KU KLUX ****

Thrill is like a pill that kills,
While I look at the Ku Klux ****
Taken their stand on hot sand,
Ready to take down the darken slaves
In those cold evil ancient days,
The screams are still on the tip of their tongues,
While slaves go out to fight
the KU KLUX ****
they lost their lives
to the hands of those white men,
dead skin for the ravens
the blood stain stand is the history
that ***** away like bats in time
the dead will soon be gone
the red sea will cast ancient dreams
to all who can see;
it all comes straight from the heart
where life has been written
about the forbidden;
I step upon the stained sand
that is covred in sin;
while time clutched at my feet
while I write in blood stain ink,
millions of tears did fall
while they tried to claim the wall,
I see soldiers on their feet
Wherein raincoats;
I ask myself what side are they on?
I feel so ill,
like I had taken the old ancient pill
that kills the thrill.
while I see the stains upon the sand
where the KU KLUX **** once stood
whirring their white hoods,
with blood stain, wooden crosses in their hands
while they burned up the land;
where mills of silence swept over the sand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ANCIENT COLORED FLOOR
Cold grey walls;
color ancient floor
big wooden doors
spots of mold
all over the window pan,
with blood stain words
in dull faded purple,
words I didn’t understand
while my body growing weaker
while my spirit sinks deeper.
while true love washed away
just to leave me in all this pain,
The rain comes down in colored
pearl pit purple;
when the rain falls
it sounds like heavy thunder
on the sea rocks by the docks,
hollow memories;
started making its way back to me,
like I have been lost into darken dreams,
I see the eyes of the sea;
doomed as they could be
looking back at me,
I see blood dripping down the walls
pain crawling all over me
But I couldn’t scream;
Dark Angel shut my heart,
Then he hands me a looking glass
Of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains cut me more
I started falling on the panted floor
near that old wooden door,
while Dark Angel, calls out my name,
Come, Moonlight take my hand
and I will be your King.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

COOKING ***
I looked around me
everything was dark
as if my own eyes where completely shut,
that the would had come to an end,
my eyelids where very heavy
like I had a sleeping spell on me,
I was seeing things that were given me
very bad dreams;
the stars are all on dim
while they skip around the sky,
upon the sea, I seen the reflections of he
standing over me;
the colored moon beamed upon the land
upon everything my eyes could see;
I tried so hard to open my eyes
But I couldn’t it was as if I was dead,
I dreamed many dreams in my head
I see things of an ancient time,
I felt I have been bond to my bed;
As if I was quite insane of true madness,
In my mind, I seen different set of eye
Looking back at me from another time,
I see slaves dancing around me,
Crying out to a king that stands before me,
The sky was dark; the fair is hot;
I could see a big cooking ***,
Words of their time wasn’t of mine,
you could feel the evil all around;
While the anger browed in the ***,
Words of truth wasn’t in their mouths,
Lies and so much hate with not faith,
Witches are casting out their evil spells,
Giving a queen a life of a living hell,
Their face turned to me
as I started to scream,
I seen many things that come to me
like something of darken dreams,
they were very old holding no youth,
I forget your name they would say
In a cloud of smoke;
Frogs are being tossed in the old cooking ***,
a chicken tongue, black bird eyes,
bugs of the desert land,
the thunder in the ancient sky roared while
the storm moved on by;
I see holly ones being persecuted;
The words of accurate knowledge
Was told to never be promoted on the land
Where the old witches stand
on blood, stained sand, that was a command,
words of truth are forbidden;
enemies casting names of thee into the *** of hell
while some where rings a bell;
bodyguards taken the prison ones
out of the cage; those who has lost their way,
ravens are flying around to eat up on the dead
the ones who has lost their heads,
words of temptations of the flash
dancing around the cooking ***,
my body started feeling cold
I didn’t have no more control
While lies where being told,
My eyelids where heavy as they could be
While I was cast into a deep sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LOVE HAS DEPARTED

