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BeeVaishnavi Mar 25
"I hate rains when I'm the one drenching"
Says my friend
As we run from the clouded tears
Our footsteps matching,

A loud echo companied by a angry blue light,
View so bold, so beautiful in sight,
But it
Makes her jolt, tremble in fear..
Crouching amidst, a palm on each ear

Taking her time, her gaze lifting ever so slightly,
Takes my extended hand gripping tightly,
"Sorry" she mumbles as we March our way,
"I'm a woman of patience what can I say"
A brief smile tugs her,
"The was a brutal one, are you not afraid? It's more surprising, you being so unfazed"

"Oh dear, what's there to be scared?
The sky is just showing off it's
freedom to flair
If there's any emotion, stiring at that time
Against my morals it's jealousy at its peak"

Dumbfounded "Jealousy?" She questioned

"Look at the thunder,
Hear the out grown screams,
Look how it lashes it's anger
Making it's presence impossible to ignore
Don't we have same anger
Suppressed all along,
Running through the veins
Likely as a pattern of the same sky strike
But look at the power it has over us
While it can destroy without thinking twice
How it advances to the expanse of Sky
All we have is suppressed screams,
Though we carry patterns of similar  themes."
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
It's been 26 years almost,
And yet living like Jack is my best dream...
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Collision of three trains,
260 deaths,
Destruction of families...
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2022
I promised myself,
To not break it,
I promised,
To be me.
That's the most promising promise
What say?
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
Why is the other side of the world,
Where I can never exist,
Looks so beautiful and prosperous.
Like a home that I could never visit.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
My World of Illusion,
Is your entourage,
I'm a desperate thirsty fool,
And you are a mirage.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
I hate the way your smile holds so much power over me.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
And
As always,
I ended up
Picking the pieces of my heart.

It's going to be like this, isn't it,
This is why I stopped talking,
Why not just leave me alone?

Invading my space,
Makes me feel special,
And throws me off the cliff.
BeeVaishnavi May 2022
I've been blaming myself,
As I was the odd one,
Until it strikes my mind,
Maybe I don't belong here in the first place.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Have you ever felt
Like you are absorbing the calmness,
Just like a sponge absorbs water,
Entering through each pore,
My inner voices are silenced,
It's so good, I'm rejoicing it,
So this is how peace feels like.
It's like sleeping awake.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Now I wish I'm never out of words,
So that our conversation never dies.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
It's pretty burdensome,
When you swallow the tears,
Deep into your heart,
As their peace becomes more important than your pain.
But when alone they don't stop.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
Wounds turn numb,
When they are healing.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
I would be very happy,
If my parents would have been at least a little selfish.

Infinite guilt consumes me whenever I see them.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
How pitiful to have stereotypes for almost everything.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
I'm someone to you,
That I never had when I needed.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2022
ఎన్నెన్నో మీల్లు దాటి ముందుకు వెళుతున్న,
ఓ ప్రియమైన క్షనమా,
గడిచిన ప్రతి గడియ, తిరిగి రాదని,
నిన్ను లెక్కచేయని ,
నన్ను వెక్కిరి చూపులు చూస్తూ వెళ్తున్నావా,
దాటిన క్షణనం కన్న విలువైన సంపద,
ఇంక ఒకటి ఉంది మిత్రమా,
నీకోసమే వేచి చూస్తున్నా,
అంటూ అంటుంది,
కొత్త ఆశలు,ఉత్సాహం,పట్టుదల గల,
మరో ఉదయమా...
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
Sleep is my favourite foe.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
Aaj samaj aaraha hai,
Sabkuch acha hone
Aur
Sabkuch acha lagne ka fark.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
Oh dear,
My imagination and fantasies,
Of you,
Will destroy me someday.

Though it has become voluntary now,
The moment passed without your thought
Feels most unnatural,

The celebration of you in my mind,
Is designing my shrine,
I keep you near in my heart,
Reality gave me a heart attack.

Actuality and illusion,
I'm in between life and death,
Still, I'm hoping for a slight life in death,
Though I'm aware of Destruction,
I choose to be buried in you,
Not the real you but Mostly how I see you.
BeeVaishnavi Aug 2023
Who knew
There's an emotion
Where
Even happiness could ache..
Well,
Now it defines happy tears.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
How wonderful Moms are,
Whenever she scolds,
I keep quiet,
Looking at her red eyes,
Act like scared,
And then she stops,
Am I the smart one to know her weakness
Or
Is it her who's wonderful enough,
To know all my tricks and still get tricked.
I guess it's her who is exceptional.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
Even if eyelids cover my eyes,
I can feel them wide open,
Piercing into the darkness,
Away From the Doze
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
At first, I thought it was unfair,
That when I was most humble,
I met the hostile,
When I was determined to change,
I met the most humble,
Then I realised it was never about fair or unfair,
It was always a matter of choice.
We all are built uniquely,
If we change we should be a satisfactory change.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2022
It's the beauty of your mind,
That you still choose to move forward,
And didn't choose to give up,
Even if you could.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2022
Everything around me
Is just going in the lapse,
Quite opposite of what we've been taught.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
Plants are breathing,
So am I,
Trees are dancing,
So am I,
The weather is cool,
And my coffee is hot,
This morning feels so nice.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
I've got clarity,
So, I'm at peace.

I'm at peace,
So, I got some clarity.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2023
My mind says Give up! Give Up! Give Up!
And I say Shut Up! Shut Up! Shut Up!
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
People who have a wonderful place in my heart, and memory,
I'm curious if they remember me,
Like I remember them.
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2023
If dreams carve my tale world,
Music adds essence to them...
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
There are like a thousand emojis,
Yet none of them can be used to express my mood.
BeeVaishnavi Dec 2022
Din raat mann mera bas yahi soche,
Bina paronke aasmaan ko kaise chuye.
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
I was firm to prevent just one thing,
I must have committed a great sin in my past life,
Because now the whole universe all of a sudden is trapping me into that something,
That something is now Everywhere, including my mind,
Injecting its beauty through my eyes, into my veins, lungs and heart.
Okay, world you hit the spot,
you can stop I'm scammed,
You win and I fell...
Now,
I'm a patient with no cure.
Now take the responsibility 😢
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2023
The higher my emotion graph rises,
The deeper it falls, if not
I'll be having a possibility that it's going to fall,
Peace is in being a straight line, between nowhere...
Calmer and more satisfying
But it would be a phenomenal surprise,
If our emotions were nearly as controllable,
As a remote control toy.
Rather not so simple,
yet
I'll simply assume I'm a straight line.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2022
I know I'm not in a situation,
Where I can hold onto you any longer,
But I'm not leaving you either,
You cannot full fill my needs,
And my happiness cannot get replenished
Without you.
I just request you to wait for a little longer,
Until I become stronger,
Though my needs lie somewhere else,
All my passion was only for you.
Someday when I completely devote myself to you,
Only then I'll be able to actually live.
Haa life never gives us what we want neither people nor profession.
BeeVaishnavi Feb 2023
A mental note📒,
We
SURVIVE
to
"LIVE".
In the process of surviving,
I don't want to forget living.
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
I said, "I'm used to love you,"
You thought it was a grammar mistake.
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2023
Someday,
If everything goes well,
And if I'm still alive in my 60's,
I'll leave everything behind
And go into the mountains
I'll write letters to everyone

When you stop receiving them,
Come looking for me.
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2022
I wonder all the time,
Is being good or too good,
Whatever it is,
Is it good or not so good,
Huh, what's with this goodness?
Tried in a funny way
BeeVaishnavi Jun 2023
There seems no place for me to shout,
Until my I omit everything,
So I'm screaming through my words.
BeeVaishnavi May 2022
I don't feel outcasted anymore,
Maybe I'm alone but not lonely,
Enjoying my own company gives me happiness,
Which is at another level.
BeeVaishnavi Apr 2022
So far I have learnt till now...
Time to learn to be ruthless and selfish,
This world doesn't deserve your kindness anymore...
BeeVaishnavi Sep 2023
It's alarming,
How most of the Freedom is from within.
BeeVaishnavi Mar 2023
I'm gonna have some nerve,
To begin the verve...
BeeVaishnavi Apr 6
It was raining yesterday,
I was at the balcony,
relishing the usual beauty,
soothing breeze, dancing trees,
until something caught my eye,
amidst the woodlot, thin and high,
unmoving, not drenching,
it was extricating
amidst the sways, still it stays,
dip... dip dip drip the drops
pitter-patter, whoosh and splash
everything subsides,



I see the silence,
I hear the silence.
I don't think I'd be able to explain, but I tried!
BeeVaishnavi May 2023
Reppavesi loppale aapesina prathi kanneeti binduvulu,
Samrudram la yuddhaniki vasthe,
Poraadedhi ela
BeeVaishnavi Oct 2022
Is there any place,
Where there isn't any hatred?
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
While I was counting on my reasons to live,
Dear readers,
Reading Your poems was one of the nicest reasons,
I'm still counting and thinking of mine,
I'm curious, will you too think and give some of the reasons which are fine.
BeeVaishnavi Jul 2023
Pata hai jab tum mile,
Pehli baar aisa aehsas hua,
Aise sunn ne waala hi toh chahiye tha,
Pehli baar sunne ka nahi baatien karne ka mann hua,
pehli baar aise gajab ke jawab dekne mile,
Aur tumne bhi toh kahan ki tumhe bolna bohot pasand hai,
Aur sunn na kam, par phir bhi mere baatien sunn na pasand karte the tum,
Abb Phir bhi tumse dil na lagau, yeh kahan se moomkin hotha,
Din bhar har cheez se aise juda diya tumhe,
Haan agar aaj baat hogi toh yeh poochungi usey,
Abb din bhar bas tumhari yaadien satate hai,
Woh saare cheej jinse tum jude **, raat bhar rulate hai,
Aur tum toh aise ghumshuda hogaye,
Jaise kabhi kuch hua hi nahi tha.
Kya tumhara koi kasoor bhi hai,
Yea yeh aehsaas sirf mere the,
Bohot dar tha ek tharfa pyaar se,
Abb toh hum usi mai barse.
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