Something hot and fierce
Swells up inside me
My breathing is short and fast
As my head boils and sizzles
From the heat of my body
Scorching and it is scalding
This rage I have inside me
Is overwhelming my soul
I lift my head, roaring
Deafening like the thunders
I take a deep breath
Slowing my heart beat
Hand over my chest
As I push the rage
Down, all the way down
Till the fire is out

These lonely hours
Very late at night
Slowly, but steadily
Creep in with the shadows
Coming unnoticed
And with no welcome
Melancholy sets in
The night getting darker
The heartaches of pain
Come flooding in waves
Many tears were shed
With cries in the night
The rare moments like these
Filled with emotion
At lonely hours
Very late at night

The kisses you gave me
Oh how they were so sweet
All the times spent with you
They are all so precious
Hearing your loud and euphonious laugh
Is better than Beethoven’s symphonies
Just seeing your lovely smile
Takes all my worries away
It’s hard to believe
That those times are gone
It all seems just like yesterday
That I was still holding your hand
The kisses you gave me
Oh how they were so sweet

Sitting here
Just staring
At the wall
Blank and white
Thinking about the past
And what I could have changed
Thinking about the present
How I can be better
Thinking about the future
Of what it has in store
I sighed and took a breath
Thinking about it all

I woke up sore
Shower is cold
I missed breakfast
Working late
I’m halfway through the week
Weekend is far away
But I’m content
I have family
I have all my friends
I can breathe
I have sleep
All my needs
Are fulfilled
My life isn’t perfect
But I’m content with it

I close my eyes
To see a world
Where there is nothing wrong
Everything is perfect
Hunger is unheard of
World wars never happened
People are in harmony
And loving is natural
Everyone is happy
Smiles on everyone’s face
Everything I ever wanted
All of my wants, it is all here
All the dreams I had
In here, they are real
Then I jolt back to reality
And I’m back to where I was before

Inside, very deep inside
The very depths of my heart
There is a storm
Out of control
The wind is getting violent
My vision is limited
My ears are ringing
With roaring thunders
Drops of rain begin to hit me
Each one, bringing many more
Very quickly
My clothes are soaked
The wind, now screaming and raging
As if spurred on by the devil
The thunder strikes near
Almost hitting me
With both my hands in front of me
I take a step, then another
Searching for a way out
Of the storm in my heart