Departing avenging spirits
In the dead of winter;
love has assumed to know all hearts,
But what stands before thee
Are the cowards of the lost?
all they bring is wickedness,
what has happened to true love?
Oh, tender hearts,
Why did you depart into the dark?
the gentle touch of lovers’ hand
Where the beauty of spring;
this old town has humiliated me,
But then the knight looks and sees
His love under the leafy shade,
Writing her heart away,
He looks with a stunning smile
upon his face that couldn’t be removed
if she is near; words of anger started to fade,
but then he looked around and she was gone,
His anger ragged like a villain;
He looked at the cowards
that has been making war,
what is it you have done?
That is when the cowards started to run,
Then one of the cowards
stopped and looked back,
Saying, Dark Angel is taken his queen home,
There was this big hesitating chill
that moved faintly in the knights’ heart,
a darken trill of the dead of winter
moved in his soul;
The knight heart became cold.
loneliness came from love;
while the cowards of the town
laugh so loud towards the knight
he pulled out his sword;
and told them if they come back
they would lose their heads,
Clear, loud he stood his ground
In the old town, he called home,
Wide is the rain that brings on pain,
that gives free choice to all who bleeds,
you can love or run from it;
or you can love and fight for what your
heart beats for and will die for it,
like a true ‘’ Shakespeare’’ theme;
that has been written in true passion of love
that gives feverish dreams;
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love for thee.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dancing in the rain
washing away the pain,
darkness, is a place of true madness;
a place the sun never truly shines
sunset you will only crave to see,
and it only give shattered dreams,
I sit alone on those rainy night
crying my eyes out for true love
to open his ears to me;
but only weaknesses come to me,
I am no arthropod that web traps
because I am the one that has fallen in it,
city of lies is always nearby;
Dark Angels; eyes are always on me,
like a wolf looking for food;
He makes me feel so drowsy
when he kisses my lips
I began to float,
like I was light as a feather floating in
the autumn breeze;
with a sweet shyness about me
that takes over me,
when he plays around with my hair
It feels so nicely touched;
I loved that so much,
He would take me in his arms
and he would charm my heart,
rarely he ever makes me feel this away
then he calls me beloved;
this is where I know to wake up,
he cast a spell on me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LOVE IS THE KEY

Let us dance in the cold wind.
Let us speak the words of knowledge,
Let true love be the key to everything
and death our resting place;
Let all roses of the garden splinter
through the life of the broken hearten,
let the sea rip away darken dreams
let the slave mourn for the free
let all kneel on the holy grounds
where the ancient slaves rest their heads,
love is the seed to all who bleeds
that love thee;
but to those that sold their souls
let the cry to the darken moon,
where roses once bloomed
but now rose dust to all who is curs
go to your hollowed sea,
envy and hate is a nasty disease
that will sink the ship of all in greed,
all you will ever receive is the pain
that seems to never go away,
your soul will bleed
your mind will go crazy
your heart heavy
your eyes will always tear
because your lost holding so much fear,
slaves of darkness will clutch their teeth
they will always bleed,
busted up lips that never been kissed
wounds that never heal
love will never be but a darken dream,
a place where you will crave the beauty of the sun
but they grey will be all you see,
But if you are ready for change,
True love is the key that will set you free.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BATTLESHIP

Out on the Mediterranean Sea
I find there is no escape for me,
Hours of true loneliness
That seems to have no end,
I know one day,
my body will be laid to rest
The sea will be my bed;
Where the fish of the sea
will eat upon my flesh
all my emotions will be long gone
from me,
that’s when I can finely be at peace
Dark Angel, will be destroyed,
I had once love
Yet, now I made love a friend,
But I didn’t go on to sin,
I wept at my feet
Asking God to forgive me
I wept with joy in deep peace,
Since I can see there is no escape for me
While I ride the waves of the sea
I will make peace with my life
And let love find its way to me,
Darkness is a of true sorrow
A place of lost souls
A place I never want to see
Not even in my darkest dreams,
Oh, how the rain
started pouring down on me,
in the hours of need;
while I am lost out on sea
these long hours alone
I finely gave my soul a rest
While darkness is always waiting for me
True love saved me;
Let me go down in dignity
The ancient waves move me along the shore
In deaths eyes became and evil pride,
While I was fighting for my very last breath,
In the middle of the night
The old velvet moon
shine its light so bright
I finely could lift my head
I shall pray for the dead
While I leave, the battleship
of life and death
Before I lose my mind.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN MY SLEEP

