fame

Eunoia Oct 2017

Fame

I am blinded by the lights,
Their claps sustain my life,
Can't recognize the person now,
That eyes are no longer mine.

Fame can be dangerous

Fear

Eunoia Oct 2017

Fear

The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear
And the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown

-HP Lovecraft

Fly

Eunoia Sep 2017

Fly

My dream is to fly,
Elevate my feet on the ground,
That's why I followed the voices inside my head,
I flew in my room,
With the rope who made my dream come true

Suicide entry #2

For Thee

Eunoia Aug 2017

For Thee

This is for thee,
My one and only rose,
Who's sitting next to the cliff,
Feeling the cool breeze,
I tried to come near you, but your thorns made me bleed
The wind whispher to my ear and said
Fly and be free
Your color is too bright, for my self that's too dense and light
For this love is for thee,
My one and only rose,
From the dandelion itself who always break and fall.

Ghost

Eunoia Sep 2017

Ghost

I am afraid of ghosts,
The one who's screaming and crying beside my bedroom door
I am afraid of ghosts,
Especially when I stand in front of the mirror.

Our ownselves are the biggest fear in our lives

Hera

Eunoia Aug 2017

Hera

Can you blame her?
If she's too paranoid and mad?
Can you hate her?
If you just know how insecure she is?
Don't talk back when she throws her pit on you,
For she's just questioning herself why does her man can't be contented in her arms,
Don't tell her to leave and find another guy
For she knows to herself that the person who always tear her apart is also the one who can make her heart alive

A lady that share the same personality as Hera? Hiii!!! I want to know you

#martyrlove

Her Ideal Man

Eunoia Aug 2017

Her Ideal Man

She wanted to find someone who will put her life at stake then save her,
For she knows that princes doesn't exist in reality they are just an illusion for our child-like memory.

Hey Girl

Eunoia Aug 2017

Hey Girl

Hey girl!
Look at yourself
You hate her right?
My question is 'Why?'

Hey girl!
Take off your clothes,
Don't be coy,
You can break down now,

Hey Girl!
Look into the mirror,
Not in your reflection,
But in your eyes

See that face?
Ugly right?
It should be covered and repair,
So go to the doctors and fixed that mistake

See that skin?
Filled with lines and scratch,
Painted with black or white,
So drink that chemicals and sacrifice your life

See that size?
Thin or Big,
Fill your tub, Cut yourself
So you can follow their style

See that height?
Small or Short,
Buy that heels, Risk your life, hurt yourself
So you can have a place in this materialistic world

But hey girl!
Aren't you tired?
Can't you just be satisfied?
Look into your soul, she's begging for you to stop

Cry for a moment,
Let your tears clear the insecurities that covered your eyes,
You don't need to be perfect,
Just free yourself from their voices

Because Hey Girl!
Accept your flaws,
Chin Up and smile,
For you are beautiful just the way you are

For every girl around the world, Hey girl you can't please everybody they will hate and judge you in every way so please don't change yourself just to satisfy them.

His Favourite Bed

Eunoia Aug 2017

His Favourite Bed

Eyes Closed,
Pale lips,
Cold hands,
I'm sitting next to you,
Watching the stars lighting up the sky,
Tears are flowing down my eyes,
My heart wants to burst beacause of the emotions it's keeping for too long,
I am dying with the silence conquering the supposed to be admirable night,
Tell me how to ease the pain while watching you sleep in your favourite bed?

This poem is dedicated for my grandfather, Tay we'll visit you this friday wait for me, I'm going to tell you everything that happened to us

I am, Are you?

Eunoia Sep 2017

I am, Are you?

I am a person who's living in a trash society but still believe in a sense of humanity,
Are you?

I am the One who stole Cupid's Arrow

Eunoia Aug 2017

I am the One who stole Cupid's Arrow

The sky is crying,
The wind is blowing,
The weather is cold,
But his stares are blazing with fire,
He asked me to tell him the truth,
So I answered,
"Yes, Yes I am"
Hatred is what I see,
So I closed my eyes, for me not to feel,
And after the countdown of 1, 2, 3
I open my eyes to see his back facing me,
Apologizing in you inside my mind is the only thing that I can do,
For I am the one who stole cupid's arrow, that meant to hit the both of you.

