I thought recklessly
And found ultimately
The existence of evil
Threatening biological purity
I thought recklessly
Excess of everything
Is the worst
Is it the same
For the very good and truth?
I thought recklessly
There are no limits
Evil and good
Are the two sides
Of the same coin
Evil is mandatory
To balance the good
To hamper the growth
Of good to become evil
For the defeat
Of any cult
Any type of fault
Blameless holocaust..

Autumn sneaked in
I was singing hymns from a playbook
An upside-down playbook as it was
Your red flush was like the leaves outside
The wind blew the drums of our windows
I shook and shrank
You gushed and it was an elixir
"Soon, those ripe apples would fall."
I eye the apples with liveliness
Your eyes gleamed at my pure innocence
Sun is rusting like the leaves outside
Your lullabies were warm like your affection
I slept as sweet as your smile...

Flowers blooming
Fruits ripening
Spring sweeping,
The fall of nature
Painting worthless imprints
While somewhere
In the remotest past
A shadow sweeps over
Wipes the stark glories
Quadrupling, surfacing
"The remotest past"
Back on the present pallette..

If you had savored the venerable's vulnerability
You might not had detected the lion's
piquancy
The overstrain of exhilarated excellence
Grounds them in the abaddon of disaster and nuisance
The criticism's eyes stare wild at their wisdom
The unripened harvests of the press nurture
Extremes, ethics, etiquette
Their emeralds douse to Scarlets...

We'll sink in the books
Ban all our sports
Yeah! Close all our doors
Of joy and fun
Make us a machine
Make us a calculator
And why not?
An advanced animal of destruction
Put on censorship
Start rule of dictatorship
Without any emotions
Make us robots
.....
We smiled
Cause we were under the camera..

It's only when the tangent thorns shedded my blood
I realised you were the impostor of a lively squirrel
You camouflaged the hue of my lovely chandelier
Only then I got to know that you were the sinful chameleon
You enlightened me red even in gruesome black nights
Mesmerized me sane in the colorful palettes of twilight
For even lively squirrels are naive and mild
I doubted and guessed it all right
Though you really were a chameleon
But your infinite beauty I mistook
Mortifying my opinions
You're not what you almost exactly look...

Rains bring benevolence
Trickles to spurts
Blowing love and life
In that dead sun's blot
In the beautiful garden
Rains glitter the indigo blue
Harbouring the drainage
Invidious with stroke of brush
That never seem to suffice
Hands that rub jocular sunsets
The bounty of nature's fragrance
Are the hands that are crushed
Crushed into pieces by the creator..

Far in the barren fields
A farmer along with family lived
No source of childhood and income
Still he felt tables would somehow turn
When rain brought brutal repression
"Shouldn't we love our lives?" his family questioned
After a lethargic tornado of thoughts
He made his mind to board
A bus or a train
That could lead his way
To crowded towns and cities
They all were getting *******
And so started their game of mishappenings
A robber looted, a tenant bullied
Moreover he'd nothing to feed for his family
He rented out a tract
After nodding several pacts
With piles of loans and interests on head
His benefactor turned out to be a traitor
The fuel was he never had been the creditor
What would a debtor engulf from indebtedness?
The pressure on his mind bore deep as beetles
Sorrowful days and tearful nights
He attempted suicide..

That uninhabited and isolated island,
Crying for the devotion
To destroy the mysterious silence
And, then turn into a beautiful heaven.
The cries reached the fatal seashore
Where there was not any form of life
Except those wild thorns
Not even a single tribe.
An infant seed then came like a blessing.
Blowing in the wind as if trespassing.
Worried by his fortune
Why God had sent him to such a hell in that drowsy noon?
Caught in a frenzy of fear
He fell down
With his eyes full of tears
He was hopeless and frowned.
Suddenly, over a babble of voices,
He expected a thunderstorm.
He had no other choice
Except that isolated island away from the maddening world.
He was nurtured and became a straight plant
He was like a diamond among the stones
Slowly with giggles by ants.
And no one to destroy him even by chance.
The island's misfortune faded away,
It was then a blessed heaven
With different life forms
And, of course, with that mysterious super power's action.