In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the stair cases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Who does he Love

Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CANDLE FLAMES

Tell me not, who broken your heart,
Our future is the flame
That stands in-between,
night and day,
the row of pain another gave
golden, warm autumn leaves
are blowing down the streets
of darken dreams,
in our room are the candles of lost time,
where the past should have been left behind
but it keeps coming back
just to remind us,
that someone has come between is,
Oh, mournful cries that are left inside
Deep within our souls
A pain we hadn’t let go of,
The flame of a wild fire
That hasn’t been extinguished
The cuts are always near us
Marking away at our heart
Next to are window
Are the candles that was once lit,
They are now melted and bent
Because nothing has changed
The past remains;
Bring so much rain our way,
I don’t want to look back
at those sadden eyes;
they cut me deeper then you know
this old pain is getting out of control,
I can no longer take no more
I must let you walk out the door,
This saddens me,
But we know it is for the best
When I must look back
I recall the pain of those days
When I see the one that came between
You and me on that autumn day,
I told myself never again
I will let you come back in,
I lit my candle and let it burn
I watched the old flam danced around
Over and over
until the pain lifted from me,
I don’t want to turn back
So, I kept walking ahead
I know we must weep over what we made
In our own web of the bed;
Oh, how that old candle burn
The darkness has taken the best of us
And left our hearts wounded,
Now, I pray that better days
To come our way;
To let the wild flames,
burn even in the rain,
Oh, your love I honored more
That’s why I let you walk out the door.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY QUEEN I AM YOUR KNIGHT
My queen, come to me
Not only in your dreams,
If I must I will cut out my heart
Where you won’t take it apart,
I was once you knight
I never left your side,
Until that cold September night
When Dark Angel given, you fright
He took over your life,
He had taken away my queen
And that wasn’t no dream,
But you forgotten me
If only you could see,
I can see you still
And even hear your voice,
At time, I could hear you call out my name,
I can hear you
Feel you
See you
But you look at me as if I am no longer there,
I have two feet
but I could never approach you,
I could never get close to you
But I can still feel your love from far
You are the queen of my heart,
I cannot go to you
But I want too,
I still crave your lips
to kiss all your sweetness,
I’m speechless,
It’s you I will always miss,
One day I will take hold of you
I will grasp you in my heart
In my soul
In my arms
And never let you go,
My heart will always be strong for you
Because we are not two
We are one in love
You are all my emotions
You are the breath I breath
Oh, my dear queen
come back to your knight
and dance with me for life,
you run through my mind
from my blood that pumps to my heart,
I carry you everywhere I go
Your love is the key of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SHADOWS OF An ELDERLY KNIGHT
The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadow lands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I now, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
A tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

WEAKNESS OF A STORM
The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dreams,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many has lost true sight
to what is right in Gods eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Red Rose is for Love

Oh, how I wish the color would never fade,
But with time dark days taken love away,
The sky started turning gray,
Oh, how my world
I lived felt much pain,
The rain would never end,
The roses in the garden lost its color
The roots were no longer strong
The rain rotten the roots,
Now, all the beauty of the red roses
Turned into black rose dust;
When the valley was once green
I would see the colors of red, white and pink,
That was a delight to my eyes,
But again, that was one love was on my side,
Oh, how love made me fill so alive;
Like I was sleeping and dreaming
Walking on red roses all at once!
But that was ancient ago,
Now, all the red roses are dead,
And I am resting in my bed;
Hoping one day love will return
and give my life a true meaning again,
Where the red roses will fill the valley
with its Beauty, again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

WHISPERING WINDS

Whispering of the night
Kept me up throughout the night,
through the autumn leaves
was you staring at me;
Your voice was as gentle as time,
You whispered love in my ears,
You told me secrets of long ago,
A place I would had love to had seen
In many dreams;
While the night moved along;
You sung me a sad song;
Into a deep sleep, I went
By morning you were gone,
But that gentle voice;
Sounded out into the autumn winds,
asking me if I would like to see him again,
That put a smile upon my face
While it gave me a limp of faith,
While the day was young,
My heart was fill with whispers of love,
Words of truth filled my soul
With heaven on my mind
Oh, how it felt so divine.
Love found me just in time.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MARROWS OF TIME

