Sweet cherry rose, had my loved wrapped like a lasso, everyday a new hassle,
Cant break away from your love, strung out like I'm on drugs, shorty so fly,
Wise guy, with the open sharp laser eye, saw your initials pinned to the skies,
Why ask why, I miss you baby, though you dearly depart, you'll always have a spark,
In the deepest part, of my heart,
No matter what part, they try to stick you with, always real, never counterfeit,
Oh ****, live moves from the snakes out of the pit, now everybody talking ****,
Like they got the itch, I been that lick, that sticks like cement to bricks,
**** these other hypocrites, laying parasites to my eyesights, iight,
Had visions, of me and you, red to blue mixed, velvet dressed so finesse,
From start to finish, you gave me good love for my soul, to replenish,
Sunlight turned to dark nights, no more phone calls, no more family brawls,
Verbal exert the context, perplex wordplay fog up ya natural dialect,
I select, the perfect rhyme over beats to confine, the weakest minds,
Baby girl **** what they say, nobody perfect  you heard it, from the realist,
To ever spill this, I know you gone, wrote this sad song, all love went wrong,
Now I'm sounded by deaths gong, is it my time next, I been ready to check,
Out the earth place, I'm taking up the spaces, no more ice cakes,
**** to bake, or harassment from jake, in the state, watching the farm, harm,
Still ringing the alarms, rock the bells, sights of born cursed spell, where I dwell,
Reverend taught me heaven, but all I see is hell, amongst where the liars sell,
Broke potions, of an illusion oceans, of fantasy painted as a reality,
I stay with the true Gods be, black as Mahogany, check the rhyme bee,
Stinging melodies, so vividly I got all eyes on me, swing from a higher tree,
Divine what was yours, is now mine split personalities miss my minnie,
I was her a Mickey, she put me where success should be, hopefully,
I see you in the afterlife, resting so peacefully, precious and pretty,
You got me going crazy, cant believe this day, was the day it grazed me,
Sipping mojitos, puffin' rillos, I feel like it's my catcalling time to go yo,
I'm looking at your beautiful pose, tears running down my cheek to nose,
My thoughts froze, like a penitentiary pose, and I got no where to goes,
I took a pinch of Rippertons soul, down memory lane, anger with vain,
Agony such a tragedy, blast me for my final picture,
initially made for the gold cemetery,

To be the goat, ya gotta learn, to take the *******, from the magazine's throat,
Miswrote ya **** quotes, now everybody gotta pitch, in on a note,
I say **** it, *** lucked it, now I got fan mails, from the corporate,
They don't want me, to talk that real ****, instead they want me, to embrace that fake ****,
Sorry my Pops, ain't made me, to be no fool, live by the golden rules,
Others undo to you, see if they had a clue, they could peep the puzzle,
It ain't hard to solved, every day new scandals, at the job, now ya money's rob, from the publishing leasing mobs,
Dont matter if you one or top ten, the weakest get put in position,
I peep the game since when, age of ten when, I got my first stab of a pen,
Scribbles a few words, showed my family and they said word,
Boy you gotta lotta skillz, to ****, but to yaself always keep it real,
Cuz the soul will feel, always let you know when it's time to spill,
Out the truth, I'm tryna reach the souls of the youth, but they stuck to the booths,
Tooths, of many been chipped, society saying they smart, must be a slip,
Teach em *******, from classes to the pulpits, now everybody pull hits,
From synthetic weeds, with no seeds, guess that's how, the new breeds feed,