Surbhi Dadhich

The drooling curiosity of fragile sensation
Drugs, alcohol, insomnia, depression
Drowned in the smoke of shame and insult
Driving the joy of fun and fashion
Submerged under the cruelty of unknown cult
With carnivorous companions
A kind and wise request
Please purify your mind
With the tears of joy and fresh scent
To drain out all the memories of repent..

In the dark and deep interiors
Where harsh reality prevails
Where no state's aid knocks
A gruesome tale it entails
Where woman is a mother,
Sister, or a guileless daughter
Behind veils of ignorance
Where poor is beaten excruciatingly
For solely out of wantonness
A young girl writhing with pain
Fear, dysphoria of social shame
Where age-old myths are sacred
In their glum and gloated atmosphere
Where harsh reality prevails
Out of sophisticated, sedentary lifestyles
In the dark and deep interiors
Where backwardness is upheld...

When the clouds clustered over night's chandelier
Wheels of time and whirls of tide
Trampled on my heart out of gears
Trail of time trespassed over drains of havoc memories
Filled with foulness of regrets and summons
My heart was being beaten like hollow drums
Echoes of warm invitations in hell striked the chord
My vessels waterlogged
Narrowedly exploded..

"A robot went away", I depose,
"He'll surely deprave" , I posed with a red nose.
He'll commence a new world of intelligence,
Where there will be no values, no fragrance.
No society, no feeling, no excitement, no heredity,
He'll develop a society of discipline and punctuality.
Are these 2 things only responsible for a country's economy?
They'll rule over us, crush us.
And , we'll be left lamenting ..and watching the eroding lust..

Surbhi Dadhich.

It's only at that precious moment
When winds were blowing
With a winsome velocity
Waves of water were rising
Beyond shrieking intensity
I realised that I was in your heart
Managing some statistics and figures
Of our cheers and affection
It took me a lot for consideration
Who I'd rather
My heart or yours??
But you're asking for fare
But I was disordered
And now I'm just an immigrant
Moving here and there
From one place to another.

When I interviewed myself
With the unexpected questions
I shattered into fine wreck
With the piles of destruction
And there lies your havoc foot
Which adds on with my rack and ruins
Lord..you're really an iron man
Who seeks pleasure out of other's pain
No one's a winner in this game of fair play
No one's gonna escape me from this hay...

"Route no.5!"  the porter exclaimed
With a decorous softness
The rested passengers *******
Who never knew their destination
So tedious was the tyranny
Of the lives of the gentleman at the back
How commendable it is!
Never dare to trap peace
The stepfather of that lady passed away
I'm gently humble my lady
But not so fond of your tragedy
Oh brother! Such a great lover
Of music and rocking songs
But that's really not necessary
We're not so accustomed of unpleasant noise
Everyone's so pretentiously violent
With the possible exception of that porter
"Route no.6" the porter exclaimed
With the decorous softness
The rested passengers stormed
"Hey...! Now you have started looting common people ..just rethink of your bus fare"...
I slept in peace...

What nips in a bud is novelty
Unconventional, perturbed
What skyrockets is conservatism
Stimulated by critical dissent
What inconsequentially bursts out
Is then societal haemorrhage and paralysis..

Coiled with the arteries of the darkest hardships
With the cowardly deformed antibodies
Don't jus' move on with elegant potential
Little you know to perform and function
Rest and relax, may be swinging with someone's lap
Cheer, Just Chill, Stress? Oh! Nil
Shedding tears is my awaited ambition
"Am I so decent and naive" I asked
Decent!!!My foot ..Where you have been?
Shut up and stop this ****** ****
Get out right now..

I get shelter
Under your eyelids
But your tears
Flutter me like kids.
Which is why,
I have to leave
To go somewhere else in the sky
Leaving indelible imprints
With your values and ethics.
I get shelter
In your mouth
With your wide smile and chatter
I enchant my heart like a ***** trout.
Please, Don't cry then
Even if you are desperate
Because I am always with you in your every situation and fate
The whole world will remember our heart- touching tale...
I find shelter in you..