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who has lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Things Are Never What They Seem

I want you to know;
Things are never what they seem
When it comes to darken dreams,
Oh, come and hear the screams
Do you understand what that means?
You know who this is;
That makes you like this,
Look deep within your mind
And thing of all those painful times,
You will see his eyes;
They are like the crystal moon,
That comes in late June,
In the night, it beams red upon the deadly sea
Into darken dreams;
Autumn leaves fall from the tree
This I see from my bedroom window,
While you talk to me about he who haunts me,
Every time I put my hand near the fire
It’s like the flames reach out to touch me,
The impalpable apple ash
Is near the burning log,
The flames hold deadly memories,
Everything I ever cared about
Had come to an end,
The seal of the envelope has been licked,
Every word that has been written
Every storm brings me back to you,
As if everything that exist is because of
darken dreams;
where ancient ships
seal out on the Mediterranean Sea,
where little boats sink deep
where the wickedness weep into the night,
oh, how the sound give fright,
each day on the hour
the tears fall like raindrops on the ground,
I start to feel all hope is destined from me,
Why does Dark Angel want to keep me like this?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

THE BREAKUP

There are so many times I needed to be alone,
But tonight, wasn’t one of those nights,
I never thought we would end like this,
But I know it was all for the best,
Oh, tonight I need you to hold me and say
We will make things right,
I need you with me why I cry,
But then that wouldn’t change a thing,
Oh, here comes more rain
I feel so much pain,
But I know we are doing the right thing,
The fears I hold deep within
feel like ancient years of sin,
I could no longer hold it in,
I had to cry day and night just to get by
To make things right,
My bed is unmade,
But I lie there on your side
Telling myself it will all be just fine,
When I wake from that painful night
I take long walks where we first meet,
Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me?
Do you feel we did the right thing?
Do you feel the pains of are breakup?
If you could only see me now,
Would you take me in your arms?
and tell me we are going to be okay?
Can you feel me right now?
If you can do you understand,
I truly wanted you to be my man,
When you’re gone,
The world on my end has stopped,
My heart is broken into billions of pieces,
I pray each night you are feeling the same way,
But then I get so lost in all my emotions
That I forget why we ended in the first place,
I’m missing you
But I know why we needed to let eachother go,
But my heart keeps missing you so,
Missing the face, I once known,
But we are so long gone
How could we still be hanging on?
I never felt this way before,
I never thought this pain would last so long,
everything I do reminds me of you,
Every place I go
I start to remember all those memories
When we would dance in summers breeze,
But when I go home to a place of old heartaches,
A place we made history,
I go to our bed room
I would see the photo of you and me
Looking so happy,
The smile upon our face like everything was okay,
I loved how you would dance with me
Before we ended are night,
You will kiss me with true passion,
Love we had ended so fast,
I could still remember when we take are walks
I could still count your every step
Your every breath,
But that is long gone,
Know all I have is the memories
how can I pick up the billions of pieces of my heart
And make my life a better place,
Did you ever take the time?
To see that we were made for each other?
but we gave up on the best things we ever had
That was a love that could had last,
I try so hard to let or past go,
But somehow, I wanted you to know
I still love you so,
I’d given you my heart and soul
But that is when everything started bring on the rain,
I started getting where I could no longer breath
When You had left me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fire colored leaves
smothered the wet autumn grounds
where solace was found
in a time of need
in a place where forgiveness is made
piercing skies painted down
my emotions of my pains
I feel my body going numb
while holding on to memories of you  
Oh, here comes more rain
while I try so hard to hold back
yesterday's pains
Fire colored leaves
has fallen down to the wet ground
where my love do sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so much pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words rings in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN THE STARS

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That are shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
call out my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DANCING AMONG THE STORM

