WRITTEN IN BLOOD STAIN INK

It was another lonely night
While holding on to old tears drops
of bits of rain, I always feel this pain,
I can still hear your voice
dancing into the night of fright,
sending me kisses of death,
this doesn’t make my night carefree
all it gives is darken dreams,
I see your ancient eyes looking deep into mine,
that triers to incense me with words,
To make traps for me to fall into your fake love,
In your senses of hateful thinking;
You tell me to come to you with an open mind,
To lite a fire deep into your empty heart,
but I know not to waste no more of my time
On an old ancient rhyme,
Oh, but how Dark Angels words linger in my mind
Trying hard to play games on my heart,
Old desires make a big fire,
He would tell me all kinds of things
Like my heart is his home,
My soul is all he wants to make is own,
He would tell me over and over,
Oh, Moonlight, together we can be alone
And our spirits can run free,
All we need is each other in a life of a storm,
We can make love in splendor of lust,
Oh, how swiftly life passes on by,
Come Moonlight, take my hands
Let me be your man with deep commands,
I can see your eyes telling me many things,
Your heart is graving with mine,
Come to me and let’s make many more dreams
Let’s write down in your own blood stain ink
about you and me, you forever king,
our souls live beyond what others ever known,
let me feel your heart beat my queen,
let me touch your silk hands, this is my command,
Oh, from faraway I can hear the glass break
Where dark dreams are, being made
While souls scream to be set free,
Wish me well my queen,
while I take others down in a journey
of darken dreams with me,
Come Moonlight,
put your candle lite by your window
Let me feel your true delight
even if you’re not on my side,
I am torn by your politeness
It gives me so much madness,
But with time you will see things my way,
You know you could never fix me?
So, stop trying to forgive me,
I will always burn in your desire
I will always linger around in your mind,
I am Dark Angel, your king in all your dreams,
Your heart will only beat for me;
Just Waite and you will see,
Oh, Moonlight, your heart is my home,
Your mind is my throne,
Your soul is what I want,
I will never let you go,
Together we can make many storms in history,
We will be written down in the beams
of the moon stones, together alone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams
Is Poetic Lilly Emery

TAKE THE JOURNEY

The years have passed,
but my mind is still on you
My heart is broken in two,
I have been doing a lot of thinking
Why life have been doing so much changing,
At times, it is so ******* me to say what it is I think,
I just stand quite while others look at me strange,
They would even ask others if I was okay,
So, I started writing all my pains down
in my own blood stain ink,
where others could read what, it is my heart bleeds,
It is hard for me to explain everything Dark Angel
Has done to me in darken dreams,
But I try to do my very best to open the doors of empty rooms
for all who is ready to take the journey,
there are so much to see in the battles of darken dreams
you will be left in darken places where you see the dead
while others are losing their minds in a different time,  
in my mind, I have so much emotion bottled up within
My heart weeps for peace, but darkness is all I see,
In a world of pains that brings on pouring rain that stings,
I try so hard to express all that I feel or see,
I write on paper on the computer or on anything that will
let me write out my pains,
In darken dreams my world of screams, a place of darkness
Where the blood moon hangs in late June,
I never known life to be so cold. I always stand bold
Even in the hours of a painful storm,
On the scale of time I always write what’s on my mind,
Just for the readers to see the journey of darken dreams
That comes to me while I sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams is me
Poetic Lilly Emery.

The Midnight Cries

Oh, how the false face must hind,
How it mocks my life;
I hear the sound in the night
like caries of an ancient time,
I could see the mighty light shine on in,
While others are on hands and knees
begging please not me,
that old September wind
made its way back again,
in the silence of the night
I can hear the cries,
they get closer and closer with time,
it is messing with my mind,
Oh, why do they cry?
I could almost hear trumpets
from far away;
what does this mean? when it comes
to me in darken dreams,
It sounds like a mighty earthquake
Where lives are about to end;
on blood stained sand
someone is about to take a stand,
while deadly flowers are in a cup
when a voice would say
come and drink.
It will end quickly you will see
changes will be made for you and me,
at the end of the mighty cry
when it hits midnight,
so, look around me dear queen,
tell me what it is you see,
I had no words to say to he
The one who haunts me
In darken dreams;
Then he would say to me again,
Moonlight tell me what you see,
So, I opened my mouth with would
Like thunder and said;
I see prophecies are being fulfilled,
tears are flowing out on the seas,
songs are being song,
And yet; death is being done,
Slaves do appear to hear the words
I must say; flowers are falling from the sky
while another has died;
Horror and pain come the mighty rain;
In deep emotions, they do fall;
I hear words of sorrow
knocking at the doors of the poor,
while a noble slave, tries to shine faith their way.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Forsaken

