A FAVORABLE STORY OF ME

Darkness like something cold
is in the air brings on fear;
In my heart,
I can feel an aura of evil
standing near;
like it is trying to preserve
all my inner emotions,
All day I’ve been feeling a built
Of pain of something from
another life time;
where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun,
but then something happened
to the beauty of the land,
ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fisher mans was out
casting their nets;
Oh, how the horizon bleeds
Upon on the blood stain sand
Where it is the dark king stands,
Where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight,
Making his way into the night
Making darken dreams to all who sleeps,
I wondered why this evil king
Always comes around me?
This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries
These dreams are something of what I
Had lived; but come to me in history form
It’s as if I could eat away the sky
That field my heart with so much pain,
I can still smell the apple ash trees
That burn in the time of long ago
A story that one day will be told,
It will be a lifetime accomplishment of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A HUNDRED AND FORTY – FOUR THOUSAND

I watch the moon hang on high
while the stars dance around in the sky,
to an ancient world of all times,
a festival of true love,
where the light shined so bright
deep into the night,
Oh, the sacred love from heaven above
Is a blessing to all who see,
upon the great lakes and sea of many dreams,
Oh, what a divine love that shines out to me,
Into a world of broken dreams,
Oh, how my heart holds passion,
for the hundred and forty-four thousand,
The chosen ones, who have surrendered their all
To the Mighty God Jehovah and Jesus,
Oh, how the radiant sun shine with true love
From heaven above on to us.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All The Paths

All paths lead to you  
my heart run's on confused
a wind of love blew my way  
now I feel so out of place
I say crazy things I try not to say
I act so funny when you walk my way
I think I'm starting to stray
you are the evening star that has taken
my heart to better day's
all paths lead to you and my nights to  
what am I going to do about you  
Oh, my heart is so confused
Hill-top or low
You are the white birch
In the sun's glow
soon I must face the truth
I am in love with you
all paths lead to you
where e'er I roam
you are the lark-song
calling me home so lets go lead me on  
because were going home were lovers go  
You capture my soul
now we are one and your so much fun.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

ALONE
Being alone
isn't a bad thing
it’s just a new starting point
in my life
just to find my own strength.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Alone Tonight

I see your alone tonight
for all the wrong's I have done
you must know how much
I truly love you
would you mine given me a call
I would like to cry out my heart to you
if you would only let me do so
would you mine coming home with me
lets  talk about everything  over Tea
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love mean so much  too me
I'm sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
You told me to walk away ?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keep going on
My heart is in so much pain
it feels like a Hurricane
That wont go away
I call you once more
to ask you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world to me
a love I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know
how to show you truly how I feel
my love for you is truly real
So I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Alone Tonight

I see your here alone tonight
The wrong I have done was not
Sowed you how much I love you
Would you mine given me a call
Where I can cry out my heart
Would you mine coming home with me
And talking it over some Herb Tea ?
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love mean the world to me and I am
Sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
You told me to walk away ?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keep going on
My heart is in so much pain  
it feels like a Hurricane
That wont go away
So I call you once more
asking you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world and the love
I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know how
to show you truly how I feel
But my love for you is truly real
I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

ANCIENT COLORED FLOOR
Cold grey walls;
color ancient floor
big wooden doors
spots of mold
all over the window pan,
with blood stain words
in dull faded purple,
words I didn’t understand
while my body growing weaker
while my spirit sinks deeper.
while true love washed away
just to leave me in all this pain,
The rain comes down in colored
pearl pit purple;
when the rain falls
it sounds like heavy thunder
on the sea rocks by the docks,
hollow memories;
started making its way back to me,
like I have been lost into darken dreams,
I see the eyes of the sea;
doomed as they could be
looking back at me,
I see blood dripping down the walls
pain crawling all over me
But I couldn’t scream;
Dark Angel shut my heart,
Then he hands me a looking glass
Of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains cut me more
I started falling on the panted floor
near that old wooden door,
while Dark Angel, calls out my name,
Come, Moonlight take my hand
and I will be your King.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Ancient Past