Surbhi Dadhich

My heart is a bank
Of your treasury
You're the fauna
Of heart's biodiversity
The stars crept into Windows
The Moon started shying
The valleys got their lost chaos
Reluctantly or otherwise
Wish you the greatest years ahead
And the Happiest and Blessed Birthday
Yeah...As usual... belated...

Neither crystal water nor illusionary wine
(Just an appreciation of your might)
The venom of bitter potion
Of your gingery ignorance
Beating with ultrasound commotion
My heart is dressed up for nuisance
Neither hunger nor appetite
(Just an appreciation of your might)
The poison of your contemptuousness
Of your traditional taunts
Surfing with the fatal waves
My mind is now dressed up for the hilarious haunts
Neither stars nor moons
Just a ride
To my black holes..

Somewhere..in this ascetic infinite universe
The upheaval of my love resides
Extinct and extinguished
Geographically and emotionally
It brimmed out of the Earth
And the whole world bowed
Paid homage and honour
Seems like galaxy has shrunk
Widening the gaps between
Love and sacrifice
The universe denied to extend
My love still resides
Piles and piles
Extinct and extinguished
The universe is going to burst..

Are you familiar
That you are the chandelier
Of my mind
To enlighten the darkness
Of my dreary life
Are you familiar
That you are the insulator
Of my heat and cold
You're the orator
Of my principles and thoughts
Let me remind you
That you are my everything
Leaving you is not my cup of tea..

Every now and then
To put my soar eyes to rest
I feel the cedars and pines
Attempting to capture them all
In the cameras of my eyes
I long to sledge deeper inside
To witness the wonders of their world
The world of worms and woodpeckers
They say not to touch flowers
But I caress them captivated by their brightness
I grin as I gaze them with proudness
How he was nearly slashed, morphed
It made my skin crawl
But Papa tied a rope around like a bandage to the wounded
And caged him to keep away the wicked
I thought the story was over
But he rewrote it
Smooth healing made him hale and hearty
And even today, every now and then
To put my soar eyes to rest
I feel the huge cedars and pines
Attempting to capture them all
In the cameras of my eyes
With every rustle
As they lean on to each other
Singing and Swinging
My heart cherish when they are alive and kicking.

Lurking somewhere in the middle
With a cloud of steam hovering
Stood a non-kempt hut
Surrounded by no existence or streets
Incompleteness of demolished pavements
Moon tarnishing jubilant memories
Caught the eye of a noble bishop
As he shook electrically with bees
Stumbled he to the rusty door ****
Succeeding jarring, rattling sound
As he insisted for a slight knock
The dust on his shoes scattered around
Darkness dispersed, a shadow peeked out
"I have no sole basis to live
Though dawn always breaks
Yet spring never carves its way
Hope, happiness twists my heart
This, I convey with pride
For I ain't a braggart"
The noble soul, a beauteous carnation
Showering divinity and sympathetic grace
" Richly blessed is how I feel
Oh troubled soul, to solve your mystery, I acclaim
As pristine, peaceful as subtle winds
As ecstatic as the ray of moonlight
As sombre-hearted as a poised hind
As respiting as warm soil's delight
An insightful, dynamic impulse
Painted were you on the Supreme Personality of Godhead's pallette
The warm sunshine and the spring carves it's way"
Grey shadow lingered, sparkling silvery shades
His unwavering faith was quite shaken and mistaken
The bishop saw him unfolding into seven colours
Embellishing nature's evermore divine rainbow..

you were the scab comet
lingering past my conscience
my marshes baked to craters
tore them ablaze
craters as the enchanted trees
alongside the solitary riverbanks
solemn splashes of silvery water
eternity longs as I pour void
the gleaming stars that were shooting
Hordes of them
I'm entangled in  a destiny
of gleaming stars
in a cherished constellation..