Old age should burn like a flame of light
rage, rage against the dying of the night
Dark Angel take an walk down the deep woods
of the old wise men of long ago words that
once touched souls that caresses at ones heart
because their words had been long forsaken
their life had been shaken
good men had been long lost in Darkness of
their own lust of a dapper heart of swaying
of what was right in God's eye's
their frail deeds might have danced in a garden
of green but no longer
rage, rage against the dying of the light they
cry out in the night for Dark Angel they cry
holding heart's by a knife
wild men they become  caught and slugged  
they grieved in winter cold why Dark Angel had
taken over their darken souls
made them in to slaves
that hide in caves near death but death never came
Prayer had now been long forgotten
rage, rage against the dying of the light Dark Angel
takes on a new Rage squeezing out faith
weeping is all you will hear in the lost woods of the
winter cries of the lost and found
the slaves of Dark Angel.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Rose Dust

I have danced in the bed of ruse dust
where lust was always made,
I found myself playing the hand that Dark Angel gave,
where I patently waited in a darken room,
holding on to my heart praying I never loss it,
every summer of late June,
I could see the sky innovation so quickly
into that cold September, I will always remember,
while the night slowly moved along,
my mind played back that sad old song,
while I counted the days of the torment he gave
I could see all those times you had given me roses
they turned black into rose dust,
It was like the Universe started changing
to a place of darkness where love could never shine through,
I remember his eyes while I walked away,
Oh, the pain he gave to me out into that cold September rain,
My life never was the same;
I thought maybe love will shine it light on me,
But nothing came my way but only darken dreams,
Oh, how he made me scream,
things are never what they seem,
I would always take many walks by the sea,
Dark Angel, names the sea after me,
the moon he names too,
I could always feel his eyes upon me,
I would look around but I could never see him,
But I know he is near bring on fear,
he is always following me,
every time he looks at me, I could tell he has
no care in his eyes for anything,
his heart is could as ice and he isn’t very nice,
at times, he surprises me when he gives me roses,
then he would say; Moonlight give you heart to me!
Shed you tears and let them fall,
I will drink them up like white wine,
Come Moonlight, let me see you care for me,
then he would whisper in my ear, I will always be your king
you will always be my queen in darken dreams,
you will never escape me;
then I looked at him saying I could never give my heart
to a slander as you,
Oh, how the angry wind started to cry at me again,
Then Dark Angel, taken hold of my hands,
Then we started dancing upon the wet blood stained sand,
while he started give out his commands,
the rain started pouring down,
the sea started making weird sounds,
that is when I had fallen into the arms of he
the one who calls himself my king.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have seen many things in darken dreams
the cries of the young and old,
while Dark Angel stands bold,
in a world of pains of darkness
a place where life seems so cold,
I had uncapped my pen to write down
all my pains and shames, upon silk paper
in my own blood stain ink, for others to read
what it is my heart bleeds,
Oh, how the living landscape looks so beautiful,
While the waves push upon on the banks,
faraway into the woods the slaves are out
in the cornfields where their heads are bowed,
while Dark Angel walks about,
scattered souls of long ago,
into the clouds of weathering smoke
Oh, how my tears did flow,
I have seen many things in darken dreams,
How nature of man could make commands,
with ancient anger in his eyes,
Oh, how I gazed at the sky asking God why
in the silence of my mind,
where I stand in the filed upon the blood
Stained mood of ancient time, beneath my feet
are souls of long ago, that was abused and used
because they loved God, they were slaves
of the true faith,
the young and the old they stood so bold,
they died for what they believed in,
they will always be the beauty of light
that shines so bright in the love of God,
Oh, ancient moon you hung in gloom
In late June,
where fewer summers came along,
hearts are shattered;
soul is broken down day and night,
tears flow like rain in so much pains,
but the mind of the slaves remembers
there was once a true beloved face many
pains on earth before his death,
Oh, how his love shined in the slave’s eyes,
Because that beloved came from heaven above,
He is like a white beautiful dove,
that flies high into the sky of love,
that one died for all of us who loves him,
beneath my feet on wet ground are the cries
of an ancient time,
Where trembled hands, where words and commands,
came from he who haunts me,
who gives so much pains, his eyes are following
my every move, ceasing away faith and love,
I always had wondered how could he live with himself;
life isn’t a game, but it is a gift,
just like the sea that flows in darken dreams,
the ocean blues and rivers and streams
hold the love of who created all things,
while slaves are being termeted in all things
God Jehovah and Jesus sees all things
even in darken dreams that makes me scream,
upon crying tones, blood has fallen beneath the feet
while the spirit still speaks,
in places of the unknown where true agony was made,
where tears fall while the body is beaten down,
where found, feelings had no share,
because Dark Angel don’t give a care,
The sight of light never shone in his eyes,
Dark Angel doesn’t know what love is,
on all crying souls of long ago
their words are still being told, their pains are
bring on the rain, while they call upon the name,
where infant cries while they died,
while mothers slaved out for their lives,
friendships are bestowed upon the land,
While Dark Angel beats them down,
He calls out my name, Saying Moonlight,
tell me what it is you see, come cry to me,
Moonlight stands on her feet, tell all what she sees
while slaves of faith weeps,
time is a clock that plays the games of tick, tock,
But no one knows the time when God will
make his show, to a place he will make war
a war not of man, but a war in his command,
So, while you’re out being slaved to a word of pain
never loss your faith, love one another,
I see faraway lands of true freedom
where the light will shine so bright,
Where true love will always be,
This is what I see.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Tears of Jewels

