Mirrors are horrible, They show beautiful people all of their flaws, They breed judgement, They should be against all laws, People wouldn't be so vain, Messy would be beauty, People would love others for who they are.
im only happy with her i cant figure out why when im all alone i just want to die the happiness is fading my smile is gone everything seems useless im up until dawn her magic is fading tears flow down my cheek i cant find my happiness my future seems bleak blades to cope pills to escape thoughts to destroy me eyes to see a mistake they think i can be helped but im way to far gone ive rationalized death i have no reason to go on suicide scares me not becuse of death because if i live ill be forced to take a breath i dont see a reason to live i just dont understand why do they want me here why do they keep me in this land
my body is gross my mind is even worse they say its a phase i say its a curse i force pills down my throat because they think i need fixing i hope that they work i hope they know what theyre mixing i cant find releif i cant find serenity i have no way to escape i lost my identity they tell me to stay here dont die they scream but all i see are selfish people they dont care about what i dream
Beautiful bruises cover my hands little galaxies on a pale expanse. Bones showing under layers of skin making sharp edges people call a sin. Eyes glazed over happiness is gone emotions hidden inside of songs. Writing stories for i am the maker seen by my eyes only dark ink on pale paper.
This is my idea of beauty but i only push they on myself. i love everyone the way they are but when it comes to myself i like myself bruised and thin.
Broken little child scared and alone fighting for herself stuck in this home These four walls she never leaves their side this is her favorite place its a great place to hide Sleep takes her over while she sits in the bed bringing her to a better life one thats all in her head The music plays the sound waves bounce her ears know every tune She smiles at the light from the midnight moon