Would it be a cascading speck of dirt
If I torment , puff and blast my heart?
Would it be the mystical death in graveyard
If I squirrel beyond your bars
Would it be a bitterly extravagant ash
If I coil our sweetner's scent
What if I erupt our volcanoes of memories
Would it still be igneous games of weights and measures?
Would you bless my scorching lava at eternal peace
Or crust'd roll down sheepishly
Forever eroding your imprints..

Hey I'm sorry but I still don't get it
It's all ramshackle buried in pits
You teared yourself or me
Is it a nightmare or a daydream?
Caught in a frenzy of self- esteem
Half of my soul is devoted to you
Is it a stolen lie or a bitter truth?
That doesn't mean that I give up
Cause giving up isn't in my nerve
May be you're thinking me crooked
Yeah I am .... infact a coward too
Deriving formulae of broken bonds
Spilling thoughts ins and then outs
Isn't  affordable and is too expensive
Still paying for your gratitude has been my uncanny habit..

This mysterious and uncanny silence,
The atrocities and sufferings
Children watching with innocence
Leaving all their childhood activities.
Steps are following with a terror,
With a clear  inspection
Police force with their lined cannon
People,  suffering, far beyond my expectations .
In their homes with a thunderstruck,
They know that their children will ask What is going on?
And they will tell as they hug tight
Don't worry, It'll  be over soon
Their hearts will be in a great plight
In the search of the infant caterpillars in the monsoon
In such a delicate and charming childhood..

Surbhi Dadhich..

Our story harbored a beauty
Like a lover's tale
Painting poetry and forest romance
Is to what it translates
Our story revived its charm
Elements of intrigue and calm
You don't just admire the long way
I also treasure our stumbling blocks
Our story was that babble of laughter
A land of expressive gestures
A land of overwhelming indulgence
Submerged in the rosy sunshine
Shoulders of unwavering faith
A lover's tale is to what it translates...

An ant was roaming
May be, in search of mates
Creeping like a snail
As if desperate.
From one end to the other
It took almost two hours
Without any rest
Running with a great quest.
Perhaps, in the search of parents
Or may be children
Can be soul mate
Or someone for fun.
Another ant emerged from the woods Made a guess
Searching for her food
.....The fellow ant saw someone familiar
I observed, creeping became a race
With a very fast pace
They both were almost too near
Suddenly, a man walked on them
With his fatal feet without sympathy
The two souls were then lying barren.
Crushed by chance or carelessly
Didn't matter
Their transitory fragile heart
Stopped by that evil
Ready for their next birth
Either of an angel or of a devil.

Surbhi Dadhich..

As I roped the exquisite enormous pole
The soul orbitted a million times
When I crystallized my silvery lure
The nature perished me back fire
As I transcended the elegant steps
The weeds of shady shadow came along
Though I dispersed out with caution and fret
Unveiled kittenish memories I followed
Though the dusk unwinds dawn
Yet peals of laughter bursts frown
My shady shadow and silvery lure
Grew gunnies of grey granules..

It's not my juvilant benevalence
To gift you joyfully
The one closest to my mind
It's my brutal sacrifice
To test my kind
It's not my humble request
To be a graceful partner
It's my harsh discouragement
To be your part and parcel
What you think isn't what I believe
What you believe is actually what I think
Which is why I don't think what you blindly believe
Cause I'm a ladder amidst..

Can't you see?
The fog and mist
The smog and soot
The ashes and the lava
Can't you  smell ?
The essence of poison
Yeah.. The fragrance of holy blood
The sufferings of the world
Can't you taste ?
The purity of devotion
The charity of donation
Life's every aspect and notion
Can't you sense?
The injustices against innocence
The crimes against humanity
Why're you playing dumb all the time?
I know,  your evolution was fake
You're still dumbstrucked?
Why don't you raise your voice
In this reign of evil
Where you have not any other choice

I care of your sorrows
I care about your heals and wounds
That doesn't mean that I like you
You are in a great chaos
I care about that too
But that doesn't mean that I like you.
Moments of our laughter
When we were in a great relationship
I have to break, otherwise it'll be a blunder
I have to forget every aspect of friendship.
Trust me, it's really very difficult
For both of us
But, there becomes a necessity of breaking relation
When we haven't any other option.
I still care for your happiness and smile
Even after that, you'll always lie in my book of life.
But it is true
That I will always care of you
Even after when our relationship will lose its hue.