I sung to the sea
in so many dreams;
but it’s all the same to me,
I cried and cried day and night
while the old moon looked down on me,
while my tears had fallen deep into the sea
they looked like jewels of history
from all the pains,
I held deep within
lips of words that cut do deep
that made my heart bleed out into the sea
the sea became a friend
just like the autumn winds,
dreams that taken me back to the past
oh, here comes the pain
bring down the rain
those memories are cutting at me
my mind could see
the eyes of he looking back at me
while my tears started to fall
like autumn leaves;
the sea made them all
into tears of jewels of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In The Still Of The Night

In the still of the night I still hear the wind cry,
upon the lonely sea, the moon shines its beauty
on the ancient black sea,
while the sun has faded into many dreams,
my own weakness raised up deep within my soul
of something that happen long ago,
on the road of painful memories,
where the cuts that was made for me to bleed,
like the old willow tree that leafing out,
through the streets of the neighborhood,
in my sadness, I could feel the open wounds,
this old pain will always remain,
I take one step at a time and breath
While his eyes stayed upon me,
I cried but no one would ever hear my sight,
But the world could see the pains in my eyes
But they never say a thing,
while the old man tops his hat while the people
of this evil town walked on by,
When the night shift to day,
everything seems to be the same,
this old pain remains,
I know I could blow the whistle
and let the world know what was happening to me,
But it would be a waste of time,
because no one will ever believe me,
He the one that was hurting me,
Would whisper in my ear,
My child, my dear, no one gives a care,
So, take in the fear, because I will always be near,
Dark Angel, is an evil man of the town
to describe what he looks like,
would truly be hard for me to do,
This sad loneliness has been going on for years,
all my tears he treasures, and my pains he lives by,
my fears he breath in, on the second floor
from my bedroom, I would stand by my window
looking out while I push the heavy curtain,
where my thoughts wasn't sustain,
because of darken dreams,
nothing is never what they seem,
I could feel a cold wind coming in from somewhere,
Behind me I could feel heavy breath behind me,
Tired and weak is me,
I’m so tired from running from he that haunts me,
He gives me so many bad dreams,
the failure of love is always with me,
all my thoughts roll over another day,
my nights are always long because of painful dreams
I always search for the words to write down,
for the whole world to read about me
in darken dreams, oh how this makes me scream
because of all the places I have seen
I never wanted to see are be in.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SEPTEMBER CRYING

