I was blind once
Now, I look back and see I was a dunce
I once saw the world full of puppies and rainbows
Now all I see is me being alone
I once saw the world through the eyes of a child
Now, that child is grown and no longer smiles
I once looked back at all those good times
Now, I look back to all my past crimes
I once laughed with my friends for no reason at all
Now, I sit there like an emotionless doll
I once was afraid of death
Now, I am ready to take my final breath