We would dance and others would yell
trying to give us hell ;
but we kept are rhyme to the time
and that old bell ring like hell
and we dance among the storm
we dance into the rain of pain
and given back some pain ;
oh, sobbing mind you weren't so kind
my throbbing feet started to bleed
so I jumped into the sea of darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight Goddess And Queen

Oh. Look at you,
You are the true goddess of the sea,
You are loved by many;
Your beauty everyone craves,
Your love is a hunger and a need,
You are cousin to set the slaves free,
You swim your spirit into the hearts
You shine light from your eyes
To another side; from another kind,
Your body is pure and white
You dance around like a candle flame,
You make other women look a shame,
But your heart has love for all;
You walk on water in many dreams,
Your words cook with a sting,
Your blood is like silk,
Every word you say
is written in blood stain ink;
everything you do is for the peace
for true love of mankind;
everything is for the light that stands
in Gods eyes;
Oh, Goddess of the sea,
Dark Angel made you his queen,
But that will never change a thing,
Every beautiful rose that blooms is sweet,
It will always be a part of you, in everything you do,
Your eyes are like the moon;
it always changes in late June;
your eyes always look like you are looking
in the reflection of water crystal water,
the water starts to wave and rise deep into the night
like it is saying goodbye;
when you talk its always sweet,
but if you must be mean you bring rain,
the earth is the seed of love;
the sea is the beauty of a true goddess,
so, the sea is named after you;
Moonlight, of all seas in every dream,
You know the deepest essence of true love,
The water is your treasure of dreams,
Moonlight, you are a goddess and a queen,
Even in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I’ve Been Waiting
I’ve been waiting oh so long,
I’ve even written another poem,
The nights and days you stayed
I didn’t see the time passing
I’m so flabbergasted by it all,
It all started in late fall,
I waited half of my life for true love,
But what I received was a lot of invitations
to royal weddings,
I know you have written me many of times
Telling me I am the woman of your life,
But the truth must be told,
You are a man of old,
Your lies are being told,
You left me all alone,
For away from home,
up in a darken throne
in a room of true emptiness,
while I was waiting for something true in my life
you give me everything that was used
and so, abused;
I look for a miracle but nothing came my way,
I am lost in darken dreams,
Where I always hear the screams,
I know you tell me you love me,
But I come to realized it was all lies,
It is written upon the walls,
Right down the hall,
By the old **** that tells ancient time,
I feel like I’m about to lose my mind,
You tied my hands in the pains of you,
I don’t understand why you must hurt me like this,
Your old pride is wounded,
I could see that in your eyes,
while I look out my window,
there you stood, next to the willow tree,
looking at me; while ravens are flying around
looking for the lost that will never be found,
no entertainment in the sky,
but true judgements are always cast
they are very severe, making fear,
I felt as if there is nothing more to do
But watch you making a fool out of everything,
While slaves are begging for crumbs,
You push them all away;
You are a man that has no faith,
You have lost your way,
I dreamed about you most of the time,
I truly don’t like to; but I have too,
It was just the other night,
I felt you taken another life,
from another time;
I felt the pain out in the pouring rain,
I fallen upon my knees begging please,
You left me lifeless upon naked grounds,
But that is when a vision came to me,
I see the light shine so bright into the night,
The sands of ancient times were falling
Like stars from the sky;
Oh, how it made me cry for my own life,
.I was waiting for a miracle,
and one came to me, in darken dreams,
I have seen you falling in the rain
Holding on to so much pain,
Dark Angel what does this mean?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkness in The Air

There is a darkness in the air,
where people no longer care
they always walk around in fear
what they see is a dear;
that has been beaten ready to be eaten,
it is the season without any reason,
I looked and what did I see?
It was something of an illusion
My eyes are seeing things that are not there,
I would cry out because I couldn’t speak
of what it is that I seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it was hunting me, just like that dear I seen,
I looked around, but there was no one to be found,
then I heard a voice from the woods,
speaking words, I had never heard before,
sounds of thunder of true anger,
Ravens flying into the sky,
just to see what they could find to eat,
out from the woods Dark Angel stood,
looking at me with anger in his eyes,
asking me where did you go? Tell me what it is you see,
why did you remove yourself from me?
I then started hearing the autumn when cry
like the rushing see, what did all this mean?
slaves are crying out on sea,
while Dark Angel is out looking for me,
the sounds are near, yet far.
Then I heard Dark Angel say to me,
I couldn’t go on another day without you near me,
I love how you fear me,
knowing that you were always with me
then you left me, without holding me.
or kissing me without saying
Your goodbyes to me,
the air started getting sharpen with snow
While the land got very cold,
while Dark Angel stood bold,
his voice seems faint for a while,
I do know if he is going to stay for a well,
shadow shone beneath the black  
as if the sun were there,
walks along the promenade,
by the pale moon that shines upon the snow,
Dark Angel strong muscles are big in his arms
his body is everything a woman would be looking for in a man,
but Dark Angel is much more than a man, he is an evil beast,
he is wearing a long black suit coat
his under clothing is black sleek
while his eyes turn into no color that has lack of light,
it is like he is dead, yet he lives,
then he speaks to me, saying do not slip away,
because you know I will find you,
then he would laugh giving a dazzling smile,
then out of nowhere my body started feel pain,
he would be watching me while I started to scream,
the solitary tear I weep, was like rain on a stormy night,
seems to wash all the memories away of what is right,
my heart shatters like glass, I kneel to the ground,
I hear music play into darkness that sounded me
he put me in chains, his face I have found again,
I cannot speak the words I truly want to say,
Dark Angel will not hear them anyways,
I try so hard to piece back together what is left of me,
Dark Angel has me bewitched, With his darkness,
he laid me down to sleep why I wept,
why he takes what he needs from me;
rest his cooling head up on my breast,
kiss it tenderly, stained red is what he gave me all over me,
I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
Dark Angel curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my breast on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness in the air.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

RAVEN

Lost, hurt so cut up  
Puzzled the way my life has been  
I had been gazing out my bedroom  
Window thinking about the hurt  
Of what Dark Angel gave.
I looked and what did I see and ''Raven'',
Looking back at me,
His eyes so little like a spark shining in
That cold darken sky,
His beaded yellow eyes had been looking me  
Up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
What did the ''Raven'' see when it was looking  
back at me,
Did it see all the pains that was in my eyes?
The cuts of the night that had been cut in  
Deep wounds of Dark Angels knife,
From my bleeding heart that is all over my
Bedroom floor .
Did the ''Raven'' see the same story of he  
When he was looking at me.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Nile River
My voice cries out to the Nile River  
crying over you ;
love me little , love me long even  
in the strongest storms ;  
scattered dreams you not hear with me ,
destruction in the late sun that makes  me run ,
all my hopes and dreams to be set free
from the hurt and hate that stands before me,
frighten at the age of three when my mother
and my father left me ,
Puzzled in ignorance ,
explore by nature of an darken world ,
I set alone and cry in the heat of the night  
No love in sight not in fount of my eyes ,
I would cry out to cleanse all my wounds  
that I held in my heart way to long ,
humiliation from all strangers ,
humiliated by not having no one in my life ,
frightened , force in compelling pain  
praying for rain the never came ,
touched unloved relationship with faults dreams
exploration with so much questions ,
wounded a child of three when my mother  
my father had left me ,
The Nile River is what they gave me ,
a life of pains and shames that will never go away,
Nile River cry's within my veins.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in ,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair ,
the moon don't shine no more,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright ,
shattered dreams became a part of me ,
Loneliness is all I know ,
It became a friend to me ,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep ,
Hold me and keep me warm ,
My life runs in the night ,
With no one to hold in my life ,
No home to go to and call mine ,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean ,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made !
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cemetery Gloom

