Three holes,
Enter the ever sleep.
Void you never came,
You left me in different arms.
Through cuts of sleeves,
Breathe me,
Ether of eternity.
It came to me like a warm dream,
As if always meant to be.
A smile,
Gold laced and warmed by sunshine.
Like a whisper in the breeze,
She fed me.
More than I could eat,
Beyond what I could see.
A love I dare not describe,
The words would surely fail me.
When the time came,
I was given no choice to stay.
As warm as it was the cold awaited me,
Reality and pain was ready to embrace.
With reassuring grasp,
She told me to go while she stayed
And sent me on my way.
Wake me up,
Tell me sweet lies of reality,
Fill me with pain and anxiety,
Let me question my sanity,
My anesthesia laden dreams.
When the day is dead
And the night reigns,
I’ll whisper the truth:
I may not have died,
But I spoke to someone beyond the grave,
In a place of gold,
Why I cannot say.
No sacred lie could I deny,
The dead are far more alive than you and I.