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you take me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you take me to darken places
I had never seen
you give me bad darken dreams,
You told me it’s not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh, why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh, mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see.
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you give me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Ancient Past

Oh, Dark Angel, you cast your anger
You call so many hateful names
night and day, outcast you would say,
while they hid their face,
You had told me,
on that cold autumn day,
don't trust what your eyes may see
because things aren't always what they seem,
look at me Moonlight,
will you allow me to take you in my arms?
Come to me my queen, let me tell you
my stories from an ancient past,
while the night moved on
his words would flow,
then he looked at me like he was in more pain,
He got up in a way like he was ready to fight,
that’s when I started to cry,
saying it wasn’t me that you see,
that is making you bleed,
so, please don’t take it out on me,
That is when he taken my hand
and said, you will never be away from me
you are my queen, in all my dreams,
do you understand me?
that is when I said yes in a soft voice,
I will be with you always Moonlight,
you will see me in all your dreams,
in memories of all your pains,
I will be with you in every September
every autumn leave that falls,
Every rain storm of your life,
just Waite, you will see what I will mean
to you in every darken dream,
I will be on every sea,
in every darken dream
you will find me next to you,
I am your Darken Angel
the one that would tell you and show you pains,
I am the one who cut you deep
that lets you bleed out like ink into the sea,
just for others to see you bleed
for them to read everything you write,
I am the one who had cast many spell on you,
Keeping you confused, every cold September
just for you to always remember the fear I gave you,
Dark Angel, just kept on talking,
I will always get you must think about me
At all times, I will be on your mind,
in darken dream, things aren't always what they seem.

P.s Dark Angel and Moonlight 9-17-010

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

While the old birds sing
to an infant night dream,
the ancient world screams in a protest
of lies that keep you trapped in darkness,
the ravens and all the flying creatures
spread their wings in darken dreams,
to find shelter from a nasty storm,
Dark Angel, stands in front of a crying crowed
while he speaks very loud,
Saying, who will be the one who will save Jerusalem?
Who will guard you when you speak?
Oh, how the slaves bend their heads between their knees,
will this God save you from me?
Moonlight come to me and tell me what it is you see,
what is your God worth to you?
then Moonlight looked around to a place of confused,
firing in the mist of the crying crowed,
then Moonlight raised her head to the midnight sky,
While she cries, Jehovah is the Light
that shines deep in my eyes,
His love is found running in my blood,
the blood of his begotten son Jesus,
I am here to be tested just as the slaves,
this pain that I feel is the agony you revile,
I see many Prophets standing around in the fields
looking for the ones that are lost sheep’s
to save them from you that makes darken dreams,
Oh, you ancient sinners, look what you have done!
You put others on the run, bloodshed is everywhere,
But you never gave a care,
you gave your soul to the one that is called
the enemy to God,
Dark Angel plays many mind games,
to make you see things his way,
Oh, you slave stand on your own two feet
even in the darkest hours,
you never know when the day is that Jehovah God
Will take his stand to all men and beast,
This is what I see, Is Gods eyes are on all who weeps.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

AN OLD DARKEN THRONE

I walked alone
by an old darken throne,
it had given me fright
just of its sight ,
I held on tight because I know
I am going for a ride
of some other kind
it will blow one’s mind ,
my own tantalized soul
made no joke to what I hold
I stand so bold
to the man getting close ,
He is dressed in all black suit
at first I thought I was seeing
Edgar Allan Poe walking around
wearing a big old long hat on his head.
But when he stood so near
I had gone to sleep
into a very bad dream
ravens where flying around
looking for the lost and found,
Pains started coming my way
in a cloud of darkness
deep within my soul
my body started turning cold ,
I walked alone
to an old darken throne
now became my home .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Angels of Dreams
Sometimes I feel
like I don't nothing
but broken wings
but that is what
he would like me to believe,
But I know better than that
I know I have something
he could never have
that is God’s love
the vision of light in my eyes,
angels of dreams
is what he calls me
the queen of all dreams
I know deep within
I must play my part
just to wine souls
to help them to never let go,
darkness and so much pain
casting me in a storm
of his darkness
dreams that makes me scream
cuts upon my soul
but I will never let go
of what it is that I know.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Copyright © Judy Emery 12 Year Posted 2004