Dark Angel walks around the silent cemetery,
The hour made its way through '' Paris ''  
The moon shining bright with lost souls in mind,
To rid the world of penitence:
Dark Angel looks around the grounds to feed on his
Hungers.  My soul such for hope, but violence is  
All I get. Because Dark Angel likes things that way,
Abides for me desecrate:
Dark Angel, ever on the wing,
Who never reaches me too late!
His breath is on my skin, why his hands on my hip,
When music of the silence of a cold deep night gets
Dark Angel thinking what he wants to do with me  
For the night’s delight without tortured but desire.
My beauty burns deep down evil ecstasy.
Paris dreams is his to sweep me off my feet,
He gathers a place of fear to put me near,
Dark Angel looks deep within my souls as he kissed  
On my lip asking me if I was afraid.
I was losing my way to him ,
I told Dark Angel to ''stop '' I'm not ready to take the
Next steps with him then he just started laughing at me ,
The sounds of my voice wrapped him in anger his body  
Had gone in flames of his anger ,
He cried out in his anger telling me I may do foolish things
Occasionally , but I am never a fool then he grabbed my hands
And he taunt me in a dance ,
Within the breath of autumn woods,
Within the winter silences he takes me
to the ground and taken over me.
The ardor of red flame is thine,
And thine the steely soul of ice:
The Poisson in his eyes told his story within,
The design of his nature gave me heat of his anger,
Bitterness banquet of a foul delight,
He left me in the Woods
near the cemetery of the art of his gloom.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

HEAVENLY  LOVE

True passion is what you are
You set the stage for all to see,
Your love is full of power,
You have touched my heart from the very start,
You put your breath of life into my lungs,
You showed me the way to walk in your glories love,
the earth has many sand upon the land
where you had once stood;
your words are strong yet soft and sweet
easy for my soul to be at easy;
your love means everything to me my King,
my tears are at your feet;
my heart cries with joy in mind,
you are one of a kind;
you are the light that shines in my eyes,
I can hear the Devin song of all times
in an ancient rhyme;
while the angels fly around in the heavens
with your love and passion in their hearts,
their wings have your names engraves upon them;
death I know will be soon swallowed up by love;
many will fall into the darkness;
But, that is an old song that everyone on earth knows,
The harps are playing;
Angels are sing songs that no one is yet to master
But the Holy one that sets on his heavenly throne.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Like ashes In the Wind

I wish you were different,  
but I can see only God could change you,
if you would let him love you,
I couldn’t change you if I try
I am glancing in the dark and  
the truth never lies,
My love for you is very strong  
I will keep praying for you  
to keep hanging on,
time with all your nasty little lies  
that is no way to live life,
I looked at him with tears in my eyes
I handed him a little box,
I said this is all I got to give,
he looks outside the box with a look
I had never seen,
open your mind and let your heart in;
I can’t be your friend I'm much more
then that you see;
It’s better to leave the Past and move on
In life, let love in,
The pain you hold is like ashes in the wind
the he cried and said;
what do you want from me?
you don’t understand,
I have come too far to lose again,
that’s no longer who I am don't you see,
then I looked up at my son and said  
the past is gone and I hold on to my little son,
from the time, you were born and I cared
you home;
With love that is so very strong,
this I am willing to do again,  
Don't you see?
This mothers love was built in me;
this mothers love will never die,
then he looked at me and cried with love in his  
eye’s, as we walked home hand to hand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Have You reached Perfection Yet  

'Your hand, clenching in mine
and mine, clenching yours,
You had a look that turn in like
Dr. Hook,
I see your face lit up like you saw  
The light of a paradise,
a smile so rare that  
I must stare and stare
to keep it there with a love of the  
Most high.
Time at a still Life is simple,
beautiful, wonderful,
Oh, so wonderful like you,
I mustn't blink, If I do this feeling  
of you will be gone,
have you seen your perfection yet
then he looked and said not yet!  
having perfection is nothing you  
can ever reach; Only one man had  
ever exceed and that was Jesus.
the greatest gift is love,
this is the perfect gift from heaven above,
this is true love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

EPIC

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no change of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A HUNDRED AND FORTY – FOUR THOUSAND

I watch the moon hang on high
while the stars dance around in the sky,
to an ancient world of all times,
a festival of true love,
where the light shined so bright
deep into the night,
Oh, the sacred love from heaven above
Is a blessing to all who see,
upon the great lakes and sea of many dreams,
Oh, what a divine love that shines out to me,
Into a world of broken dreams,
Oh, how my heart holds passion,
for the hundred and forty-four thousand,
The chosen ones, who have surrendered their all
To the Mighty God Jehovah and Jesus,
Oh, how the radiant sun shine with true love
From heaven above on to us.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CANDLE  FLAME