Followed the steps of jesus, praise us but, at the same time, quick to bleed us,
Trust us, they love to see us in ruckus, death the only thing, that could knock us,
But I ain't gone stop, till I reach the top, the top of the pyramid, only to fall down,
To get back up, again and again why was we born in, a world full of sins,
I count my blessing, of stressing to everyday chips, the money was guessing,
Cant trust nobody, they quick to get you lifted, like John Gotti, somebody,
Call 911 there's another ****** done, I feel kin to the fallen son, a done,
33 summers I had a few runs, thought positive more pros than cons,
They said it couldn't be done, but my will he done, baby precious pushing a lexus,
I'm in the passenger seats, with a few Grant's to Franklin's to meet,
Pass time middle fingers to crooked one time, turned up the bassline,
Hit the barber up, draw lines in my head, that look like spiritual signs,
Only the wise speak wise, gritty folks only speak jives, new ways to just hide,
From they real self, I self checked my self, gotta stay up on my health,
Juice up, no steroids dont be a busta, or get dusted, by the blazers of Dan Aykroyd,
Suckas turning paranoid, never had a check that was void, hands like Lloyd,
Every day is like may weather, a true go getter, no time for playing sitters,
To a baby, money is grown still puffin home grown, lay it out my shallow bones,
Lord forgive me, for all of my sins, and playin with the evil, spirits within,
I was just a lost soul, now that I let go, I feel the stings, of a new death blow,

Check it, dressed to impress, I'm chilling in my polo shirt, and some baggy *** guess,
Jeans, got the young women, circling,
Once the see my fade, cut fresh and clean,
It's a summer time theme,
No hate in between, cuz we got nothing, but love to intervene,
Beautiful sisters, with the tight dresses, got my lower parts to sting,
Excuse me, but im just being me, got the chicken, ribs and the potato salad,
Jamming to LTDs a love ballad, wait for it's time to eat, only beef we got,
Is when it comes to eat,
And greet, each other over success, and how many times, they've been blessed,
I guess, I don't care about fortune or fame, I'm just tryna get a focus, on my brain,
Smell the food, see a slow weight gain,
Things ain't never the same,
Never gone change, my aunt Betty always, going out of her range,
After we ate, she brought the *** cake, eat half the pie, without even taking a break,
**** im feeling greedy, but I can't help it,but I was hungry, now the itis,
Got me sleepy, and feeling tipsy, feel asleep on the porch, with a blunt in my mouth, half torched, word up....


Woke up back to this ways, to get my weight up, my uncles throwing me biz,
Young males thinking they grown, cuz they got some fizz,
On their chinny chin chin, soon begans, a roast session, for the firing,
They cut us deep, some comedians some just wanna see us, in the next news trend,
Tough love, goes alot further than fake love, with tears, pain and fake hugs,
They ask me why I'm packing slugs, it's too keep away from, the uniformed thugs,
Say no to drugs, keep my head inside of books, gets me alot, of ***** looks,
It's like the world, want you to be a crook, but I've never been shook,
I lay the game flat, imagine that, they say we couldn't make it, for being black,
**** the media, I be in ya area, causing mass mayhem until we scaring ya,
But I cant speak that conscious ****, cuz every family, member ain't down with,
Being true to ya self, it's a summer love, family barbecue, only.a few can keep it, real with you, and that's true,

I know you cant hear my sigh, but just know one day, I'll be up with chu in the sky,
I dont why, my days are getting shorter, feeling close the deaths order,
Ready to stand before the judge, and tell em why I been had a grudge, fudge,
On this life, destiny made many promises to me, but couldn't keep my babies,
Why I'm feeling like this, everyday i walk this earth, it's like taking a risk,
Life ain't supposed be about pain, it's supposed to be how many, lives you've changed, and I done came,
From alot of worries, I couldnt picture you being buried, before prom night,
I'm glancing in the dark room, so hard now I know I feel, Davids gloom,
As the pain starts to zoom, flashes of suicide running, steadily by my side,
I wish I was out, on a final ride, nobody knows me, its just and my poetry,
Filled with memories, I know smiling down at me, but growing in fury,
In a rage, cuz my hearts in a cage, cant unlock the misery, that seems to page,


