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(When The Rains Come)

Our house stands on a valley
early summer evenings find people strolling
specially when the sky is arrayed with countless stars,
and a full moon cooperates with a glow

Who wouldn't want a rain-less evening?
no rush...walking easy on a Friday or Saturday night
finding ways to unwind....glasses tingle in toasting
conversation and laughter fill the air...

In parts of the valley shielded by bridges and walls
there live the troubled, homeless souls
they, too, want to breathe the evening air
they leave their improvised homes
find dark spaces, where they turn bolder
some toughened...almost numbed
their litanies, held within
their eyes, beyond shedding tears
their faces stained with sadness and frustration
due to failed expectations

Around these dark spaces
are where callous eyes meet wary looks
where angels mingle with demons
where, most times, indifference wins
against compassion.

Twice,
i met the dauntless, black eyes of an old woman
i almost dropped mine, to avoid the stare
but she tapped my elbow...i looked up again.

Both of my shoulders would not suffice
to ease the burden this old woman carried
how do we deal with a problem that always starts but doesn't end?
how? when most turn their faces, their backs, their thoughts away,
because, there's nothing spectacular to see, or be expected
just more unpleasant things to come up.

The rains have finally come...our valley
most often, turns into a gully
where it seems to be raining forever.
i think of the old woman with black eyes
if she's still around, could she be hungry? wet again?
shivering from the cold rain?
where could she be seeking shelter
now that summer
is finally over?


Sally

Copyright May 23, 2015
Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
empty rooms
crowded minds
what lies beneath the surface of fake smiles and saddened eyes

I can't remember the last time

is it habit?
is it obligation?
or do I know that the dark corners are where you'd have me

have our minds let our hearts grow numb?
or are we blind and just too consumed with the idea of love
Glass frame
Continued pain
Sudden realization
Define rationalization
Could it be
That what I see
Is nothing more
Than it was before
But now I notice
Life in focus
That all things change
Nothing will be the same
alone in this idea
share the blanket please
I cannot play with you today
my life is put on hold
waiting for a turn
only another day
everything else is the same
old
trapped in tears
and fear of growing old
acceptance allowed me to agree.
with decision, consequence.
to sarcasm, confide in me.
for it is I who understand
chase this crazy idea from comprehension.
"pardon me do you have the time?'
"my it is getting late!"
circumstance controls reaction.
interrupting my fascination
devour the desire to kiss the stars, and live on the moon.
escaping feeling once again,
looking down from my room,
your problems don't bother me.
so now confront my weakness,
break me down if you can
if not, you will try again tomorrow
leave it alone, leave me alone
let the time pass
and let me grow old
meh
With these lines, pages fill
though never what I really mean to say.
What was it that caught you by surprise?

Left standing alone on a fault,
escaping silence with intervals of fear.
Why do feelings go unfelt? Who is not in debt from interest?

Solemn, vacant, paradise deserted?
Empty conversation is what we have.
Confronting absolution,
chased the shadow from the door-
allowing space for  child's life to pass without wanting to know more.
Enchanting tales insist the mind be tranquilized.
Preventing instinctive reactions-
Focus,
Wait, smoke in my eye
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