I feel the echoes again they come,
my beating heart a heavy drum,
It's hard to make myself think,
when my shadows push me to the brink,

the darkness encompasses me,
In the light I'd rather be,
instead I'm choking in the thick black smoke,
voices laughing as if its a joke,

All I feel is pain and hate,
The girl now foe used to be a mate,
She's been stalking me for a long time,
so much so my thoughts are no longer mine,

she stole my pride, joy and my dreams,
stole my essence it would seem,
what is real and what is illusion,
Am I simply believing delusion,

I am alone and will always be,
If people would think I'm crazy,
I thought that long ago,
when I was lowest of the low,

But true friends stay right by your side,
Till your almost normal and full of pride,
I want burning hope to be relit,
I hope you can still remember it.

The voices laugh loud and clear,
only echoes through my ear,
They linger long but cant be heard,
Only I can hear their word

Every day I feel half dead,
With disturbing laughter reverberating through my head,
I feel lost, alone and scared
But fear the most to be mentally impaired,

My judgement was so sure,
what was happening was so much more,
They watched me day and night,
Till I could no longer face the fight,

I thought they could tell what I was thinking,
a sure fire way to make your stomach feel like it's sinking,
privacy a long lost dream,
but is everything as it would seem?

Uncertainty brimming in my mind,
the answer to my question I will never find,
Full of hate, voices and of fear,
Surely I cant be the only one that can hear,

I once was lost but now I'm found,
no voices here, a pleasant sound,
I hope you all find your hope,
Try to win or try to cope,

The past is hard but we will flourish,
all we need is strength and courage,
I want to make you win the war,
and feel that the pain that is no more.

Flames, so beautiful, so bright, the warmth  and lasting light.
I want to be free from darkness of night, the shadows that I am to fight, The flickering flame beckons my calling,
Freeing the light that myself  I am stalling,
The shadows only linger there, my path is chosen shall I dare?
Fire feeds against my sorrow, its flickering flame destroys my horror,
I love the presence of the fire, my feelings light up with pure desire.
I love the flames when they lick the wood, that glimmer of hope of something good,
The fire burning in my eyes, makes me forget memories that I despise.
To fight back with all my strength, to the struggle that knows no length,
I feel weak lost of hope, Surely now I cannot cope,
The morning comes brings new days, the darkness gone just like the blaze.