two birds with a broken wing
so they try to sing
try and make it ring but they

can't fly
no matter what they try
seems they're gonna cry
so they say goodbye

to the world they love
fit in like a glove
with a little shove
somehwat like a dove

that is lost and found
but not safe and sound
cause it's on the ground
searching all around

For it's love that's gone far away
cause she chose to stay
and not to betray all those

people who had brought her here
filled with so much fear
as it would apear from the

face so cold
tryin to fit the mold
all while being bold
and then grab ahold of whats

left as she packs her comb
and then starts to roam
and she's leaving home

I now know how you felt
when I didn't tell you
so I'm just going to go now
have fun

So we were on the phone
and the strangest feeling was there
and what was strange about it was
There wasn't any.

And I hung up and I just thought about it.
How I've gone all this time
and It finally happened.
I wasn't thinking about us,
not even oncw.

And in a way I'm happy.
I can finally move on with this grand journey called life.
But in another way, I'll always be sad.
Because you won't be in it the same way.
It'll just be those phone calls that are a little awkward cause I don't know how to respond anymore.
Conversations that have a sort of empty feeling to them.

That makes me sad.
Cause I've lost that spark with you.

I just want to know where you are
cause I'm sitting here without a clue
I'm at a place of peace
and yet chaos ensues
I need you in my life more than you know
but lately it seems like I'm nothing
and that hurts

Wherever you are though
I hope it has peace and joy like I too have found
A place where, although it's sad and bitter,
it's somewhere that I know is safe
and it's somewhere where I can stay and not be afraid of the pain
not be afraid of waking up
not be afraid of anything

Where I'm at
and where you're at
it's two different places
and I begin to wonder





Was this how it was supposed to be all along

I was at the store today and I saw a bouquet of sunflowers
and I just sat and stared at them
Holding back the tears so people wouldn't see
and just thinking to myself, what the heck is wrong with me

I convince myself I'm over you
I'm deadset on it
and then something small comes along
flowers, the songs I sang, a picture
and I realize I'm so far from over you

I want to be done
I'm done with the pain
The constant reminder that I ******* up
and yet
I don't

because it also reminds me of the happiest times of my life
the time I spent with you
talking
listening
Those were some of the best times
I felt human
I felt

I kinda just go through life now
and it's ok I guess
but it's just not the same
It's boring and dull
The same thing day after day

I'm sorry.
I know you don't want to hear this
but I just need to get it out
cause if I don't then it just builds up more and I end up worse than before
and we'll probably just get farther apart again
which is probably for the best I guess

So yeah

I suit up
I got my war paint on
forward into battle
forwar forward into battle saying
Fire, fire, fire, Fire away
hear the battlecry
hear and sing it like
oohohohohhhoooooh

I'm growing more distant
each and everyday
and yes, it *****
but it was gonna happen anyway

It hurts real bad to be honest
but I'd rather hurt than feel nothing

I've been giving you space
cause Heaven knows I've choked you
It's not helping much
but again
it was bound to happen

So this distance that I'm feeling now
it probably won't go away
but that's okay
I'll just move on
and probably build the gap