BLACK ROSE
Sat, 07/30/2016 - 16:16 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Oh, deadly black rose
you cut so deep within
Darken Dreams ....

Rose dust is in the air
you hold no care
you don't play fair...

Dark Angel loves to
keep you always near
Oh, Black Rose ...

You cut deep to all
those who sleeps
who fall into Darken Dreams .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Blood Ink
Oh , Love you are the fire
that moves my heart
to do good things ,

you are the heaven
that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,

Where pleasure and pains
that gives my life rains
in a world so cold
I stand so bold ,

So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink
of what it is my heart bleeds
for the world to read .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BLOOD INK
Tue, 08/09/2016 - 15:43 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Blood Ink
Oh , Love you are the fire that moves my heart
to do good things ,
you are the heaven that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,
Where pleasure and pains that gives my life
rains in a world so cold I stand so bold ,
So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink of what it is my heart
that bleeds for the world to read .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Blood Stained Sand
I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,

watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped,
while I witnessed so much things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,

I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains,
dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real, but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,

In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,

In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look,
are the sand that are stained in blood,


I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,

The days are very long, but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached, while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?

I have seen so many things, I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks, I hand many different styles
but in the long run they still look the same,


Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,

while they fall to the ground, up on dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,

Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is a blood stain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,

I never known I would be placed in a darken state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood Stain Leaves

Autumn leaves, is where you left me to bleed,
the blood stain of my bleeding heart
on every leaf that falls from a tree
autumn will always remember me
love truly has cut me deep,

So, I figured it out,
I was high and low and everything in between
when it came to you and me
You were wicked and wild
I know what you meant to me
with time pages was turned
Something went wrong in this old love,

It became a place of darkness
where the hearts turn cold,
You made a deal with the devil for an empty Life
You are an angel looking through the eyes of darkness
It was you that cut my heart into pieces,

It's all because of you wanting to go back into old ways
You are the reason why Autumn will never forget me
because my blood is on every leaf
You are the reason I wake up,
Each day with tears in my eyes,
through the night the old darken winds hold my screams
You are the reason my heart bleeds
the reason for autumn stained leaves
In the middle of the night the world hears my cry
I want to ground with the falling tears of rain,

No more running around spinning my wheel
You came out of my dream and made it real
I know what I feel
It's you that my heart bleeds out all your lies
It's all because of you that my life is confused
You are the reason for autumn leaves,

the reason I wake up with pain in my heart
You are the misery of anger
You are the one who put the spell on me
now autumn leaves will never be the same
because they are colored with my blood stains.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

BOTTLE OF RAIN

I walk along the edge of the sea.
I found a bottle next to my feet,
all the is in it was rain,

then I heard a voice crying out
I ‘m going to bring you down,
I’m going to make you cry,

You’re going to feel the power of me,
You’re going to be broken
just wait and see,

I am the one holding the key
to this darken dream,
that is when I started to scream,

Is when I looked back down at the
bottle full of rain,
I started to understand it was my tears,
I have been here before,

Dark Angel, moves along the beaten path,
Moonlight nothing truly ever last,
he started tell me more lies,
turning my world upside down,

Can you feel my pains?
Can you understand the rain?
In my world of darken dreams
Things are never what they seem to be,
I need you to feel me holding you,
I need you to believe in fears,
come lay your heart in my hands,

I want you to breath in all my darkness,
The he whispered in my ears,
Come, let’s take this dance on the sand,
and let me bottle up your tears
when are dance ends.


Come, to me Moonlight and I will give
You so much mystery.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BRAIN
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:36 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Everyone has a brain
so now use it .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Broken pieces

I can see the anger in his eyes
staring right into mine,
telling me all kinds of lies
it was late in October
When I thought, my nightmare was over,

Oh, how I cried with my baby ******* my hips,
I was shattered, broken into many pieces,
Wounded in abuse, young and confused
not knowing what to do,
I had no family or even friends,

So, this old battle didn’t have an end,
he called this love, I just die a little more
each time I heard his words,
I was trapped in this way of life,
I had to take more abuse,
because I became a mother of four,

I cried in the night where the kids never hear me,
My spirit was ready to fly away,
But I know I must stay, it’s the only way,
My babies were very young and so was I
With no one by my side,

Tonight, like every night, it rains more pains
came pouring down like no other night,
the thunder didn't get in the way of his voice
He throw words at me that are so sharp  
forced its way into another night of fright,

ravens on the treetops wrapped around in wonder
as he looks at me, while I was bleeding on the flour,
the leaves where falling while my heart was dropping,
just to watching what we once had go up in smoke,
I demand power over my own life,
I never ask for my abusers help,

his anger is like fire that burned even in the rain,
Then a woman stands in my way telling me lies,
she said she was going to put a spell on me,
there is nothing I could do,

I come to give you good advice,
even when things aren't nice,
then she put in my hand a black rose
that turn to dust,
then she was gone like a sad song,
in the rush of wind,
I fell to the ground and started weeping on my knees,
trying to pick up the broken pieces of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985

BROKEN TIMES
Sun, 08/07/2016 - 11:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I stand alone
trying to be strong
while darkness makes a home
inside my mind is broken times
holding yesterdays fears
the pains are always near
cutting me deep in my sleep
in darken dreams
broken times are always on my mind.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Candle Lite by My Window

My dark candle is in my window  
Calling out your name in the dark  
You stolen my heart and I need you,
One day, it all stopped,

No more phone calls from you,
No sending me notes not even a photo  
Of you nothing my heart ran of confused
I needed you but not as much you once  
Said you needed me,

My heart is now falling apart without you
What must I do?
So, I put your candle next to my window to let
You know I miss you so much,

The pain the rain came when someone told
Me you had been dancing with the old  
Lover you had before me,
My poor hear is collapsing with no way out  
Of this pain,

You gave me the dark and taken my heart  
I don't know what to do with my life,
Not knowing the reason why you did this  
to my life,

You scattered my heart all over the place without
A trace but the pain that is on my face,
Grey clouds had formed all around me with pouring
Cold rain why you are out playing your games,

Threatening to pour the coldness of death and making
A big mess with all the lies you gave,
I put your candle in my window because I am still  
dancing with you, I need you to set my mind on easy,
find your way back to me,

You will see the stained-glass window
with your candle, lite just for you to come on in,
sleepless and cold nights
without you by my side oh I cry  
every night and day,

years now are passing me by without you,
I had hidden the sparkles of the stars
I hold in my eyes for you  
In the sky of my cold lonely life you gave me,

You are holding her but not me,
Only desire is a fire with your name on it,
You kept in the dark for so long it hurts ,
Like a sad love song with no one to hold ,
I felt like just given up on us but how my life is frozen ,
It was unfair what you had given to me ,

She doesn't deserve my heart
you gave away to the past of your prison,
You are with her even when you don't want to,
So you put me on hold
until you are bold that is getting so old,

And I am tired of being cold and all alone without  
You to hold me,
Dark Angel your candle is in my window  
The dark clouds did not pour out my cry another time,
Slowly my pains are starting to disappear,

my lonely hours of you not with me,
the sun is beginning to rise once again
It will continue to ascend  
like a candle flaming in the dark
while you had taken my heart,

To keep the light burning
I just keep mourning reassuring  
The candle is the light out of the tunnel of darkness,
If I keep it burning,

Soon the rainbow will emerge,  
Bringing back smiles in laughter of a new life,
the glistening in my eyes another time,
Wiping the frown off my face
So, I dance into the light of day,
To wash away the pains Dark Angel gave.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CASTING STONES
Thu, 07/07/2016 - 16:00 -- Poetic Judy Emery

So many Hatters
has cast their stones
but I'm not frightened
of them anymore,
The cold pits of their lies
has come to them
with a Big surprise  
when they no longer see
I hold no fear in my eyes
for the ones that has cast
their stones upon my soul
Oh, Darkness of true sadness
has pass me on by
now what I see is the beauty
of sunrise ray of rejoicing
because love is with me,
The window of my cold room
has been Broken in late June
for all to see Love is with me
Now all my Hatters who has
cast their stones just to see me bleed,
Now they cry out my name
in their own pains of Darken Dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Chains Of Pains

