"Love me first and I will send you a love as pure as mine" my Devine creator said. "Because the love you seek and desire lies beneath me. But what is within me, lies with you as well. Love thee and thyself before any." This love I have inside is more than many. A heart so big and at times too heavy. In need of a partner that is strong enough to help me carry.

With each step, my roots spread through the ground
When our palms touch it's a feeling that I wish had no end

Do you hear that sound?
It's a melody; it is home saying,
"My darling, you have been found"

I arrive to you; greeted with open arms
As if I never left and always stuck around

The comfort of your warm golden silk sheets
The sound of your voice; nothing can compare

It's a lullaby like no other; peacefully I sleep while you sing to me underneath the stars

A place that holds me tight; each time gets harder to say goodbye
Yet reminding me every night
"My darling, everything will be alright. Please, don't cry"

No matter how far or how long we are apart I feel your love deep within my heart

"I give you the moon"
When I look at it I feel your essence

Hearing you whisper within the breeze
"Remember, I am always with you"

I see my dreams within each of your waves "You know I wish you could stay, I wouldn't want it any other way"

Back to reminiscing to the synchronized rhythm of our heartbeats

As we dance barefoot on the sand and our souls intertwine

At that very moment I knew, "I wish to never let go of you hand"

You are gone like the wind
It blew every piece of you far away
To a place so far in which I cannot chase
Reality is I have no time to waste in chasing something that was never my fate
The memory of your face, touch & smell
All of those memories in which I no longer dwell on
The wind has gone
I have moved on
To a new smile, feeling, and love
A kind, genuine, and gentle love
The kind that loves me unconditionally
One that loves every single piece of me
The good, the bad, the great, the terrible
A love so true, that is untearable
Because with you I was torn
Yet this new love of mine picked up the pieces and put them back together
Together we are better
I am better
He is better
We are better together
Now, I say my goodbyes forever
See you never
You are gone with the wind
I have chosen to let God in

Hello, hello
It has been a while
It has been a while since I've been here
Since I've been there
The place of solitude
The place of solitude in which my Inspiration comes from
I have been away
Lost & locked away
In a place in which I have found my way
A place in which I have found & realized
I was never lost in the first place
If you were looking
Here I am
Same old me
With a new mind & spirit
A brand new me
Yet the person I once was
Before this cruel world shook me

I have found my light
In the darkest of nights
I would stay up until sunrise
Putting up a fight
If you must know
I have won the the battle
There is not one nor a thousand in which I cannot handle
I am not alone & I never was
I am not just one
I am all of us
I fight for you & I fight for me
I fight for every living thing
Now I am back & on my feet
I give thanks to God for allowing me to be me
To be free
To be the
The bee of honey
So sweet & nurturing
Yet ready to sting
To give it's life for what it believes
Get lost with me
Let's be free together
Rise up & fly my fellow bumble bees
Many aren't aware of how important we are
But together we'll show the world without us they cannot be who they are

I think about you often

The reflection within your eyes
that would take me back to the forrests I would get lost in

Those memories we shared
nothing could compare

Nourishing my heart and mind until it blossomed

I would say how much I missed you then
Now, I'd say, I definitely miss you still

You are no longer here
I am no longer there
but no matter where
I will forever care

This is to you, my flame
because of you I will never be the same

I hope you picture my face and hang it on a frame

Maybe then I'd feel less ashamed
to think of you as often as I do

In my eyes you were a dream come true

I cannot concentrate
I sit here and contemplate
What if
What if things weren't so black and white
What if things were gray
What if things were transparent
Crystal clear
Like looking through a crystal ball
Seeking for fortune
Searching for future solutions
"To let go" Is my new years resolution
To my confusion
As well as the conclusion
To those things
I will let go

Love is an art, only dreamed and imagined by an artist
Creating the beauty of a world we have always wished to live
Delicate pastel colored strokes overflowing the canvas
Each piece of emotion into one masterpiece
Transforming a long lost memory into an every lasting reality