Oh, Dark Angel, you cast your anger
You call so many hateful names
night and day, outcast you would say,
while they hid their face,
You had told me,
on that cold autumn day,
don't trust what your eyes may see
because things aren't always what they seem,
look at me Moonlight,
will you allow me to take you in my arms?
Come to me my queen, let me tell you
my stories from an ancient past,
while the night moved on
his words would flow,
then he looked at me like he was in more pain,
He got up in a way like he was ready to fight,
that’s when I started to cry,
saying it wasn’t me that you see,
that is making you bleed,
so, please don’t take it out on me,
That is when he taken my hand
and said, you will never be away from me
you are my queen, in all my dreams,
do you understand me?
that is when I said yes in a soft voice,
I will be with you always Moonlight,
you will see me in all your dreams,
in memories of all your pains,
I will be with you in every September
every autumn leave that falls,
Every rain storm of your life,
just Waite, you will see what I will mean
to you in every darken dream,
I will be on every sea,
in every darken dream
you will find me next to you,
I am your Darken Angel
the one that would tell you and show you pains,
I am the one who cut you deep
that lets you bleed out like ink into the sea,
just for others to see you bleed
for them to read everything you write,
I am the one who had cast many spell on you,
Keeping you confused, every cold September
just for you to always remember the fear I gave you,
Dark Angel, just kept on talking,
I will always get you must think about me
At all times, I will be on your mind,
in darken dream, things aren't always what they seem.

P.s Dark Angel and Moonlight 9-17-010

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Far spread light
move along the sea
in darken dreams
strong freshening breeze
made desire of true delight
that lead to mastery
on a true ancient time
that perfumed the mind
sea sail filled night
desire haunts the skies
divine powers blooms
the true fashion of the moon
in late June
winds, clouds, heavenly birds
given renew of true delight
to darken dreams
herald radiant springs
that leaf out pages of a new breed
for a world to read
swimming words
with strong fruit
pen down to what hurts
swollen pride had moved
into darken places
into a time of the unkind
Ocean blues
guide its way to a bird like Flu
bound in chains to an ancient place
wild winds crying at me again .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Angels of Dreams
Sometimes I feel
like I don't nothing
but broken wings
but that is what
he would like me to believe,
But I know better than that
I know I have something
he could never have
that is God’s love
the vision of light in my eyes,
angels of dreams
is what he calls me
the queen of all dreams
I know deep within
I must play my part
just to wine souls
to help them to never let go,
darkness and so much pain
casting me in a storm
of his darkness
dreams that makes me scream
cuts upon my soul
but I will never let go
of what it is that I know.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Copyright © Judy Emery 12 Year Posted 2004

AN OLD DARKEN THRONE

I walked alone
by an old darken throne,
it had given me fright
just of its sight ,
I held on tight because I know
I am going for a ride
of some other kind
it will blow one’s mind ,
my own tantalized soul
made no joke to what I hold
I stand so bold
to the man getting close ,
He is dressed in all black suit
at first I thought I was seeing
Edgar Allan Poe walking around
wearing a big old long hat on his head.
But when he stood so near
I had gone to sleep
into a very bad dream
ravens where flying around
looking for the lost and found,
Pains started coming my way
in a cloud of darkness
deep within my soul
my body started turning cold ,
I walked alone
to an old darken throne
now became my home .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ANOTHER CRYING SEPTEMBER

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams ,
You told me its not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me ,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see .
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams ,
You told me its not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me ,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see .
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I cried last night while
you was on the phone
I cried this morning
when I had let you go
I cried out rivers
that soon made seas
my mind holds memories
I wrapped myself in misery
that given me darken dreams
I sit alone in the dark
holding my heart when it comes to you
a man of the of unknown  
locked me away into darken dreams
I feeling so much despair
my own loneliness is everywhere  
I know this was for the best
we had departed
but my heart never healed
because you keep coming back
take note of this
I don't want to be in your world
so get out of my mind
I don't want a marriage you
I don't want no part of you
the memories gives me so much regrets
Move on and let me go .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

