SheOfNeverland: Favorites

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Chaos

Your hello whispers across my skin
as you greet me in the cold
Your goodbye bites my bitter cheeks
as you disappear out of my life

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Blind Hate

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Theia Gwen

Blind Hate

They say that love is blind
But unfortunately hate can make you blind
To a love that's right in front of you
Darling, untie the blindfold,
Open the curtains,
You're drowning so deep in your self loathing
You can't see how many people are jumping in after
Trying to save you from yourself

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Losing My Faith

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Theia Gwen

Losing My Faith

The more I talk to God,
The more I think he's not really listening
The more bad thoughts I have,
The more the ugly truth is leaving me wondering
The more I read the bible,
The more I realize I don't believe a word it says
The more I question,
The more secrets I can't confess
The more narrow minded my mother is,
The more she lets the light in so I can see
The more times I drink "the blood of Christ"
The more it feels like drinking the Kool Aid to me

I'm not trying to start a religious debate, so if you think you can change my mind, please don't bother trying. If you're offended by this, I didn't force you to read it and these are just my views. If you don't understand the last line, it's a reference to Jonestown.

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Never Had Me

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Emily

Never Had Me

Sometimes I write about you
But don't think too highly of yourself
You're just a book that's gathered dust
On the very highest shelf
Nothing is paid attention to
All the way at the top
It's neglected and ignored
Not important, I almost forgot
The space you take up
In the back of my mind
Is deteriorating by the second
You'll disappear with time
Sometimes I write about you
But it doesn't mean jack
I didn't lose you
You were something I never had
And you never had me either

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Disgusted

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Emily

Disgusted

I look at myself in the mirror
I'm disgusted by what I see
And I think to myself
How could he ever love me

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Erasing pain

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Gwen Johnson

Erasing pain

Some wear
nooses as necklaces
And scars as bracelets
But the deeper the scars
the harder to erase them
But I on the other hand
Take all the pain in
Dying from this suffocation
But my pain is slowly erasing
mostly comes with the lack of sleeping
And if you see a smile on my face I mean it

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Battle

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Gwen Johnson

Battle

Well that's the thing about battles
They can't be won if they're not fought
And sure it hurts to lose them
If you've given it all you've got
So I know why you run
And why you cry
But lets show them
Lets put up a fight

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

I'll call you...

Mar 2014 SheOfNeverland

Gwen Johnson

I'll call you...

I'll call you hidden
I can almost just see you as you are
As someone I might actually like
But you try to be someone who'll be liked
And I know what it feels like for society to push you to that
But that's not how you know me so I won't tell
So I'll call you hidden

I'll call you cookie
'Cause although your sweet
It's not long before you're gone
So I'll call you cookie

I'll call you hugs
You're kind and caring
You're warm
You're understanding
I miss you when you're gone
I'll call you hugs

I'll call you home
You bring me warmth
You're comfortable to be around
And somehow everything leads back to you
I'll call you home

I'll call you music
You have many moods
But I love them all
You're inviting
And you make me feel worthwhile
I'll call you music

And you
You I'll call you beautiful
You know why?
Because you are