I remember the summertime, barbecue cookouts, and us standing, in long lines,
You used to pinch me, from staring at your behind, I'm just claiming what's mine,
Baby girl, we taking on the world,
I had so many plans for us, so many routes for us, cruise cities and skip the bus,
Even though I always would cuss, you knew ways to minimize the fuss,
Always kept it on the hush, ya soft voice, honing deep inside my zoning,
Mental can't shake, the pain that loves to, sit like a stake, my heart breaks,
Every time, I think of your wake, as you lay, in the casket, I'm hoping you'll awake,
And we come home to make,
Love once again, but tears won't end, and death will always be a trend,
Cuz in the end, it'll be ya final friend, everybody get buried lonely,
So what's the point, of having a plot next to me, you see me, enjoying the misery,
It's been 14 years, but seems like a century, which I could see your beauty,
One last time, trade places just to taste the divine, I know yall good,
I'm used to pain, used to have alot of energy,
But all my love is drained,

"When life becomes your biggest foe,
Death becomes you best crony"

Check it, rubbing my bearded wools, looking at these, members of society,
Drool, hypnotized by the material spools, I just sit back, and play it cool,
My intellect pinned like a jewel, in school I was never, considered cool,
Tough love, played me like a fool, cuz I was tryna be, the main ingredient,
To a girl, I thought was heavenly sent, and to the homies, playing time spent,
On the corners, a few days later, they laying, under the hands, of the coroner,
But back to the girl, who I thought i could, rock her worlds,
Turns out, she just another strawberry in route, chasing *** clouts,
I changed up my route, now I'm tryna find another way out,
Out of the ghetto, most folks say they wanna, see ya make it,
But at the same time, they want to take it, watch the heat, then bake it,
Since my conscious is naked, seems normality is always, rejected,
I thought I was respected, until I seen lost souls, so disconnected,
They living on earth, half they lives polishing on reverse, I write these verses,
Only to show you, how they lay out the curses, i got the ultimate terses,
Im a keep laying the truth, till I'm in the hearses, until then my sorrow,
Will be here to follow, me every where I stand, and everywhere my destiny,
Destined to be, I'm part of the unsung tree, why they wanna **** me,
They giving out shots for free, without even touching their artillery, ya feeling me?
Ya filling you, honing ya every landing in ya zoning, Apache war hunger papi,
I'm only here to teach to the people, tell em to stop living to the life of evil,
I'm the lion, summoned from heaven, inside of hell, this ain't another fairytale,
Toast up with no cocktail, guess they feeling well, I always excel, master intel,
I got the soul of Peter, write gospels that'll, shake em up, landing me in jail,

Yo I see the people, talking many evils laying with the d'evils, saw ya sequel,
Longer ago, most souls bounded to the material escrow, move like a scarecrow,
Planted my seeds, show em how the world really feeds, off broken deeds,
Many folks who you love, love to see t
You bleed, heart of gold Apollo Creed,
Shot me well, and follow the blood spill, you'll see me unite, back together,
Sacrificial lamb, I am that I am, ain't scared to die, seen face to face with it,
So why lie, I'm tryna keep my sanctity, and at the same time, tryna peeps lies,
Told within a truth, many claim they lost souls of the youth, cant find purpose,
Running to the tubes, for another news,
Church service, I curved their circuits,
No chips for me, at my head or under my veins, I use about 30% of my brain,

Talks of this, talks of that, yeah you see where my hearts, been aiming at,
Temptations, change the stations, if you ain't feeling the vibes, I do it for the jives,
Living double lives, I've had many bees in the hives, concealed mind archives,
These days its hard to survive, money or not, judge me not, hard to avoid the rot,
**** a whole city, that's the **** plot, over 300 million, sold their souls,
To the hidden scrolls, I saw steps of a pyramid, an unfinished gig, ya dig,


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Feel your lonely tears, in the night, it's just a midst of a ****** in sight,
See the blood on the moon, and the sun, linked with, next to the fallen one,