I threw myself into the deep. Little did I know it would scar me, climbing out.

the love in him it cries for you
yet you left him bare and blue

so he starts to build his walls
so afraid, that he will not survive another fall

now stones have replaced his loving heart
and you should know, i will never forgive you for that

With bare hands
And nothing to lose
Into the air
I built a tower for two

Only lately it has just been me
My head it hurts
Where have you been?

lately the smoke in my head has been getting cloudier

i’m afraid i can’t keep up either

giving meaning to meaningless things is like drinking poison
it makes you hollow

i had hopes as well as aspirations and dreams. but as the river still steadily flowed through the streams. i did nothing to make any come true. now i guess that the time is due. before i had realised, the river was dry and i don’t feel enough anymore to even let myself cry.

I hate them for making me hate myself