This is another night, of your cold winters wrath
Always beating down my back about the past,
This night, this life I live holds no love,
But I do always try to forgive,
I hold on to your arm, saying I had enough,
it is very late to feel this kind of pain,
by far into the night,
I could hear the old bell ring in its dull tune,
while the hours are passing,
anger is glancing,
while words of thunder on his tongue,
if only he could see his own reflection on his face
what would he think?
while he is acting this away,
the mirror is power,
like a candle that shines by far
Yet the reflection is still there,
While the candle flames dance around
Seeing all the shapes and colors it makes,
the mirror doesn’t lie all the time,
like what is going on to night,
Words of lies are very violent to the heart
Just like the shadows hunting for a soul
In a world that is to cold,
Were blood stain ink being put on the walls
down the hall where my body lays
Where you left me to bleed away,
Scratches are on your back,
Where I marked you up,
On your neck, you have a scratch deep enough
So, when you look in the mirror,
You will remember me,
on that cold September night,
you gave me a fright,
While I looked around my darken room
I could see the shadows of our past
Of you and I in a fight;
Oh, how this makes me cry,
I would watch the clock while the candle burn,
I hold my breath until I felt safe again,
Then I looked around and you were gone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

FIX YOUR THOUGHTS
Oh, why do you sing your heart out
To the daemons of the night?
Why do you press your lips to the mirror of time?
The spirit of evil isn’t worth the time
Isn’t worth the painful outcome,
So, why do you give your heart away?
to the enemy that gives bad dreams.
Each touch, or look of sorrow,
He weeps for your tomorrow,
Each word you say, he will write down in
Spells to trap you in,
His smile isn’t innocent,
He holds no affection for your soul
He uses words of lies to charms his way
Into a place, you crave,
Then when he finely gets you
He will soon quite you and neglect you;
Oh, can you see the darken swan swim?
Dark Angel trapped it upon scorn ponds,
Making everything beautiful to the swan’s eyes,
The hunger of sweet delights for a foolish swan
To swim its away into a darken state,
Oh, can you hear the rushing wind?
Singing out its painful cries of all time,
Beauty and lies are the trap of he
that gives darken dreams,
the words he says cut like a sharp knife
poison the blood that runs in vain,
Dark Angel, is something of hate
Loss of faith, words of worthless power.
Fads with time,
His words are like an ancient rhyme
That makes the soul cry;
The spirit weakens while the heart breaks,
Oh, look in the fading mirror
that shapes the face; that reflects lies,
into a world of darkness
that languish into the mind,
that dance into a place of anguish,
where tears will always fall,  
Clean up your ways, fix your every thought,
Because if you are weak in your faith;
Dark Angel will sweep you away
into a dark state of mind,
he will invade your life, he will cast you into
darken dreams that will make you scream.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SECRETE LOVE
Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken hearten,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DIFFERENT SHADES OF GRAY

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ sleeps,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TOUCH ME
Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you see baby
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DARK WATERS

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams
up from my frozen heart the water glitters spring
I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope
I listen from distance the songs of the birds
the songs of frogs that are all in love,
I dreamed of the battle of love
I dream that one day my prince will find me
Year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon
I see an old scarecrow out of my window
standing alone in a corn field in weird hollows lonely
while the ravens sleep making dreams,
I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds
singing songs of ancient times
Old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David
While wild geese write a line
Flapping across the sky,
while the old moon shines so bright in the night
to celebrate a New Year
A poetess write in the tingling of the night the last verses
''Oh, ' full moon you seen everything that this old life brings
Solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine
let this poetess of who I am keep on writing my death bed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I want to sing with ravens
I want to cry with the rain
I want to find the perfect rhymes
to fit into my life;
You love, you learn, you lie, you try,
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames
I know that you may go a lot crazy
I don't want to face the changes of your ways,
high over the rainbow of the darken sky
I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes
I know that you may go in to a darken mood,
having to have everything your way,
I don't want to face the changes
but I must if I am here with you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery