i fell in a sea of crystal clear honey,
sank to the deepest abyss
floating, swimming
through candy-coated dreams.

i get a kid's licorice kind of high
everytime you look at me
with liquid warmth, laughter, summer—
those beautiful amber eyes.

i'm caught in a strawberry avalanche
caramel popsicle knees melting in milliseconds
i don't know how you trigger
my hidden sugar rush obsession.

can i comb my fingers through the maze
of your curly cotton candy hair?
can i taste the chocolate peppermint fragrance
surrounding your atmosphere?

i'd give up my innocence,
to live in your confectionary world.
rot my teeth, stay sweet
be your blueberry cheese cake, vanilla ice cream girl.

It is hard
to watch you struggle
in those heels

your sullen vacant face
stretched
across catwalks
of nightclubs
breaking ankles over
the next bigger ****

In back alleys
of phat parties
under golden showers
for top pay -

******* pink
and brown
and you

A salacious parade
that lives
to lap you up
despite your pain

I can't watch it anymore

...but I just may pay