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BeeVaishnavi Mar 25
"I hate rains when I'm the one drenching"
Says my friend
As we run from the clouded tears
Our footsteps matching,

A loud echo companied by a angry blue light,
View so bold, so beautiful in sight,
But it
Makes her jolt, tremble in fear..
Crouching amidst, a palm on each ear

Taking her time, her gaze lifting ever so slightly,
Takes my extended hand gripping tightly,
"Sorry" she mumbles as we March our way,
"I'm a woman of patience what can I say"
A brief smile tugs her,
"The was a brutal one, are you not afraid? It's more surprising, you being so unfazed"

"Oh dear, what's there to be scared?
The sky is just showing off it's
freedom to flair
If there's any emotion, stiring at that time
Against my morals it's jealousy at its peak"

Dumbfounded "Jealousy?" She questioned

"Look at the thunder,
Hear the out grown screams,
Look how it lashes it's anger
Making it's presence impossible to ignore
Don't we have same anger
Suppressed all along,
Running through the veins
Likely as a pattern of the same sky strike
But look at the power it has over us
While it can destroy without thinking twice
How it advances to the expanse of Sky
All we have is suppressed screams,
Though we carry patterns of similar  themes."
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
It's been 26 years almost,
And yet living like Jack is my best dream...
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Collision of three trains,
260 deaths,
Destruction of families...
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2022
I promised myself,
To not break it,
I promised,
To be me.
That's the most promising promise
What say?
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
Why is the other side of the world,
Where I can never exist,
Looks so beautiful and prosperous.
Like a home that I could never visit.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2022
It's the beauty of your mind,
That you still choose to move forward,
And didn't choose to give up,
Even if you could.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Dear God,
Can you fix my malfunctioning,
There are many nonsense embarrassing memories, I'm troubled with,
Can you replace them with my tomorrow's test work?
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2022
Everyone wants something,
I was one of them,
I was waiting for someone,
To take me home,
I was waiting for someone,
To hold my hand,
I wanted my shadow,
Surrounded by the others,
I wanted to know the ***** secrets,
I wanted a chance to feel their pain,
But certainly something things,
Aren't given to us,
In the end, my shadow ends up alone,
Scared, unnoticed, ignored.
And certainly, it's not the end though,
That shadow is becoming stronger,
As its wishes are dying.
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2022
Few flashbacks are so dark,
At times,
No distractions can change my mood,
Then happened something,
I felt really good,
It was written something on my book,
There's still 'HOPE' take a look!
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Whenever I'm nervous,
Whenever my mind stops working,
Whenever I feel I've nowhere to go I look for you Krishna,
My magic I need you again and always.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
How wonderful Moms are,
Whenever she scolds,
I keep quiet,
Looking at her red eyes,
Act like scared,
And then she stops,
Am I the smart one to know her weakness
Or
Is it her who's wonderful enough,
To know all my tricks and still get tricked.
I guess it's her who is exceptional.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
There are like a thousand emojis,
Yet none of them can be used to express my mood.
BeeVaishnavi Feb 2023
Cherish when you can,
Or
You will be shattered
When it's gone....
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
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เคœเฅ‹ เคนเคฎเฅ‡เค‚ เคธเคฎเค เคจเคนเฅ€เค‚ เคชเคพเคคเฅ‡ เคนเฅˆเค‚เฅค
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
I love flowers,
In the garden.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
In the end,
My mother,
Is the best solution.
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2023
I heard it's called
"Discombobulation".
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
Maybe not all the time,
But most of the time I like the person I'm turning into.
That's what gives me a sense of righteousness and peace.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
She was my best friend,
The best I could ever have,
I mourned for months when her family moved out,
I would tell everyone about the friendship we had,
I was so happy when I was meeting you again,
But that turned out to be very very sad,
You behaved as if you don't even know me,
First time in my life I felt my heart broken,
Instead of embarrassment, I felt lament,
I wish we had never met again,
I would have lived in our good memories,
You were my first heartbreak, the beginning, there were many after you,
The problem is within me,
If I'm into something I do it like a devotee,
I'm afraid that if this is howย ย friendship could affect me,
What would love do to me?
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
How do I tell her,
That it is " the foolish her", which she is desperate to hide,
made her more beautiful, natural and has my love.
How do I tell her, that I miss her "main kya hi karoon" waala laugh,
How do I tell her that I understand the world is mean but,
You can be yourself before me,
How do I tell her without telling her?
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
A boosting quote I've read today,
" I've known my limits,
  To cross them."
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
Oh dear,
My imagination and fantasies,
Of you,
Will destroy me someday.

Though it has become voluntary now,
The moment passed without your thought
Feels most unnatural,

The celebration of you in my mind,
Is designing my shrine,
I keep you near in my heart,
Reality gave me a heart attack.

Actuality and illusion,
I'm in between life and death,
Still, I'm hoping for a slight life in death,
Though I'm aware of Destruction,
I choose to be buried in you,
Not the real you but Mostly how I see you.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
The problem is always
With the"nice people",
Who are just nice.
Nothing more,
Nothing less.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
It's pretty burdensome,
When you swallow the tears,
Deep into your heart,
As their peace becomes more important than your pain.
But when alone they don't stop.
BeeVaishnavi Feb 2022
Not all the encounters end up to be glad,
Not all arrogant ones are bad,
Not all fangirls should be considered as mad,
Eventually, not all poets are always sad.
Isn't it?
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Luck may get partial sometimes,
But at some point ain't I lucky too,
As I'm still alive, breathing and writing.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
So far I have learnt till now...
Time to learn to be ruthless and selfish,
This world doesn't deserve your kindness anymore...
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
People who have a wonderful place in my heart, and memory,
I'm curious if they remember me,
Like I remember them.
BeeVaishnavi Dec 2023
Why do I want to run away,
As if far away, I would be there with me...
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
I don't understand people,
Who are sooo great at their work,
But so bad in behaviour and lifestyle.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2022
Extremism exists in the wrong place,
And fear rules over the courage of many,
Isn't the result pretty obvious,
Serenity turns into havoc.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2023
I'm writing this,
When I don't know what to write.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
I no longer believe that,
"Your first impression is your best impression".
They are almost fake and sometimes nervous.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
In a few issues, in fact in a lot of issues
" Ignoring what others may think is good
But aren't people making a little too rude?"
Just asking.
My mother taught me that "Maybe Not all the time but sometimes you should consider others' emotions."
BeeVaishnavi May 2022
No matter what I'm,
Who I am.
Changes will certainly be there,
But only for me and
Only if I want.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2022
Those shiny eyes, faintly smile,
Messing up hair and that soulful gaze,
Your every expression makes me amazed,
How foolish of me to try to seize this pricelessย ย art,
With the countable pixels of this little lens,
Usually, I look at things,
But now I'm rejoicing you, Through my eyes,
Feel you through my heart,
The air around us has a fragrance of happiness.
This is your reality, not appreciation.
It really happens, my eyes see something totally different... Which connects to my heart
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
I was firm to prevent just one thing,
I must have committed a great sin in my past life,
Because now the whole universe all of a sudden is trapping me into that something,
That something is now Everywhere, including my mind,
Injecting its beauty through my eyes, into my veins, lungs and heart.
Okay, world you hit the spot,
you can stop I'm scammed,
You win and I fell...
Now,
I'm a patient with no cure.
Now take the responsibility ๐Ÿ˜ข
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2023
There's nothing:oh- so very startling,
If one day we're told that
We live in illusions,
I understand worry is the most futile work,
Any human can perform,
In any sense of life,
So instead let me take a peek,
Of Your illusion, and gain some experience,
To bring out the nicest and most beautiful delicacy,
Out of my psyche fallacy.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
And
As always,
I ended up
Picking the pieces of my heart.

It's going to be like this, isn't it,
This is why I stopped talking,
Why not just leave me alone?

Invading my space,
Makes me feel special,
And throws me off the cliff.
BeeVaishnavi Dec 2023
Overwhelming,
Is it how love is?
I guess it is,
But no one will warn,
If it was happiness or hell,
If love was supposed to feel like this,
Every single moment has become enacting  hell,
To the point where death seems so well,
All the tears that were swallowed,
My heart has reached its absolute swell,
Now that I think,
Am I even being loved?

How does it feel to be loved?
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
Maybe because of the familiarity
Or knowledge of their real lives
somehow
Movies and actors never made me feel,
How my old and shredded books have.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
Plants are breathing,
So am I,
Trees are dancing,
So am I,
The weather is cool,
And my coffee is hot,
This morning feels so nice.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
I've set my thoughts on happiness,
They are so different for me,
Motivation as well,
I don't seek it from the outside anymore,
I went through my Fit app,
It's officially 4 months on and off,
I can see the big lines on my big belly,
Even the slightest flat, is a sight,
I can see my double chin hanging on a little tighter,
Now I will do a thousand steps more,
Now I will happily cut my ties with junkies,
Oh, now I love diets.
I'm amazed,
I cried in the beginning,
Now I'm enjoying the same.
Consistency is a journey,
Of unexpected lopsided turns.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
Made my feet through the gates,
My mighty anxiety awaits,
The doorbell seems effortless,
Yet I still choose to Knock.
The hard surface of wood,
Shoved my knuckles,
Indicating the sealed, I can never unlock.
So much to say,
I wished to let it all,
Maybe that's why when I saw you,
I could say nothing at all.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Have you ever felt
Like you are absorbing the calmness,
Just like a sponge absorbs water,
Entering through each pore,
My inner voices are silenced,
It's so good, I'm rejoicing it,
So this is how peace feels like.
It's like sleeping awake.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
/When you are around,
My vision becomes unmistakable,
My nose could inhale no odour but your fragrance,
My racing heart would beat the fastest racing horses,
My ears have no option but to rejoice in the music flowing from your mouth,
But the problem is,
When you are around,
My legs stick to the ground,
My hands tremble and
My mouth shuts.
/
BeeVaishnavi Feb 2023
Why are we trying so hard to Survive?
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Now I wish I'm never out of words,
So that our conversation never dies.
BeeVaishnavi Dec 2022
Why does Day by day it's getting harder,
When it's Nothing new but a replay,
It's okay till others ignored it,
But what if you too are ignoring your feelings?

I have a heartbeat but my heart is so passionless,
My body doesn't feel right as my soul has abandoned it,
Sometimes I think Am I even living?
Now I'm wondering
What is it like to live?
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
Chamak Si andher-on mai,
Nazaraane waali raaz-on mai,
Sabar ke pehnav mai,
Gehraion ke taalash mai.

In the gleam of darkness,
In the obvious enigmas,
In the word of patience,
In the search of depths...
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