Forcing something that wasn't meant for you can only lead you to your own misery

#cupid #wronglove #mistake

Igawa mo ako ng isang Istorya

Eunoia Aug 2017

Igawa mo ako ng isang Istorya

Igawa mo ako ng isang istorya,
Ito ang huling hiling ng babaeng iyong pinagtabuyan,
Igawa mo ako ng isang Istorya,
Wala siyang pakielam kahit siya pa ang gawin **** kontrabida,

Igawa mo ako ng isang istorya,
At hahayaan ka na niyang bumuo ng sarili **** tema,
Patayin mo man siya sa dulo,
Hindi man siya ang iyong makatuluyan,

Wala kang maririnig na anumang sumbat,
Tuparin mo lamang ang munti niyang pangarap,
Igawa mo ako ng isang Istorya,
Huwag mo lamang sana itong pagkaitan ng emosyon at oras,

Nakakaiyak, Nakakatakot, Nakakakilig, Nakatutuwa-
Hindi siya magdaramdam,
Basta't gawan mo lamang siya ng isang istoryang may wakas,

Wakas na ipinagkait mo sakaniya sa inyong realidad,
Wakas na kaniyang hinahanap upang makalaya sa hawla ng "Bakit?" at "Paano?"
Igawa mo ako ng isang istorya,
At ako nama'y aawit saiyo ng isang elehiya.

#hulinghiling

Imbecile

Eunoia Aug 2017

Imbecile

How to unlove someone who's not worthy to be loved?

I'm not her

Eunoia Sep 2017

I'm not her

He asked me a question I thought was meant for me,
'Can you love me unconditionally?'
'Yes I can'
'So why does she can't?'
And that line broke me inside.

Inhibition

Eunoia Aug 2017

Inhibition

She have this kind of inhibition that he might reject her feelings for him if ever she shows it so obviously,
Little did she know that He also have this kind of inhibition that she might reject his feelings for her thinking that maybe he is not worthy enough for her to accept.

#tragiclovestory

Insanity

Eunoia Oct 2017

Insanity

How we crave love,
Yet afraid of being in pain.

Irony

Eunoia Aug 2017

Irony

You can do anything
But
You can't do everything

KIAN

Eunoia Aug 2017

KIAN

Sweet little boy,
How could they take your life so easily?
You begged for their kindness but they are too deaf to hear their own conscience,
Bullets are planted in your body,
They said you fight back that's why they silenced you with a gun,
Oh! Sweet little boy do you still want to be a policeman someday?

Lame and Illogical excuses, try harder please

#wheresthejustice

Kiss

Eunoia Aug 2017

Kiss

Bloodshot eyes,
Papers are burned,
Inks dried up,
Can I write my poetry in your lips?

Let's Make a Poem

Eunoia Aug 2017

Let's Make a Poem

Autumn leaves are falling,
One by one,
I'd like to catch them
Before they drop on the ground

Let's put our words together, help me finish this poem and make it a masterpiece just comment the phrase or words you want to be the next verse

Lust

Eunoia Aug 2017

Lust

Naked body,
Presented in front,
I wanted to devour you with my ink and soulful words,
For I am so turn on with the idea of writing my undying thoughts

Mask

Eunoia Sep 2017

Mask

Behind those every masks
Are the faces of people
Who wants to give up

Meal

Eunoia Aug 2022

Meal

As I refuse and restrict myself to eat;
The anxiety and guilt began to eat the remains of my thinning sanity.
As I continue to conceal;
The more I am drawn to devour the night, never to be seen in the daylight.

Medusa

Eunoia Aug 2017

Medusa

No one dared to look into her eyes,
For they are afraid to be a stone-like human,
No one dared to look into her eyes,
That's why no one ever saw the pain and loneliness she's feeling inside,
She used to be like us,
But cursed in the name of love
So the question that remained in her mind is
"Is it wrong to fall in Love?"

Greek Mythology Fiction installment number one

Morning Bliss

Eunoia Aug 2017

Morning Bliss

The birds are singing in the trees,
While you are kissing my cheeks with your red lips,
You're whisphering "Baby wake Up" In my ears,
Oh! Honey it was indeed a Morning Bliss

My favourite Song

Eunoia Aug 2017

My favourite Song

I wanna play my favourite song,
But I can't bear to hear the tune that screams everytime i press the keys
I wanna play my favourite song,
But I am too afraid to remember the pain you inflicted to me

My Fictional Sweetheart

Eunoia Aug 2017

My Fictional Sweetheart

I hold you everytime,
I kiss you every night,
I hug you every hour,
You are my one and only man

But honey they're laughing at me,
Saying I'm a fool
For loving a man who's made up of words and bind as a book.

My Past Life

Eunoia Aug 2017

My Past Life

There's a hidden story behind my eyes,
A warrior girl who died in a war,
But no one can see her deep scars,
For she keep them inside her lonely heart

There's a hidden story behind our eyes