The time I needed you the most ,
You weren't there .

I won't be their when I have all,
I won't be their now ,

You Saw my tears ,
You Saw my agony ,
You knew I was alone ,
No friends none ,

I have No one to talk to,
I expected you to be their
But that was my fault isn't.

Was happy that I made someone
Who will be with me till eternity.

But I was wrong .

Now I am afraid to love
Now I am afraid to make friends

I am short tempered I know
But I genuinely felt bad and regretted things that I said with my mouth .

My sorry came from bottom of my heart .

I guess that was not enough,

You did say many things that I didn't like too
But I always thought it's the moment that is bad not the person .

In the end I am here again standing with myself with a shattered mirror .
Seeing myself into 100 pieces in the broken mirror.

I hope you are happy now .
I still miss being with you ,
Taking with you , teasing you , making you angry , laughing with you .

I hope you are happy ,
and you get someone that truly understands you ,

Not like me who is short tempered and makes fuss if I don't get attention even for a slightest day .
Who makes fuss if I don't get to talk to you .

I am sad ,
But it's going to be alright .
You being happy was my priority ,
It doesn't matter if it happens with me being with you or not .

I won't be there now ,
This time I am hurt too .

Hope you do well

To
My prettiest friend

From
Satvik

Fed up with its destiny the moon started hunting the stars now* .

A friend like Hermione is what I care about .

Forever is not enough time for us ,

I will wait for you even after my death.

The more you care for them ,

The better you lose them !

Skip to the next track if you don't like the current .



I am not talking about the tracks .

"The problem within me isn't that I care too much; it's just that I start to expect the same from them."

The irony is striking: the one who once gave you strength now renders you vulnerable."

"Earlier, I couldn't live without her, but now I have to live without her."

Love demands Sacrifice.

But the true love makes it a gift ,

not a burden.

Don't fall for the persona; love the person – imperfections and all.

For it's in embracing their entirety that true connection and acceptance can flourish."

Proving        ❌
Improving   ✅

Even the sky is empty tonight ,
Can't see my stars .

Cultivated the skill of understanding,
wielded the power of being taken for granted.

"I get affected so easily,
That's not how a man should be.

I get affected so easily,
Even by the people I just met.

You know,
I give them a soft, comfy, cozy corner in my heart even though I just met them.

Well, I can't revert that so easily,
It's in my nature.

In return, they leave a burning mark in that corner.

Well, I expected something from them,
That's where I made a mistake.
I know this for sure.

I will remain the same in the future,
No doubt about it.
But maybe that corner of the heart will die,
People will come and enjoy, burn that part again, but I won't feel any pain.

I will be numb!
I will be numb!"

I need someone to talk to,
Guess, the mirror is the one for me.

I need someone to walk with me,
Guess, the shadow is only mine.

I need someone to eat with me,
Guess, my mouth is enough for me.

I need someone to hold my hand,
Guess, my pocket is there for me.

I need someone to watch with me,
Guess, my spectacles are all that's left with me

"Even the moon alters its face; what more can we expect from humans?"