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Samia Rodriguez May 2018
When you see her ,
Don't tell her  not  a day goes
by without you think about her
When you see her,
Don't tell her she was the girl who
you thought was everything you ever asked for
That she showed you true love
The one that made you forget why
You had hurt so many others before her
The one who later on made your tears bounce off walls when it was over
When you see her run away
She does not deserve  to relive the pain
Dont make her eyes turn into thunderstorms
You've brought enough tears to her eyes
When you see her don't knock at her door
You're no longer welcomed
Her doors are locked
You no longer hold the key
Inside hold her tears and memories left behind
When you see her do not talk to her
You words were knives to her
You turned her heart into a graveyard
You left her broken promises
and damaged feelings  
She is learning to survive without you
When you see her
do not welcome her with a smile
For she is no longer yours to hurt
Samia Rodriguez Apr 2018
He glanced at the cover
It caught his attention
He held his gaze upon it
A few weeks later he decided to open the book
He found horror and broken pieces,
But there was
love, & kindness
He didn't skip a page
He read from left to right
He knew when the story would change
He knew every word
My body was his book
My body's scars and shape became a new story
He glided his hands across my body
Each section telling a story
The wounds became a reminder of the hurt
The smiles and squinted eyes became the happy
He became a reader
My body became his favorite book
Samia Rodriguez Apr 2018
I started out a puzzle
No one took to time to solve me
They just tried to fit pieces together
People came and left
Each time leaving me more damaged
I ended up being broken pieces
I remained untouched
No one looked at me
I received stares and judgements
I was the one left in the shelf
But a boy came along
He took me home
He examined every pieces
He took months and months
He fixed the broke pieces
My broken pieces became puzzle pieces  
He left
He couldn't handle me anymore
I was too much for anyone to begin with
I went back to broken pieces
Samia Rodriguez Apr 2018
The tears flow down my cheek
onto my pillow
My pillow absorbs and hides every single one
I cry in silence
In hope of never being heard
I don't show sadness in front of others
I do not want to be weak
I don't cut
The scars would be too noticeable
I don't tell others my problems
I don't want to be an open book
I smile and walk
My face shows sunshine
But I am rain
Samia Rodriguez Mar 2018
You Brought down the stars for me and you took me on a trip
A trip so unforgettable I couldn't believe you were real
You showed me how to breath in a way I had never breath before
You took away the sharp pains that were there
You made me believe that life had beautiful aspect to it if you had the right person to guide you
You drove into the clouds as if they cotton candy and ever lasting
You made it rain rose petals
You held on to me when I was close to falling back into the dark side
You kept me on the golden path
You fed me honey and crystals
Sweet and ever so elegant
You taught me how to see the the beautiful part of life
You showed me Heaven
You never hesitated to say a sweet melody of words
But a thunderstorm hit
We crashed and tried to stay together
But the winds were too strong
We were both wounded
We tried to save our selves
We lost each other
The storm never seemed to clear after that
Samia Rodriguez Mar 2018
She stood there on the edge
Her Demons had driven her there
After months of darkness and helplessness  
She wanted out
She didn't ask for these shadows that casted a new spell on her
But they grew on her like  flower vines
Her tears fed them making them grow more
She was trapped with no way out
The only way she could think off was simply by killing the plant
But how could she demolish something that has became her
Those Demons  played with her
They made her hate her self ,everything and everyone
They control every centimeter of her
Demons were present at all time except for when she slept
It had hit her
She needed to **** them by killing herself
But she didn't want to
She wanted someone to save her
But no one was there
She looked down at the sharp rocks
They were there as they were willing to end her suffering
Samia Rodriguez Mar 2018
I pressed my lips hard against yours
I waited for a magical feeling to come
For this spell named love
I didn't feel anything
I gave you my body
No feeling

I started to think I wasn't good enough for anyone's love
I spent years looking for love
Searching everywhere
I went around the world
I tried everything
No feeling

The people weren't the problem
I was the problem
I was looking for love in everyone else but myself
I never learned to love myself
I never learned to love the one person that would be for me forever myself
I wanted love
But I wanted love from the wrong people
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