Oh, how I rise the sea
in many darken dreams ,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,

I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams ,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes for my life ,

behind my ears
I did hear the sound of autumn winds
crying at me again ,
Chains of my pains
held me down in a darken room
when I move you can hear
the sounds of my fears
when Dark Angel comes near,

Clank of my chains
sounds like howling bells of hell
in a storm of rain of my pains
while I cry day and night
for freedom to come,

Guinevere of my body
the throbbing of my knotted hands
that still move the pen
in my own blood stain ink
for all to read about me in darken dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

CHAINS OF PAINS
Mon, 08/29/2016 - 15:56 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Oh, how I ride the sea in many darken dreams ,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,
I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams ,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes for my life ,
behind my ears
I did hear the sound of autumn winds
crying at me again ,
Chains of my pains
held me down in a darken room
when I move you can hear
the sounds of my fears
when Dark Angel comes near,
Clank of my chains
sounds like howling bells of hell
in a storm of rain of my pains
while I cry day and night
for freedom to come,
Guinevere of my body
the throbbing of my knotted hands
that still move the pen
in my own blood stain ink
for all to read about me in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

CHANGE

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old blood stain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am a live yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000

CLOUDS OF GRAY
Fri, 07/22/2016 - 13:28 -- Poetic Judy Emery
At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything ,

But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you taken the sun and made it dark
Oh , my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost ,

O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades ;
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

CLOWN

I see a Clown running around in cycles,
Jumping and crying then he falls,
Repeating everything all over again,

I see a clown cycling around,
Up and down on the ground,
He keeps repeating his every move
Making a new grove, wearing long shoes,

He starts to cry, then he laughs
Holding his face in his hands,
Then he looks around to see a crowed
realizing he was no longer alone,

so, the crowd given him a crown
because he is a good clown of the town.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

COFFEE
Wed, 08/17/2016 - 12:50 -- Poetic Judy Emery
A cup of coffee to start my day
the cool breeze weathers deep
into my soul of long ago ...

My mind tells me not today
we are going to have a brighter day
while I sip on another cup...

Oh, how I am starting to wake up
I have a smile upon my face
and now I am ready to start my day
thank you Coffee
I will always need you .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

COLD AUTUMN
Wed, 08/10/2016 - 15:53 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Abandoned like the red sea
annoyed by the crying wind
that comes around in a clumsy way
just for me to hear what it is he wants to say
I don't play that way ,

Deep into the night
Dark Angel gives me fright
assaulting me
putting my life at risk
he is making me so sick
he gives me so much punishment
when things don't go his way ,

Oh, crying autumn
here I am in the night
on the ground for the found
cut deep with no sleep
my body is cold like the dead
on colored autumn leaves while I bleed
like the old red sea .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

COLD AUTUMN WINDS
Fri, 07/08/2016 - 14:12 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breath out pains in autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

Cold darken world

you try to take the best out of me

you have taken my pains

and made history of me

you love to see me bleed

you put my pains in writing

for all to see my blood is on

the walls of darken dreams

observe all my wounds

look deep at my cuts

that are on my guts

look at the marks

that are placed upon my heart

I had lived a life into a twisted mind

of the dark side of my own famous lines

of my life that was never nice.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Cold Silence
I can feel the autumn breeze
In this lonely night,
Oh, I can still feel the coldness
In your silence,

Even when the Years kept move,
leaves kept falling,
My heart still broken and hollowed,
I’ve been waiting for the moment
To face you again,

The moment to break your silence,
The time where you must face me
Like I had to face you,
I try so hard to leave those
old memories behind me,

but somehow this darken past
has a way of coming back,
I can feel your coldness coming in the air,
I can feel you standing near,