Fantasies in Darken Dreams

Every queen has her dreams
In places that no other could ever see,
But the queen that has her dreams,
That queen is me, where fantasies are made.
In a world of darken dreams where all I
Here are the screams, in a place where no one
could ever erase my face,
into the night my mind do fly,
to a place of true hate, Dark Angel made,
Ships do sail upon on the darkest seas
Where all my dreams will come true,
Where Dark Angel comes, alive another time
In my mind, right away he plays his mind games,
In darken dreams is the place where I will always be
With he who calls me his queen,
I will always remember that cold September
When Dark Angel had taken me down,
His voice will always be a part of me,
We became the fantasy to all who reads and dreams,
We are always playing in the minds of all times,
Like dreams that bleed out like the sea,
Oh, rushing wind comes again
To cry out its sad tunes,
Oh, exploring mind will play on time,
in this cold ancient world of doom,
Dark Angel will come for you too,
Where fantasy is made
until you lose all faith, then hell you will pay,
Love life don’t hide in darken dreams,
If you get lost Dark Angel will see,
He will break you down just to see you fall,
Into the rain of pain,
where screams come in darken dreams,
Your so will be very cold,
Your mind will be lost in a world of dark,
That will always eat away your spirit of day,
So never lose your faith,
Because this is a place
You’ll never want your dreams to come true.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN LOST DREAMS

Let the rain come on down
let every drop wash me clean
from yesterday's pains
that Dark Angel gave
I became his queen
in darken dreams,
He always makes me feel
I'm ill like I am going insane
in my dreams, I seen my grave
Oh, how that made me scream
Look! what you have done to me
I am among the shying of sad songs
silence remains in my own pains,
in my mind, I will always see
Dark Angel eyes
when you came in life
I don't have one
I'm written down in history
in crying eyes of darken storms
when others seen me
they walk away from me
they call me strange
someone that is locked away in dreams,
My deepest affections are now lost
like a sad song in the crying wind
Autumn leaves fall like me
in darken dreams is where I will be
if anyone is looking for me
You’re the first and the last
you are something from my own past
you are something I pray to never see
but you are always in my dreams
just to make me scream
upon the sea
that makes me bleed out your name
You had taken everything from me
but this you do see
you are so mean,
You take my freedom
my life
I have no hope left in me
dreams of true love will never be
You take my heart
and left me scared
I will always remember
what you did to me
on that cold September
I will never forget the pains
that brought down the rain of me
your eyes
your world
like fire works
that plays over and in my mind
most of the time,
you give me fright from your darkness
You touched me I feel so cold
you stand so bold
even though you are old
your love is something out of my reach
I can still feel you always near
I know I mean everything to you
but you mean nothing to me
this you must see
even in darken dreams
you had to take me down
You are a nightmare
you poisoned my mind
you give me a world of pain
you take everything from me,
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
a Queen of darken dreams
he made of me
I have No exist in life
only in lost dreams
is where I scream to be free
this is where I will be
locked away in darken dreams of him
that always makes me scream.


Poetic Judy /Lilly Emery © 2004

DO YOU REMEMBER
Do You Remember

Oh, I do remember every little word,
Every pain you ever gave,
I do remember, but do you?
Do you remember all those marks?
I had given you back?
If not look all over your body again,
I stud up to my evil beast,
and that beast is you,
I call you out from the dark,
Just to show you I’m no longer scared,
Oh, how the light shine in your night
When I give, you back some fright,
Do you remember the pains I gave you?
Oh, please don’t be confused,
I’m just getting started on you,
Come let’s take that long walk in the dark,
While I pierce away at your heart,
Remember my darken king,
I am the queen of all darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TREASURE