Close the Window.
I have lost myself in this notorious nature,
That bonny Kingfisher and those jumping Squirrels.
There, far in the woods,
Kids are enjoying their childhood.
That bird is toddling,
First step for her vast sky.
My heart is echoed by their chirping,
Producing that effect is impossible for the filmmakers , even if they try.
But, Why is that building around?
Oh! NO ,There are many found.
Those fleet of crows among pathetic peacocks.
Rushing in my world, slowly and steadily,
Going to win this race,
With a quick pace.
I can't see it.
Close the Window.

Surbhi Dadhich.

Sparkled wisdom yields ash of ignorance
Though knowledge brings acknowledgement
The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence
Finite mind is still a million miles away from infinite intelligence
What we had not conquered certainly proves out pleasant
Encyclopedias may outshine evil
Though the golden heart outbursts
The endearing upheaval to riches
Soon or later transmute to lethargic
Finesse of our hearts borns reform
The sailors shall sail on and on
And the flames of ignorance
Would fly high above..

Engulfing dew from misty cold
Snoring on frosty haystacks
A dense carpet swirling around
Of crafty creatures and hags from hell
Fresh rainy aroma in delight
Inescapable , unhindered through nostrils
Neither railways' wheels of time
Nor bickering souls tarnishing demeanour
Mounds of besmeared rocks
Severe yet silent
But since joyous moments last momentarily
An ant from the core bites me harshly
I step into droughts of aforesaid enlightenment
As I close doors into confinement..

The volcanoes of your conceit erupted
Although lava ablazed me
Adversity smitted me with frostbite
The magnets of your all- pervasive nature sharpened
I was a needle in a haystack
Although winds blew me off loose
Generosity smitted me to stay aloof
My visage shows nuances from the heart
And you're skilful artist enough
To show my countenances from your brain
You might now be a herd-robber
But I precisely must be a phantom..

Framing a quaint perspective
Pertaining metaphorical abased character
Shoulders of ridiculous initiatives
******* the pleasure of the sweetest nectar
Evaluating by rough deformities
Framing a quaint perspective
With dignity of formalities and amenities
Portraying ****** sketches of victims
Sufferer in the mouth of cannon
Soul in deep dark abaddon...

Hey! Lil Champ
Don't you recognize me?
I, who gave you so many candies
Hey Lil Champ
Don't you remember someone
Who played and hopped with you
Everytime, Any hour
Hey! You mustn't drain me out
From your memories
From your dreams
From your rides
When you committed a mistake
I was the one who was always scolded
When you dared to complete a challenge
I was the one who became your ladder
Don't you remember at all
Not even a bit
Why are you dumbstrucked?
Please, say something
Do you remember me?
Won't I be sorry?..

Under the resplendent chandelier
Castles crumbled, clandestine confided in
The beaconing shower bade adieu to strangers
Hatched were couples of ludicrous kins
Under the savor havoc of thunder
Clouds burst,  lightning's curse decepted in
Ludicrous ***** kin bade adieu by acidic rain showers
Hatched were two sluggish strangers..

Nowhere whencesoever in the ever distant hebridges
The seagulls savour the eternal sea
The sea's intemperance rolls in the mighty waves
The shallow waters crystallise into divinity
The sands of immortal indelible imprints
Never ever quench the thirst
The imbalanced boats I board
In the cascading autumn twilight
Everyday...
In a long peaceful hybernation
Whencesoever the seagulls ..in the ever distant hebridges
The shallow waters and the sands
Would never ever invite me further..
I would've  lost my recognition..