I feel this old pains coming like a hurricane,
Oh, I’m feeling I am drowning
In this abuse of you,
Oh, how I remember everything,
I’ve see your face at my door,
I have seen your eyes in all my dreams,
I could hear your voice in every storm,
While I start to scream,

Sometimes I had to ask myself
If you remember who I am,
I could feel the wonder in the thunder
While this cold silence in the air
Touched my skin,

I remember everything you have dune
You beaten me down, so far down
I never thought I would ever be able
to pick myself up,

I could see the anger in your eyes
every night I go to sleep,
You think you have won this fight
by putting my life on run,

I could never move on,
But one day I will,
But what you don’t know
could never hurt you,
but one day someone is going to hurt you
the same way you hurt me,

soon you will find that old grin
will be wept off your face, you are a beast
A big mistake, I ever made,
I can feel it all will come to its end,
But until then, I will keep feeling
Apart of me bleeding
Just the way you left me,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983

Color Balloons

Oh, to live on top of the highest mountain
in a castle of a dark cold love
a place I never wanted to be I love summers breeze
please let me be free like a balloon

Though my sad lonely years holding on too dreams
praying to here I will be leaving soon
that I have past my test with no regrets
It's so noisy at the fair far away from here
I love the sound of kids playing around

I bite all my old friends are there
dancing around given candy kisses to a happy clown
little ones holding on to their mother and father
not making a fuss of who is around them

but if they only known the eyes that is hunting them
Oh, to live on the top of a darken mountain
I can see a lot from my darken bedroom
If only they could see me too

Oh, colored balloons of a beautiful moon you see it too
There's a girl just down the away losing her way
Oh please don't turn to the lying eyes because it will hurt
the pains of him will cut deep within your soul

please walk away with a smile on your face knowing
you said no to the ****, let your color balloons loos
let them fly high into the midnight sky
I pray you had read all my words I had ever written
can you hear my tears fall from my bedroom window
words of my silence

Words of a woman missing
Did anyone read the hidden note of me?
Oh, to live on top of that cold darken mountain
locked away in a darken dream up in a castle praying for
true Love to find me to break the spell that was put on me

oh, colored balloons fly high away into the midnight sky
I want to see freedom even if it is only make believe it is me
I know I am underneath the stairs that shine so bright
giving back some glares for wishes to be made

To the people who never dreams to people who do dream
to the people who sleeps in peace
Thinking of your freedom like the color balloons
You're leaving too soon you want to be alone

please hold on to what you have and be glad
never look back at your broken down past
if you do look back you may not find your way back.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982

Could You Ever Love Me

Dark Angel, loves to drink on his whisky
Most of the time when things don’t go his way,
he gets ***** and very needy,
He always asks me to hold him
when he gets like this,

Sometime I wonder if he ever been in love,
He acts as if he had another life,
That had made him turn so bad,
he looks down into the sea
like he thought drifted to a place he once loved,

But I knew not to ask questions,
He gets very fussy and put his walls up
Higher than they are,
I could tell he didn't like what he seen
He became angry and walked away,

His anger started rising deep within him
he knows he is an ugly beast,
he walked back towards me
and I could see his eyes changed
while he started talking to me slowly
with his head looking down,

Moonlight what makes you not afraid of me?
I stayed silent because I didn’t want to lie,
Moonlight, please answer me,
I take in a breath and just let out all out,

I won’t say I’m not afraid of you,
But at times I can understand you,
Your eyes tell me so much about you,
at times, you can be sweet when you want to,

But a part of me can see that something has
Happened to you to make you so evil,
Dark Angel takes my right hand into his,
Then he looks at me and ask me if I could
ever love someone as he,

Tears flooded my eyes with worries,
I had to look down as the tears fallen to the
Flour of the ship, No I answer truthfully,
Then he said he understands while he let go
Of my hands,

So, he cast another spell
that would give me more hell,
then he said one day you will,
I can only remember falling into his arms
While he picked me up and taken me to my room,

He would whisper in my ears
while he plays around with my hair,
saying in a soft voice,
you will make many dreams with me
this you will see.