I keep on loving you,
But you always make me so confused about you,
You lock me away in a darken room,
Where the world could never see me,
You keep me like a treasure
that you always keep on guard,
in the back of your darken mind,
you play evil games all the time,
You say you are protecting me from harm,
But I must ask, who is protecting me from you?
Your old prying eyes are on me all the time,
I know this isn’t an imagination,
You keep my photo next to your heart,
But then you say thing to break me down,
You call this love, but I know it’s all a lie,
I look out my window,
watch the slaves caring a casket to the graveyard,
this kept me in full wonderment;
I see a shining diamond flashing from the night,
Hiding behind the forest sky,
A rare jewel of truth,
It moves strong feelings from my spirit,
Like a renewal of some kind,
I’m in a place of un-refined of my mind,
I start to receive visions from an ancient time,
That is leading me to a place I felt close,
A place I held on to my faith,
where the gift of the Light shined deep in my eyes,
while I have seen, others died for this dream,
I open my eyes while others cry,
they call me their queen even in darken dreams,
when my heart starts to bleed,
The Light would shine to me in my darkest hours,
I start to become humble in the true presence,
I never half to question this true Love,
This is the divine design of all times,
while I am locked away in darken pleases,
I know I am only being tested,
Jealousy and hate with envy eyes
are always at my door,
Dark Angel, treasures my every move,
While he tells me all the time,
I am his for life, I will become his wife,
I will be his queen of darken dreams.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Oh, my love I have been reaching out for you,
But the more I reached,
the farther you got away from me,
I craved your touch for many hard years,
Oh, how my tears do flow, in the silence of my pains,
The autumn winds hollow at me again,
memories echoing its own enchantments,
Right in my mind of at time you and I,
my eyes danced around with a gazing of our past,
I remember that stunning looks you gave me
While you swept my heart away,
You my love gave me years of true delight,
your love whispers throughout my life,
Your words always calmed me,
beneath your hidden voice
my name was always spoken,
You my love will always be apart of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Broken Is Me

I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life wound never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one, and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
this pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are somethings are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
this old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
every word that has ever been told,
Came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
the daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden become a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like a rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and I,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me of your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own blood stain ink, that makes the heart sink.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1985

Broken

I dwell in a loneliness of a broken heart of long ago
My home is where I live all by my self
This cold pain I hold keeps my day's so out of place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
That would be you vanished from me some summer's ago
You left your trace all over the place of my heart
You left no trace of love the cellar walls hold every words
You ever had to say to me
A cellar is where you left my heart in the dark
The daylight falls with dooms of you
Outside the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
The woods come back to the mowing field
The big tree out side from my window had lost it's beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme of you and I
Like a sad broken dreams of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart when you left me
You vanished and left me of your memory's of a forgotten road
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am
This cold winter night without you by my side is taken
Another part of me .

Lilly Emery / Judy Emery  old Poem

One Of My Wishes

One of my wishes is to beloved by a family of my own
I hold this thought so firm that it scarcely show on my face
Without words to tell my story  
The breeze of thought rushes to my heart  
By the maker mask of gloom
On the edge of doom
The cut of emptiness is killing at my soul night and day  
turning my poor heart cold  
I know so well I should not be withheld by this love  
But the numbers of years turn vastness  
I should steal away a night to wash my gloom's away  
Fearless of ever finding open of my heart is a room a place of the dark
I do not see why I should I every turn back to the day of family love
Those day's are now a dream to me  
I will not set forth upon my track of the life I had to live
The asking why did my life come to this  
To overtake me in to that darken hunger  
To long to know why I was never loved  
I held them dear to my heart but they cast me out in the dark  
Broken my heart in their shame of their nasty games of hate.

Lilly Emery / Judy Emery and old poem that I had post on Poetry.com
and all over the internet. I know all my old work needs cleaning up. But I leave them as it is for all to see where my writing looked like back then. when I had post all my old work on the internet. wasn't the same time my old work was written.

