My Pen Is Uncapped

Oh, beautiful morning how I love you
I pour my coffee set at my desk
making a big mess
Looking at my notebook
ready to start my day
my pen is uncapped
My eyes is gazing at the blank pages
of true mystery that my brain will
set the ink to write what my heart bleeds
for all to read that comes from me
to a world of a poetic mind,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

My senseless Love,

we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry

The Ink on the poet’s sheet
has been smeared with so much tears
The hands that rips the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s hand write
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes
its words will last a life time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990

My senseless Love
we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry;

The Ink on the poet’s sheet had been smeared
with so much tears
The hands that rips the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written;

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died;

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s hand write
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul;

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes its words will last a life time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Thoughts Of You

I hold my thoughts of you
Playing over and over in my mind,
While my boat is on shore,
I thought so hard about your words,

Oh, how my tears flowed,
When I could still see,
you looking at me with anger in your eyes
because I didn’t want to be by your side,

I don't want to feel this way,
you always kept me so sad,
you always had a way to make me feel pain,
too much pain that brought on rain,

I don't want to stay this away
but if you stay in my mind
in my heart, Fairytale darkness
is what I will always find playing on my mind,

you always tell me lies
just to keep me by your side,
always cutting at my heart
just to see me fall apart,
I would love to forget about you.

So, I take some time to sail the sea,
But you are always given me darken dreams.

Poetic Lilly Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY TURBULENT OF TEARS
Mon, 08/22/2016 - 14:42 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The Night had made its way
and the pains started sinking in,
I open my mind to that time
when autumn was my friend
but that was way back then ,

I could feel the coldness
in the air holding much fear
while I looked out side to see
if everything is fine
that's when old memories
started rushing back at me,

I see the darkness all around
I see the old streetlight
holding its gloom
autumn leaves fallen down by my feet
my mind started to fine the memory
of his eyes looking back at me ,

My heart started to break
while the blood of me
started making a sea in darken dreams
the street is run red
while his words started playing with my mind
his voice cutting into the fog of dreams
my tears run like a thunderstorm of rain,

Oh, how I can feel the pains of yesterdays
intensified with protests cries
asking him why do you want me like this?
I was in a state of emergency
I feel I can no longer breath
Dark Angel is a rebel of pain
He gives Darken Dreams .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

MY WALK WITH GOD
Sun, 08/14/2016 - 02:18 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I would take my walk and have my talk
and I would tell my God all that was in my heart
I would cry and cry until I felt good inside .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

My Words

My words
My thoughts
My poor bleeding heart
I write down my own pain
in my blood stain ink
for all to read what it is I bleed,

Life and Death we all do face
memories and agony's
comes to me in darken dreams
winter winds calling at me again
rains and storms
wrap around my mind over time,

Body and flesh made a bed
bones and ashes broke the glass
of my beaten down past
the windows of my life
cut me deep with a knife ,

Words and sound
kept me bond
clowns and crowns left the town
while they where all dancing around
looking to be found ,

My mind roamed around
my heart wasn't found
cold and abused because of you
this world of darkness is a big mess  
darkness holds the voice of lies ,

Old memories cut deep
that made darken dreams
all about he and I of all times
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY WORDS I BLEED
Fri, 08/12/2016 - 11:53 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I stand on high most of the time
when others read about me
who speaks of my words aloud
for others to hear and see ,
I know my words can be so dark
but never let them stumble you
this is my own written words
that cuts deep into my soul
that burns me to the core
of the red sea that bleeds ,
What are words if you cannot use them?
what are dreams if you cannot dream them ?
I was a child sometime ago
holding the pains of yesterdays
in the kingdom of broken dreams
I had lost many things
most of my life I felt the rain
Love was once strong half way into my life
but then that one had died
darken paths was handed down to me
like the old crying sea
the velvet moon became a silent friend
even to my very end .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

NO RHYTHM IN HIS BONES
Mon, 09/05/2016 - 16:45 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Just turn and look
and tell me what you see
he just moved along
like the winter breeze
Then he turn and said
I love to see you bleed
lost into darken dreams of me
I cried so ******* that winters night
he gave me so much fright
almost taken my mind
I had learned so much from him
but nothing of any good
you know he came from the hood
that is no manhood,
In his eyes all you see is the dark side
nothing nice to see that comes from he
Dark Angel gives out a cough
then he takes his walk
he holds so much envy
for the light of what is right
the bullets of pride reaches the sky
he holds no rhythm in his bones ,
his life of the unknown is his home
his heart is dark and cold
holds no hope
but every September
he will always remember me.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

There is not enough
words for me to put down
when it comes to what I
hold deep within my mind .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Not Too Long Ago

Not too long ago,
I did write my famous lines
the power of my pains
did bring more rain to all who reads
my heart felt words
that I had written down
in my own blood stain ink,

My words are strong a
yet very deep like the sea
it holds things of long ago
it talks about the pains of yesterdays
I had never denied
my tears for all to hear,

They fall into the cup for all to drink
that will run deep
into your veins while you dream
all about me,
darken dreams will make you feel
you are going to die in a hateful ride
in another time of long ago,

You will scream out so much pain
but no one will ever hear a thing
my pains will rise in everyone’s eyes
that sees me dancing around
in the cold September storm,

To all those who reads about me
you will hear the cries
of the foreign tongues
of mockery of darken time
that cuts away at the mind.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

O BLACK BIRD
Sat, 07/09/2016 - 12:35 -- Poetic Judy Emery
O  BLACK  BIRD

Dreams of darkness comes the black birds
the birds of lies
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take your last breath
the black bird that stands around a hidden crowd
shadows that are dark and powerful,
O black bird you feel you are the graceful one
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage
water you will always crave
you will have a mirror of your ugliness
you will have to pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
o black bird look what you have done
you whispered lies to keep other birds on your side
your secrets are deadly full with fears
but soon that too will despair from our atmosphere
you o black bird will soon be caught
you will never be free from darken dreams,

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)

OBSESSION Of DARK ANGEL

Dark Angel wings that will never fly,
Dark Angel ripped and torn
my heart out from me,
he even broken my wings,

''Wiggling and whimpering'',
of a pain I will never forget,  
Obsession in his eyes over me
with so much jealousy,
  
his darken soul filled with scorn,
covered with hated tears,
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near,
painted fears are what I bared
in my mind over time,
he pains that sears with words doubts,

he touched my body
then started touching my hair
with a touch of lust,
with deep words of hurt,
Obsession of ****** screams
are like a wounded animal,

He read my dreams for freedom,
something he could never see
what it is he truly is looking for,
he loves working on my mind
play around with my heart
my body he loves so much,

He gives me no choice to live or die,
he takes my name and call me
and changed it to ‘’Blue Moon’’
the he changed it again to ‘’Moonlight,’’

He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce of anger,
Dark Angel broken my wings,
just to hear me scream,
then he would say,
I will never let you fly away,

He surrounds me and puts me
In a dark cold room,
with heavy chains on me,
in this upper room
in ''Paris ‘‘at the old convent building,
  
Were lies are being told
by a priest of a ghost,
miss leading the way
giving out his voice to a darken world,
  
that no one cares to see or hear,
Dark Angel covers me in shame
of his own darken lust,

In the dark he feasts on my insecurity,
His obsession is what broken him down,
my wings are torn
My spirit is broken,
I feel so shredded and abuse,

My eternal darkness is with he
this is where I'm headed,
No love will ever find me,
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel,
He feeds off my fears,

Dark Angel tells me,
I must obey all his commands,
because I have no love of my own,
You belong to me,
you can't understand
how much you mean to me,

I now became Dark Angels little toy,
I have something to say my dear,
Come, come near,
I want your all, give me your heart,
I want your body mind and spirit,

I looked at him with a smirk on my face,
telling him it will never happen,
But only in his dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989

Ocean Blue

Ocean blue of wander
makes the heart grow fonder
you are the beauty to the crying eyes
that sees the color you bring
you brighten the way from
a bad rainy day.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

OCEAN BLUE
Mon, 08/08/2016 - 15:25 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Ocean blue of wander
makes the heart grow fonder
you are the beauty to the crying eyes
that sees the color you bring
you brighten the way from
a bad rainy day .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Dreams of darkness
comes the black birds
that are crying in the fields
the birds has told so many lies
that Dark Angel taken the home
to a place they will never forget,

Oh, little black birds
look what you have done !
the bird see death right in the eyes
death sitting in a nest right by their side
he is the one that will take you
to darken places
you will have to face each place
no matter how painful it gets,

He is the one who will make you cry
day and night
he will make you feel you are almost dead
he will scare you to your last breath
the black bird
that stands around are hidden crowd
Oh Black Bird
there are no way out ,

shadows of darkness is over you
that holds power over every move of you
Oh, black bird
do you feel your loneliness yet?
to you feel your emptiness
you are found and bound
locked away in your cage
water you will always crave ,

you will have a mirror of your ugliness
you will have to pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift
until you take that away
Oh, black bird
look what you have done !

you whispered lies way too many times
to keep other birds on your side
your secrets are deadly
and full with fears
to all who stands so near
soon that to will despair from you
the atmosphere will no longer be at peace,

Oh, black bird
you are now caught
you will never be free
from darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

OLD DESIRES

Old  desires made the fire
every time I think about you
I feel the flame burning deep within me
I think about those blissful years
when there was no sad tears ,

I had written you in my heart
sometime ago
when loves curtain open
for the world to see our show of long ago
those old comforted memories
of you and I made me cry,

Now the curtain of our love closed
it burn the old fire out
all we have is the smoke from the flames
that brought on yesterday's pains
given so much rain
I feel so a shame
to let or love end this away,

Those old desire
made long lasting memories
when your love was with me
I could almost feel your every touch
when the wind blows my way
it is almost like you are kissing at my lips
oh, how that burns deep within me,

Those old desires
kept that flame burning on high
with those fragile moments
where tears started to flow
and the curtain began to close
and that was the end of our show
of long ago smoke .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

OLD DESIRES
Fri, 08/26/2016 - 13:57 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Old  desires made the fire
every time I think about you
I feel the flame burning deep within me
I think about those blissful years
when there was no sad tears ,

I had written you in my heart
sometime ago
when loves curtain open
for the world to see our show of long ago
those old comforted memories
of you and I made me cry,

Now the curtain of our love closed
it burn the old fire out
all we have is the smoke from the flames
that brought on yesterday's pains
given so much rain
I feel so a shame
to let or love end this away,

Those old desire
made long lasting memories
when your love was with me
I could almost feel your every touch
when the wind blows my way
it is almost like you are kissing at my lips
oh, how that burns deep within me,

Those old desires
kept that flame burning on high
with those fragile moments
where tears started to flow
and the curtain began to close
and that was the end of our show
of long ago smoke .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Old wounds cut deep
When I look at the colored sky
held a story to my eyes
of long ago where stories are being told
but mine stayed buried deep within .
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me a lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurts so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

Its like being in a heated up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

OLD WOUNDS

Old wounds cut deep
The passion did leave,
Which I once consumed,

When I look at the colored sky
held a story to my eyes
of long ago where stories are told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me a lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

It’s like being in a heated-up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

O MIRROR OF TIME
Sun, 07/17/2016 - 14:51 -- Poetic Judy Emery
O mirror of time
I can see you at all times
you are apart of my mind
holding the pains of yesterdays
I can see the eyes of me

looking back deep within my soul
to everything I know of long ago
When I walk over to the mirror
that stands so tall in my darken room

I see the lies of he that was once with me
o how that made my heart bleed
like the rushing red sea
I find myself going over and over
each lying words that he would tell me

My tears would roll down from my eyes
down on my face of yesterdays
I keep on looking in the mirror of time
just to see he eyes looking deep within mine

I hold in my heart and mind
so much regrets ;
I don't have the words I truly want to say
I feel as if time had stopped and left me marked
deep down in my heart ,

I could see his eyes looking over me
while he laugh as I cry
while he cycles pains in my mind
I could still feel his ever touch
o how I hate that so much ,

I go down on my knees
while my heart bleeds
while my own eyes look back at me
in the mirror of time
battling away on my faith

like I have been locked away in a cage
like a bird hoping to be free
into the mirror I did see
Angel of love locking back at me
the light that shines so bright
gave me hope for better days .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

One Day

Some days I am lonesome
because I want to talk to you  
I stand by my window
next to my bed looking out to
a darken sky

  
Even the stars wondering where you are  
Why do you have to be so far from me?
I call you and tell you I love you
because my love is true
I need You

When I dream
I dream of only being with You  
In my dream, I am typing away ox to you
even when I am so blue crying over You

  
When I tell, you I love you?
It comes right from the heart
to you in a call hoping it reaches
your heart

When this old body is with your old body
What a happy day that will be
in beautiful Spring  

We can watch the sun come up
and watch the stars shine above
in so much Love

But until then we must keep on
talking on the phone hoping  
And wishing to be near each other

Dreaming for our first Kiss
Today I was going to write you a poem
I made a pie instead  

It took about the same amount of time
of course, the pie was a final draft
A poem would have taken some time
Some days

Maybe even weeks and months to come
In a year, you will be hear with me
You say in a phone call away
  
I hear your words
I love you on the phone and it sound
so, clear to me

Oh, how I wish you were her my dear  
Someday I pray this loneliness will
go away with the clouds of gray
  
I woke up from a dream
then I slept again with so much going on
and had many more dreams
you were here with me

Then today an artist comes to me  
Can I draw you photo of the weather your end?  
Then he draws away of brighter days
  
He put a smile on my face  
This winter afternoon I saw and Old man
and woman walking by my window
And it drawn me back you

The love they have in their eyes will be
One day you and me
and not just in dreams

I hold on and one day you will come
home to stay
That will be the start of You and I
a Love that never died.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen OF Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ONLY YOU
Thu, 08/25/2016 - 16:08 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I'm crying deep within
were no one can hear me
but you do .
I'm wounded in so many ways
but only you can feel all my pains
only you can hear my voice
when I cry out in so many ways ,
When my teardrops fall
and they do fall hard
you are the only one
that can hear them fall
I know I had always tried to be strong
to those who are around me that are weak
I always pray to you
to find the right words to help them find comfort
But when my day's are over
and the night comes in like a storm
pushing at all my emotions
no matter what I do
to try to stop the rain
more pains come my way
each tear that I let fall from my eyes
they all have a name
that had given me much pain
I cry and I pray for better days
those life time cuts are very deep
But only You could every know this
only you could ever love me through it
when my heart bleeds on out
you give me rain showers
to wash me clean so I could help another
to find their way out of a darken place .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Open Diary Of Me

Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love
if I was a little girl
I would change everything that gave pain
I would wrap myself up in love,

But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that had been in and out of love
How sad it is to understand the pain of it all
when love leaves you to fall
Some say that is the beauty of it all,

Image the astonishing beauty of rain
I touch many artist eyes
readers minds as I write out my pains
I understand my own faith
yet, for my own sake I rather let out my cries
in the number of years I felt my heart slowly die,

I unwrapped my pains into my faithful diary
it is a heavy yet rough plaid material
it fastened with brass clasp
but as soon as it was to be open
the heartaches begins
with an outcry pain that has no end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999