Poetic Judy Emery© 2011

CROSSWORD PUZZLING
Wed, 08/17/2016 - 13:57 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Sometimes words make me so crazy
but then that is what you do to me
every time I think we are doing fine
you start playing with my mind
like words that cut deep into my heart
to make me bleed
you're so mean
Your words my on my mind
most of the time
like I am playing a game of crossword puzzle
you mix my feeling all over the place
my poor heart is all jumbled up
you get me lost in a storm of words
that makes things really confusing .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

CRY'S IN THE WHISPERING WINDS
Sun, 07/17/2016 - 19:48 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I hear the silence of the night
Oh how I hear the autumn wind cry
another time in darken skies
hearts that are breaking
while standing on wet grounds ,

Cold empty words
that **** the spirit
that cuts deep within the mind
fear runs into the darkness of ones soul
hate is in the eyes that roams
I look around and all I see
is a world that stands so mean ,

Evil hearts are all around
take their stands like a beat up clown
in hand in hand another takes a stand
and another one falls down to the wet ground
I've looked in the eyes of what is painful
I lived the life of broken dreams
I seen the hate face to face
while the serpent slithers
more innocents dies ,

This old darken world of wars
sneaks around with hate and fire in their eyes
love isn't on their side ;
traps are being made
while others are loosing their faith
I hear the silent winds come again
with so much cries into the night
blood is being shed with so many dead,

Raves fly up deep into the night
seas are red with the dead
endless sorrows  to a world of horrors
of a tomorrow that may never come
darken stain tears upon the soul that dreams
that keeps the mind to scream .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Crystal Vision

The old cloak down the hall
Is tell time of lies,
I could remember in your hollow voice
The words of anger that cut deep,
You always seem to be so mean.
Oh, how you loved it when I dreamed,
You call me your queen of darken dreams
That make me want to scream,
Every time your cold aging hands would
Touch my body, it gave me chills down my spine,
You would whisper in my ears,
casting so much fear,
just for me to hear all your evil commands,
in a deep voice, you would say,
freedom will never come your way,
Oh, how I believed all your lies in darken dreams,
You keep telling me how much you love
to bring me down, for once I would have to say
that for once you told the truth,
I must say to you oh, Dark Angel,
It’s only your right to play your evil games,
While I dream out your pains,
I could see your coldness in your eyes
While you kept on telling me more lies,
So, listen carefully to the sounds
That are crying out all around you,
Your loneliness is tearing me apart,
I’m not the one that broken your heart,
Those sad ancient wounds,
I can see they are still eating away at you,
Every time you look my way,
Your heartbeat pounds so raptly,
Its diving you mad that I stand up before you
And tell you the truth,
I’m not the one that cut you,
and left you out to bleed
Like you are doing to me,
Oh, I can still remember the stillness
that came between us,
the hollow wind calling at me again,
letting me know I’m back in a place
I never wanted to see again,
Oh, the pains and rain of yesterday’s sorrows,
I would always hear your evil voice
Saying to me, what you lost is your freedom
You belong to me my queen,
The rains started pouring down
With the old sound of thunder,
So, I just started dancing in the rain
Hoping and praying it would wash me clean,
I hear you saying, while you stood before me,
You will always remember me
my beautiful queen Lilly Emery
you are my true poetic love of long ago
this is how are story will be wrote,
I could see in your eyes you aren’t lying this time,
In my crystal vision, I seen you,
Kissing me on a summer of an ancient day,
But I kept that vision to myself,
trying so hard to understand
What this means for you and me,
I know it was always me that runs,
But this time I am stand right next to you,
everything got wrapped up in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

CUT DEEP
Tue, 08/02/2016 - 11:57 -- Poetic Judy Emery
There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain ;
oh , how this body aches
I know no body truly knows me
But if they did would it meany anything ?
Dark Angel has overtaken me
my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh , how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filed with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss
the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within ,
I was too young to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed
I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did ,
I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me ;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain has given me so much rain,

Poetic Lilly /Judy Emery (c)