Why Do You Like To Make Me Hurt?
Why does it have to hurt so bad?
When my heart feels, I am about to die,
those sad hidden signs that are piercing at my mind,
into a long sad empty night, my breathing started
to become harder to do,
my poor body is hinting to my mind, questioning the why’s,
hurting so deep within, I try so hard to look at the big picture,
that something is really going on with me,
my life is slowly slipping from me in my sleep,
while Dark Angel stands over me,
what is the point of trying if all he is about is dying?
While I am laying down in my cold bed,
my lamps started flickering,
like it was letting me know I’m not alone,
things are never safe, when it comes to my own darkness,
in the life, I had once lived in a broken past,
Dark Angel is always lurking about,
watching everything I say or do,
behind his world of lies he has a very big cage,
covered in darken places I had never seen,
He makes haters come my way, just to make my life an isolated place,
Sin they hold deep within their soul, that is truly all they know,
mistake we all have made,
but they like to give their blames on the innocent,
The old ancient sky cry’s deep into the night,
Where dark dreams are always made while I sleep,
I know I have a beautiful soul, the purpose of all
this mess I see in dreams, are stories of an ancient past,
while I hear the voices of the crying and lying of
the weeping ones,
they feed on every word Dark Angel ever told.
I see the struggles in this world, like a sentence of my mind
I must write to get it off my bleeding heart,
I see many given up on love, they gave their own heart freely
to he who haunts out innocent ones in dreams,
he consumed everything they ever known,
darken dreams is a creation to make you cream,
Those old pains and lies cut you deep into the night,
rains will always be a part of darken dreams,
where darkness, unloved and loneliness will be,
just to make you bleed,
this is what Dark Angel did to me in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

I remember you,
like a sweet summer song
said you'd love me forever
nothing could ever go wrong
time's gone by
I'm just a memory scarred
I'm lost in a shadow
don't know where you are
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
sing me a sweet, sweet song
turn out the lights
and my love will burn on and on
hold me until tomorrow
dreams in the dark
dreams in the dark
you pushed me, baby
a little too far
turned your back on my loving
lick my wounds in the bars
story's been told a lesson is learned,
I know where your love lies
I know where you've gone
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
I know that you're leaving
it's over, it's over, I know
now that My heart now is bleeding'
don't know which way to turn
run home, dreams in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Derrick and Moonlight

Oh, why do I need to cry
when you say goodbye?
In ever little hour I sleep and weep,
when I hear, your voice saying to me,
may I hold you my dear while you weep?
through the winter of darken dreams,
I will be with you throw your loneliness,
I will help you forget what he missed,
Moonlight, you are the beauty of life,
I hope one day you will become my wife,
heart strung dreams keep you from me,
Your heart is frayed with emptiness,
heard times comes to your mind,
it seems no one understands
why you scream,
Moonlight it is me, the one you once loved,
are love being still unsung,
Goodnight my dear love,
my love will always be with you,
in everything you do,
Dark Angel, is a man that is confused,
I would have been your everything,
at one time, I was your King,
But Dark Angel had taken you from me,
Sometime ago.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

They Call Me Queen
We will call you ‘’Queen’’ of darken dreams,
The eyes that watch everything,
While Dark Angel has persuaded the slaves
To do all wicked things, you oh, queen hasn’t
done nothing to hurt anyone,
you are trapped into this darkness for a witness,
Clouds do nestle around the castle of darken dreams,
oh, down I go where no one knows, only the lost souls,
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near, bringing on the fear,
while he calls me his sweet loving queen,
I still can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,
He plays his head games to keeps me broken,
I am like his little token, I am always hoping for peace,
my door did linger, while my heart grown weaker
in sorrows and pain, in darken dreams,
it always rains for me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

Out on The Streets

Out on the streets
is the pains I weep,
the lies he tells
to keep me on his side,
Picture's only begun
when love was so much fun,
but that was then
Not now,
I feel so much sorrow
and madness that keeps my mind
going back to a time
when love was on my side,
But love has changed and so have I,
darkness is always around
in the city to night,
velvet moon shinning her light
with all those billions of dark diamonds
deep into the sky,
they remind me of my lover’s eyes,
this old moon is everywhere I go
I don't ask for pity,
I just want to get out of the cold,
because pity is already with me
there's nothing that you can do
to take away my darken woes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983