The joy of taking my heart
Stomping on it like a child who’s tantrum grows in a grocery store
I want the toy car mommy !!
Cutting it and lacing it with your switchblade
It hurts so much when you’re away
Our love only exists in storybooks lost and dust collecting in restricted shelves
If you broke my heart into pieces over and over again
I’ll have more of a chance
That every time you **** it
Just a piece will suffer instead of the whole
And I’ll still have a good amount of pieces to keep me going
But I’m scavenging my heart labeled string tied pouch
And I’m down to my last little crum
When it’s gone I won’t have anything left to break
And maybe I’ll take a break from this life
That I’ve emotionally struggled through ever since I met you.
Ever since your eyes met mine.
Ever since they
Grazed

If she loved me
Shouldn’t she stop by sometime to say hello ?
What are words when we never see the person who speaks them aloud

Can you help me cry at night unleash a raceway for tears to streak down this modest cheek
Why are you never there
A ghost through my soul
Each disappearance takes a trace of me
Fine knits to hole filled sweaters to rags to degrading string terminus
Cut a skid mark on my neck
Let that rope engrave its self
Work its way in a familiar sawing pattern
Fibres displacing muscle fibres
As biceps bulge and veins on foreheads emerge
Pull
Grip
Strengthen
Rid the quarrel
Just give me some motivation
To
Set
Myself
Free.

dear love from florida where your sun's rays shine like a beacon

mist me with your endearing smile to whom i eyes i peak in

a gentle dove for you may spread your wings

a melody to enchant you i may always sing

wings upon i fly
to you
with your warmth i will always try
both sides congruently true

today when i conquer my own issues and fears

then i can help her conquer hers

to grasp my knowns through this life

i will evolve like pikachu

into my man made self

Your eyes so eager as they warm up my soul
Your love so tender
Your smile which pulses its way into my entity
I feel normal again
You are a gift
Love

my heart hurts
my head migraines like a dualshock ps4 controller rumbling on a drive train

my heart hurts , i feel empty
but knowing she is there
to hear her voice everything is a little bit better

when frost bite chomps
knowing a warm blanket awaits makes it a little bit better

when my long lost pet engulfed in an apartment fire
seeing claw marks on my hardwood floor make it a little bit better

when a black eye from a fist fight swells
knowing i stood up for a cause makes it a little bit better

just to hear you voice makes life
makes this chest consumption
a little.
bit.
better.