The feelings of addiction
What ****** up feelings they are

Pleasure with pain
Pain with pleasure

It is never ending revolving feelings
shame
happy
resentment
joy
pity
excitement
mad
sad
glad

you cry
you laugh
you lie

The stories you will tell
The people you will manipulate
The loved ones you will hurt

And what is ****** up about it
you don't even care
not even about yourself

you say no one understands
what one goes through
that's called being selfish

you don't have to fight the battle all alone
lose that selfish pride and find your home

lose your travesty of rage and hate

yes
there is a better life
yes
it will be a battle
yes
it will be hard
yes
you do get over it
yes
your life will change
yes
no is a complete sentence

if someone offers just say **no

Never I've become so meek
Nor blind enough
To recognize you, my grey
Wistful Lord

Enthrall the mighty language
Of your eternities to infinite
Spiritual togetherness

Where your soul beseeches
Mine without an effort

There the imaginative thoughts suffice

Slide through me
Glide to me
Soul to soul
Spirit to immortal
Coil

What if
you cared
Would you
Keep me
In the dark

Break out
your skeletons
your hurt
from your past

what if
i said
your not
like the others

in times
of the
so untold
it's now
just another story

clear those
voices inside
your head
i am not the enemy

but i
am the one
who is
not a
pretender