A Repentance OF Heart

He stood before the congregation
On blended knees asking Jehovah
To forgive me,
This at one time was a hard thing
For me to do,
I once walked in the dark with me
Head hung down in shame.
I hand been walking in the dark with
All kinds of sins I had made along that
Darken road,
There was no one else to blame for
My shames but me.
Satan used even used all my family
To take me down and made me feel
Like I was some kind clown that every
One kept beating down on the ground,
This was part of Satan his evil plan.
It works for many sad lonely darken years,
He set out to ruin the reputation of me
put an end to this godly sister I once was  
There I was weeping in the wind with a life
Time of deep dark sins,
I would cry out to Jehovah God how could
You love someone like me.
My ten years walking in the dark almost lost
My spiritual heart,
My life I could not bear another year;
So Jehovah sent brothers and sisters
The young and the old
to let me know I am
Not alone.
A repentant heart I truly hold within myself
But I was afraid to stand up for myself.
My sins weighted me down so much I almost
Couldn't stand on Holy grounds,
That's when I realized how easily
This could happen to you or me.
Those without sin can cast the first stone,
Which nobody did.
So, one night alone I set down on hands and
Knees and ask Jehovah God to forgive me,
Then out of know where my eyes could see
My heart was making a new beat of a new
Life working inside of me,
A new woman I became to be,
And all my sins
Had been washed away.
A lesson is here for all of us to see;
Any one can fall to deep in sin just like me.
But all it takes is a repentance of heart
For our Fathers healing to begin in Jesus name
Amen.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In my girlhood all I ever seen
was the pains and rain of darken dreams
all I had ever known
was how to make it out on my own,
I made my mistakes
I walk the line
I see the dead
I see the blind of all times,
Oh, how my world had been darkened
I didn't have a mother or father
that was ever around
and when they where
The pains be gain some more,
I lived a life of the poor
I had been born into a world
of true darkness;
a place that is never nice
I would always wander what it was like
to be on the other side,
I am woman that is my right
I am beautifully made
that is my own rights to say
But in this darken place
envy eyes are always on me,
They talk so much badness
just to keep love away from me
where happiness could never find me
I got lost into darken dreams
that keeps me always on the edge
but I will never love my mind,
I will always keep my eyes
on the brighter side
I know in time God will let his Love shine
he will find me at the right time.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1988

The Queen Of Darken Dreams

AUTUMN SKIES

I found an over heated desert
deep in my thoughts ;
that made its way down to my heart,
But when I look deeper into my heart
I found a hunger
a howling that was crying loudly
deep within me ;
while I looked around out side
just to see the sheet of the autumn sky
I felt my own loneliness
weeping for the one I miss ,
as the teas of fall broken down in my heart
as the years moved along like an old sad song ,
across the way is a beautiful garden
where my true love lays
Oh, how my sadden heart craved
the years of yesterday's .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Today I walked alone in the park
Thinking of all the memory's
Of you and me
in summers breeze ,
Oh , how I wish you was still with me.
If I can help another heart to mead
I would tell them our story
to open one's eyes
about what Love can really bring
From breaking up
to making Love
I would tell them to never give up on Love.
Life isn't a game
Life is a true gift from God
Love is another gift God gives
not everyone will find Love
But if you know God
then you know Love
You have to learn from love
even when the heartaches
from Love to death
just do your very best .
this light that shines on the pond
In the park is like a glimpse of your love
You have been always so smart and true
I will always love you
I loved it when we use to walk in the park
holding each others hands
looking at the beautiful  flowers
and all the colored trees with changing leaves,
the leaves of the red and green and bright yellow
will always bring me back to you
I miss the way you sang to me
under that old midnight sky
holding on to me very tight
making wishes upon the stars
while the moon shine so bright
I know so much about Love
because God had sent me you
even now that you are in your rest bed
my heart is still with you .

Poetic Judy Lilly Emery  (c)

BATTLESHIP

Out on the Mediterranean Sea
I find there is no escape for me,
Hours of true loneliness
That seems to have no end,
I know one day,
my body will be laid to rest
The sea will be my bed;
Where the fish of the sea
will eat upon my flesh
all my emotions will be long gone
from me,
that’s when I can finely be at peace
Dark Angel, will be destroyed,
I had once love
Yet, now I made love a friend,
But I didn’t go on to sin,
I wept at my feet
Asking God to forgive me
I wept with joy in deep peace,
Since I can see there is no escape for me
While I ride the waves of the sea
I will make peace with my life
And let love find its way to me,
Darkness is a of true sorrow
A place of lost souls
A place I never want to see
Not even in my darkest dreams,
Oh, how the rain
started pouring down on me,
in the hours of need;
while I am lost out on sea
these long hours alone
I finely gave my soul a rest
While darkness is always waiting for me
True love saved me;
Let me go down in dignity
The ancient waves move me along the shore
In deaths eyes became and evil pride,
While I was fighting for my very last breath,
In the middle of the night
The old velvet moon
shine its light so bright
I finely could lift my head
I shall pray for the dead
While I leave, the battleship
of life and death
Before I lose my mind.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Still the rain do fall
behind this cold grey wall
down the hall
where life is cut off
darken dreams is a world of its own
its a agonizing place of ones mind
that works over time
when lost love left you in pain
Oh, the pain he gave me
cut me deeper then life
he never played nice
life seemed to stay on pulse
behind that cold grey wall
down the hall
where you left me another time
just to bleed out like Ink
have mercy on me please
this I do scream
Oh, there was a speed of wild breeze
coming over to me
just to bring on the rain of more pain
what does this all mean for me
why could you never love me
my mind is astonished
your words are so bruited in graved
holding shadows of another time
in the back of my mind
Oh, tireless heart
we need to depart
Oh, apple ashes graves
where the autumn leaves do fall
behind this old aging wall .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

BLACK MAGIC WOMEN

The banks are wet
The air is cold
streams of memories
are everywhere I look,
where Dark Angel is prison in my mind,
I remember that cold September night
that given me so much fright
when Dark Angel taken me down that night,
His touch
His words I will always remember,
I still see from far away into a darken dream
the castle of Dark Angel
upon the tallest mountain,
I had ever seen,
everything was evergreen
woods of deep smelling pine
fair flowers all around the valley grounds,
but I also felt the great depression
that will overtake anyone’s souls,
I remember a time where the
Black Magic woman casting her evil spells
on all she could see, in clouding me,
spell of darken dreams
that cuts deep into your soul
she hangs on to your heart
and never wants to let it go
that is a part of her evil control,
while her puppets wherein mask
while they dance around
on broken glass;
Oh, how they would scream
Begging the Magic women to stop their pains,
Oh, how it made me scream
To see all these things in darken dreams,
The old dead sea was anger as it could be,
Storms are brewing;
Rain of tears are falling;
Frogs are hopping
Trees are swaying into the night,
Oh, how I held on for the ride
I hold on to my soul
but still a part of me let go,
things are getting so out of control
Dark Angel I cried
Why are you doing this to my life?
But he didn’t want to give me a sight
Into his darken eyes of his lies,
I know I will never find an honest soul
darkness is all they know
Dark Angel will give wonders of worries
throughout the days
for the rest life of life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls are spared
the expressions on the evil slaves face
they have much hate in their eyes,
Oh, the ships that are out on sea
started to sink like a disease
that is killing all that is in the way
of the angry storm,
I will never see the light of day
in them darken eyes,
I started crying with the storm
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place,
I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think,
I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to them anyways,
Oh, pale lips come to me
Your lips are rosy as they could ever be
give me a kiss
and I will let you taste death,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak
I must stay strong and meek
but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way to deep
I'm losing this fight for my own rights
Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery