While searching for freedom
hanging on to hope
visions of light
to make my path right ,
as time moved along
so did everything else
I found myself
in a place of true darkness
lost of faith and truth
words of sharp swords
that cut deep
piercing away at my soul
my poor heart just bled
the pain is holding me down in the cold
out into the darken sea of dreams
I found my self
lock away form
what is real to me
friends they come and go
like the smoke of a fire
they hold no desire
the ones that call their self
my friends of the past
they can stay in the past
because what they show me
is lies and darkness
just to have some kind of hold
over my soul
so I had to let them go
I'm always among the tears of pains
words that always had away
to bring down the rain
stalkers of the night
hold eyes on every move
they tell lies to keep other confused
the night speaks out in the rushing winds
this darken life of dreams
keeps me on the screams
I have no friends this I can see
they hold so much jealousy for me
cold words of my hates
are always at me
they hold the reflection of Satan
they are his demons
they climb into the world
giving flash hopes
pushing ones mind
to the braking of time
I fight my fights
a battle I will soon win  
but until then
I will rid the raging storms
that comes at me
in all my darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I hear the wind of pains
crying out in the rain
o silent night of emptiness
hearts are buried and very used,
Dark Angel when will you end?
where the hate and lies
hold anger in your eyes
that flame up the nights ,
while the eyes are heavy and dim
you give darken dreams
to those who sleeps
you love to make them weep
Dark Angel phantom the graves of bones
you call this a place of home
bloodshed moon swollen on  high
into the night skies
staring eyes gazed with tears
holding on to fear for years
old ancient clock tells the time
while it sinks
into the crying sea in darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

YOU'RE STILL THE ONE


You're Still The One
You slip your finger through
the tear of the sheets
where I always weep
You stirring up
***** in the back of my mind
just to play another time
You keep on flirting with the night
you never play nice
you know that it's working
the drink that you given to me
You stuck in my head another lie
I just stare writing the lines in my mine
I could never sing this song
without you if I tried
Let's light it up like it's our last night
You know are song
your stile the one
We're just hanging around
Burning this old club down
Sipping on some cold Margarita's
We dance
we sing on high in each others eyes
you are the love of my life
Laying right here naked in my bed
I'm just doing my thing loving on you
You are doing what you love
is singing our song making love
because you make me feel like an angel
We about to get a little tangled up
right about now so turn the lights out .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Down I go
into the cloud of smoke
a place no one knows
down drop the breeze
out among the seas
sad as one could ever be
this pain is deeper than the sea
locked away in darken dreams
we did once speak
Dark Angel and me
just to beak the silence
just to let me know
dreams cut deep at the soul
were the spirit plagued the sea
long ago
to make the body bleed
for the old winter wind
hears the cry's deep within
you are here as a chosen one
a sample of how this war will be won
haters of lies
will always come your way
just for them to see you weep
Moonlight you are the one
I will always keep on the run
when you shall sleep
you will always dream of places
of ancient time
where the old moon
will hang down in gloom
while the old crying sea
takes over everything
a place that will always
make you scream .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dance With Me My Love

I am your love and deepest desire of your heart ,
Fresh and ready to ****** your being
You are a gift to my soul
Its you I want to hold
When we get old
I want to love you for the rest of our life  
This dance is for you
my love from heaven above
I want to keep this love strong
love you like there is no tomorrow
when I think of you
it puts a smile on my face
I have confidence in you
You are the key to my heart from the very start ,
My love I want to be
the only one in your dreams
the one to wet the sheets on your bed
I want you
to feel your touch that I love so much  
Your passion drives me wild in style
Once I leave all my prints
of my burning fire
Within your soul
you will never want to let me go,
I want you to remember
I love you from the start  
So never brake my heart  
Your the song that plays in my heart
So dance with me in life  
Make dreams come true hat
will fulfill all your fantasies  
And all your desires
I want to be your all
Your temptations and emotions that wash
your soul clean with mine
Trickling throughout my body
is you all the time
You brought light upon my world
With a blazing fire in my heart
Your the thrives thought
my soul that keeps me going
You are the very substance of my being  
You are the air I breath
You are my everything  
You are all I need
dance with me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

I Found Me IN DARK PLACES

I cried last night why you was on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you I cried out of my mind
I wrapped myself in misery
sat alone in the dark
Holding the other part of my heart
of the unknown  
Feeling my despair and loneliness
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
Take note of this I don't want to be in love yet
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so much regrets for me  
You must know never to put your heart on hold
move on please and let me go  
today I have not been acting my usual self
my heart is finely free
that is what my heart needs  
the universe is vast in love
I am in the void of loneliness
I do set and look at the stars
thinking about were you are
Paris is were my heart wanted to be  
given my all to just one it set my heart on run  
I am still young not read for that yet
I can handle love to a degree  
my heart needs to love freely
I am used to being a lone with
a big world around me I cold home
I 'm just starting to find me
I know I am in my forties
soon to be fifty  
my heart is still young  
it wants to move on
I gave my all to others very young in life
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams
not this time I started learning how to love me
live out my own life learning to find me
setting out my own dreams
then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy    
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life
I had made loneliness my best friend  
I realized that I am were
I need to be and that is free
I would call to Paris but I know not
The key to a semi-happy life
is simply not for me
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me
Balance of passion, love ,and energy
I already had it
I distracted myself
shook off all my pains
that others gave  
I just walked away
  my world for me to being
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness
I learn to love me
live my own life and set my heart free .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

I cried last night while
you was on the phone
I cried this morning
when I had let you go
I cried out rivers
that soon made seas
my mind holds memories
I wrapped myself in misery
that given me darken dreams
I sit alone in the dark
holding my heart when it comes to you
a man of the of unknown  
locked me away into darken dreams
I feeling so much despair
my own loneliness is everywhere  
I know this was for the best
we had departed
but my heart never healed
because you keep coming back
take note of this
I don't want to be in your world
so get out of my mind
I don't want a marriage you
I don't want no part of you
the memories gives me so much regrets
Move on and let me go .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

Your voice is deep

your words cut within

you're always on my mind

day and night

you give me so much fright ,

I weep through out the night

I pray for your memories

to leave me

but the years are still yours

I'm alone crying on my pillow

out side my window

I see a big willow tree

it looked as lonely as me .


Poetic Judy Lilly Emery (c)

The night is full

the days are long and gray
the storms hold so much pains
of two souls of yesterdays
When two great souls
as lost their love of long ago
that has made there
hearts grown cold
they stand so bold
Love was once known
that was sometime ago
The two loved each other so much
time that was burning desire
into their hearts
with time the storms came
taken everything in late spring
the rain made its way
all their words became memories
as the years past
their love didn't last
they will always be a memory
of what love use to be .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Women Of Success

She has achieved success
who has lived her life well
looks good
feels healthy and nice
walks in her own style
She laughed in her own beauty
often she is very much loved
her world can get so rush
success is what she is
in her eyes she holds the Light
but to to others she is a dream
one knows what she wants
what it is she dreams
she jumps on what ever life brings
she knows what it is she
wants her life to be  
She has gained the respect of intelligent
men and women
even in her darken dreams
the love she holds in her own soul
for her own  little children
a mother and grandmother is what she is
A woman's dreams
a woman of true reality
she is the queen of her own success
her loving family will always be
apart of her even after death
she can and will
accomplished her task
she tries so hard to never look back
at her own beaten down past
She loves God
and ready to win the race
to see a life in paradise  
A God fearing women
is who she is
  she respect her self within
A women can be a women of power
in her own beauty she walks
the world knows her name
live by her words of hope  
Faith and dream's
by her stories she had lived
and what she has written
in her own blood stain ink
Success is the women
that never gives up
never looks down no other
unless she is picking that one up
perfect poem, or a rescued soul
of a life of long ago
who has never lacked appreciation
of earth’s beauty
or failed to express it
who has always looked for the best
in others and give out a helping hand
To the poor and to the mothers and the lost
and given them the best she has to give  
whose life was an inspiration
whose memory a benediction  
This is the women
that had made her dreams come true
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery
is the woman of her success .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Tangle Of The Night
Touch me like you once did
tell me what you want me to do
I want to love all over you
lets take that trip around the world
let me see all the beauty it can give to me
you set me on fire with your love and desire
you can see the flames growing higher
you set me on fire in your love
light me up inside of this old room
hold me down on the bed and lets be wed
I just wanna be close to you
I truly love only you
I cant take it anymore
give me some more
kisses, loving touching
I want you so much
lets drink another glass
of your ruby red wine
I wanna feel your breath on my skin
I want to feel your every touch
I love that so much
let the flames of this fire
grow even higher into are deep desires
find that place we've never been
I wanna spend all night doing it again
Tangled up inside your love
like a heated up rush .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Fallen

Have you ever fallen off a tree  
ask an old man
imagine being weightless as an  
Angel he would say  
stirring his love around
with mystery
have you ever thought that today
would be the day you would go back
climb that big old tree again
discover that falling off the tree
was just temporary you see.
like water into wine
the spin of time  
was just like that climb
you was fared of
the fall didn't hurt all that much
so you got back up just to start again .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Why can't I steer the ship
before it hits the darken storm
I've fallen into the sea every time
we had a fight and that wasn't nice
still I swim for shore to ease my mind
another time
Tell me how it is when we kiss
I forget all your lies
a kiss of love becomes a lie of the night
That bares the scar of sin too deep
old darken wind
that storms in my mind
I hide behind this fear of running
Please let there be light at the end of it all
I don't want to fall that hard
In a darkened room is where all my pains
will stay cold empty cold
with no one to hold me to tell me I will be safe.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Trouble Is He

I'm up by myself
thinking what is going on
up until a new dawn
I think about him
that haunts me in my dreams
sometimes don't have a face
to call upon
But common senses tells me
this darken dream is a thing
Dark Angel stays in trouble
he could never know
what Love holds
It's funny how I just given up
on my defenses
when it comes to him
what I known all this time
been holding in my mind
I thought he was one of a kind
but again he is
he is the king of darkness
he is the man I see in all my dreams
he is trouble this I do know
he would talk to me in my dreams
telling me he will soon be with me
he easily twist my mind
to nothing right
It wasn't long
before he started making trouble
my heart wasn't doing fine
he was making me lose my mind
this guy isn't right
he is a creeper of the night
trouble's is his name
The kind of trouble
to drive everyone away
he walks around acting like a clown
he beats  everyone down
into the wet ground
in a cold evil town
he loves to play mind games
to make everyone loss their faith
when it comes to loving me
that could never be
because he is the king of darkness
the king of my darken dreams
he loves to haunt me
just to make me bleed
he is a man that is insane
what he is doing to me
I'm searching for reason
to let him run free
just to get away from me
Somewhere inside of me
I know I once loved him
that is what has been told
his voice is so bold
he locks me away in darken dreams
just where he could have control over me
all that changed with all the troubles
he has given me
nothing but trouble is he
I can't even think
when he is around me
I must set myself free
from this sickness he gives me
I'm up by myself most of the time
thinking about what is going on
It's funny how I just given up
on my defenses
I thought he was one of a kind
But that must have been
when I was losing my mind
When I let him in to play head
its like talking to the dead.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Through my brain
is words that brings on rain
I dwelt alone
out into the cold
in a world of the unknown
in the dark I could hear
the cry's from another kind.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The Edge Of The Sea

he seems to act as if his heart is broken
by the way he is  looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm
all alone on the edge
by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
clouds never expect it to rain
but it made storms
crashing in on sea
the sea changes colors
over and over in dreams,
that is when he reaches over
to kiss me and he was gone
the sea does not change what it feels
I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch I fell in love,
he was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age old desire
to please me in dreams
he was like a white winged dove flying over me
well, then suddenly I got up
looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,
there was no one left standing
in the hall of my dream
in a flood of tears
my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
no one really ever heard my cry's
our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream
I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night bird singing come away with me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Don't Be Afraid
Don't Be Afraid
Each and every one of us
has the ability to change and grow
in our lives we will have disagreements
and hurt from this life we live
don't be afraid to encounter risks
It is by taking chances in life
is the key to a healthy goal
I had learn how to be brave
Friends I have made along the way
help me to stand on my two feet
the energy to do whatever you want
is a gift of life so live it right
day and night
never shut love out of your life
it’s never impossible for love
no matter your age our time
the journey to this life is something
we all must face.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I ponder over my true goals
in deep solitude of your laughter
to the inner courtyards of my heart
I will always find you there,
I know life can be so unfair
when it comes to love from different breeds
I will always stand up for you and me
when love is among weeds
never take from me your laughter
even among the the people perfuming the night
with so much hate, keep standing in faith of Love
if the waters suddenly wash the land clean
I pray you will be standing by me
know that God Jehovah is judging the land of man
as for all the hands, they keep dropping down
and all knees, keep dripping with water
in tears of true Love is among all .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

True Poetic Lilly
So far, you have considered what makes
poetry come to life
You have examined the poetic minds of all time
Certain aspects of it's form,
You have tried so hard to be sensitive to the tone
of the sea of the atmosphere of my poems
as your mind roams to find true meaning of what
is going on in my poetic mind,
But darkness of true sadness came your way
even in the light of your days
This darkness of true sadness takes you deep
on a journey that had only belong to me,
You come to find what it is that holds me down
You will call it what you find of my true poetic mind
everything that I write of it's true actions
of characters of a life I once lived,
Setting in deep darkness of a language of it's kind
The tone of true point of view
The true atmosphere of fear what comes near
the true meaning of poetic Lilly's Life,
The preconception and knowledge I do write
only I have the key to my own poetry.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Words Whispers In The Wind

I hear your words whispers in the wind
Far , far away you go again
I pray see you
Hold you
dream my dreams loving you
Thoughts they seem to comfort me
every time I hear our song we use to sing
to each other over and over
Dancing so close
Afraid to let each other go
Oh how this life gone so cold
does love mean what it seems
If so why am I alone
with no love of my own
A tragedy had made it's way
A nasty storm was brewing
And my heart got torn
Release me from this awful pain
my soul must be reborn
From this dark sin
that keeps digging in
It hurt so bad the blood looks like paint mix
I didn't let go of the Love I know
This will love be what it seems
A painting of you and me at sea
Lost it's dreams
But then your words still come to me in
the wind like a whisper
Feeling love
although unseen
Your hear dose sing to me in
September dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dark Angel and Moonlight

Dark Angel ,loves to drink on his whisky

he gets ***** and very needy

he looks down into the sea

he didn't like what he sees

His anger started rising deep within him

he knows he is a ugly beast ,

He ask himself

how could Moonlight

ever love someone like me

So he cast another spell

that would give her more hell ,

she will have many dreams of he

She will only be able to call him

Dark Angel ,that is a command

Moonlight tries so hard

to never give in to his hunger,

but the more angry he gets

the thunder hits harder

the rain pours down in showers

gravity of the night pulls down

the crying moon in late June ,

Silence cracks

into Moonlights mind

she knows this cold voice

from long ago

Moonlight come to me

let me be you king .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2001
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY

ORPHAN
Orphan

I am an orphan on God's highway
All the warriors gathered around
to take all of the child of the lost and found
To a shelter home
I'll share my troubles if you go my way
to tell my story of better days
I have no mother, no father
I only had been left with a note
with no hope to ever know love
No sister, no brother
but the new one I have made along the way
I am an orphan girl that no one loved
I have had friendships pure and golden
until they all came dark with no heart
as I got older I kept my heart with God
But someone had his eyes on me
Only love can hurt like this
must have been given a deadly kiss
with time he started playing games on me
Your kisses burn into my skin
eating away at my heart over and over again
Only love can hurt like this
when you live in a world of darkness.

Poetic Judy Emery ©1977
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Saying in a loud voice

the hour will come when

all will be judged

That is when all evil spirits

stood around me and laughed

making hast calling out names

and given so much blames

but faraway I hear musical note

that made me hold no fear

it was happiness to my ears ,

I moved along and my heart

became healed and my body glisten

my spirit was removed from the dark .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

On the other side of the moon

I see the light of love

that made me fly like a dove,

but on the other side

I see the darkness and feel so much pains

oh, all that rain that is coming down on me

holding me captive in darken dreams .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Oh, how the wind
made the flood move along
the sounds of weeping
deep into the storm
rushing rain
pouring down
into the sea
swords of thunder
makes me wounder
what is around the corner
of the roaring sea
of darken dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

ETERANAL PAINS
Dark fields where
Jackalanthorns are lite
walking out alone
in the ice cold air
beneath my feet
are many sounds
sounds of eternal pains
screams with no end
the sound are coming from far
caring on with the wind
on ancient soil
is where I stand
where innocent blood was spilled  
because they stood up for what is real
I could hear the voices of trembling
beneath my feet
the whispering winds
are crying out to me again
but what does this mean for me
fear came over me
coldness of death is all around me
I am in a place of enchanted domes
this is a death throne of
darken dreams
that has been placed upon me
strange as it all seems
within dims lights
I hear more cries
casting spells into the night
I feel something or someone
standing next to me
but I'm afraid to look
it may have a hook
I'm about to cry
and that is when I open my eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Battles over on the other side
Oh, please stand back
look its standing in the meddle of my room
his voice holds anger
so much envy
he makes struggles that holds no light
he is the darkness of hopelessness
stand back
he is coming over to us fast
he is coming for you too
stand back
he is playing with our minds
he is the broken thread of all times
he is the dark king
that haunts me in my dreams
Oh, how he makes me scream
Oh, you sad gloom moon
I see your classic mood
I see the wide sea path of dreams
among the blazing stars
that shine from far
reaching down in my heart
Oh, how this beauty burns in me
Stand back
hear he comes
to mark me down
in ancient dreams of darken history
in evil times

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tells me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell ,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take no more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just wont let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger then his
I bet he wish it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance are turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old mans guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so much regrets
There are darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Haunting Of Dark Angel

It was the haunting of lust ,
the year 1836 , 1 January
DARK Angel , thine aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thine
You see . He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel, has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has away that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to loss ,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel ,found me  when I had been
Walking around down town
talking to everyone I could fined
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon will arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the most high
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see nothing unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silences is a place where the cold wind blows
time an time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like an death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Stealthy In The Gloom

Stealthy in the gloom
when it comes to you
noise and cracks of a silence in the room
where Dark Angel keeps me
holding me
making my body ache
in so much pains
every step in my Life
he will always be
step to new strife for hope
he would give me more darken dreams
He loves to see me bleed
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare
keeps me on the edge of time
the days are cold
the nights are even colder
the rains that will never go away
throbbing, pulsing heart of mind
getting cold with time
broken wings
Oh, how he made me scream
the window’s are up on high
the glass are dark in colors
but I could always see
the leaves of autumn fall
oh, how time has past so fast
but for me I am in death pains way
standing by the graves
I wish for death
but death never came
Someone  is hear in the room with me
ageing with me
in so much agony
praying to be set free
there isn't  no way of coming back
to the life like I once had
no way would I want to look back
because that is what I crave
I once achieved many things
where Life and true Love was with me
To late for me now
who would ever believe
what I would have to say
escape will I ever be for me
Were is the key
to the staircase gate
a voice cried out
from my cold darken room
Kneel down, kneel down,
make out to pray
this cold life will soon be gone
like an old sad song
tested is where you are
this is where you will be
until true love finds thee
No one ever walks among this path
this away is evil
a place so darkness
My chances are gone
perhaps it’s best this away
I must learn from all this pains
Let’s go back, and sit
and think about what it is I missed
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
he holds me down to make me cry
I had no-where to go
I feel so alone
in this castle of the unknown
I have no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all away
sometime ago  .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

His love I do hold
in my heart is warm and true
Oh, Jehovah God
and my Lord Jesus
I love you
for loving me first
I shall pray to night and day
you lead the way
I shall give my all
I shall tell the world of the dark
how you heal the hearts
how you save souls
that had turned cold
in a world that stands so bold
Jehovah God
Lord Jesus Christ
my praise shall go on
like your Light
that shines deep into the night
Jehovah's name I will sing out
let your Kingdom come,
You 're great Supreme
you shine your Light
even in my dreams
You 're the mighty Jehovah God
Your words have been written
down deep in my heart
I know I will always be tested
I will walk among what is evil
in a world of darkness
you will find all your lost sheep
like me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

"Everything will be fulfilled"

At the center of my heart I found You
Oh my old love of mine
You was once a big part of my life
Are love became like the waves of the sea
Waves like grapes something that was
Once good enough to eat
But that time in my life you meant to world to me
But that was before you had cheated on me
But now that old sky of love became solitude
To me you fill me with so much flood tears
that complete the Mediterranean Sea
The undiminished sky was the night you put are
Love down to the cheated heart you gave our love to
Tempo and space is no longer felt so real
Sea foam's white with all the tears I had cried
The sun shined on the earth but not on my side
Fiery waist of the lies you gave to get me to see
Things your way oh the agony came
The gift the talents of what true love gave is no
Longer found in our home  
Dreams we had planed had been given to the wrong hands
Why my poor heart let go of the love of long ago
If it ever came back to me it was mine all that time
The Mediterranean sea has all my tears running deep
It suspended the aroma of my pain all over the waves
chorus of rich  resonant salt is my heart
The meanwhile he was out with her my heart was all alone
Just touch the water you just my feel all my pain he given
The struggling with no hope I had to do this pain all alone
Why he was out making a life for himself
The waves tell the firm coast all about the love that was
But the rain came with much pain but at the end
"Everything will be fulfilled"

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Words Whispers In The Wind

I hear your words whispers in the wind
Far , far away you go again
I pray see you
Hold you
dream my dreams loving you
Thoughts they seem to comfort me
every time I hear our song we use to sing
to each other over and over
Dancing so close
Afraid to let each other go
Oh how this life gone so cold
does love mean what it seems
If so why am I alone
with no love of my own
A tragedy had made it's way
A nasty storm was brewing
And my heart got torn
Release me from this awful pain
my soul must be reborn
From this dark sin
that keeps digging in
It hurt so bad the blood looks like paint mix
I didn't let go of the Love I know
This will love be what it seems
A painting of you and me at sea
Lost it's dreams
But then your words still come to me in
the wind like a whisper
Feeling love
although unseen
Your hear dose sing to me in
September dreams

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Know He Loves Me
this he always tells me
but the pain of his love
is killing me slowly
but I do stand boldly ,
Dark Angel told me he will
never let me leave
so he takes me down into
darken dreams
just to makes me scream,
Oh, this pain he keeps me in
brings on the rains of yesterdays
I try so hard to never look his way
but his hate is all over the place,
Just the thought of him next to me
makes me so ill I can't even breath
I feel his eyes are always on me
I can still feel his old cold hands
I know he loves me
because he tells me
over and over in darken dreams,
But why does his love have to hurt
why does he have to play so many games
He tells me to look in his eyes
and ask me what it is I see
I tell him darkness as It can be,
I find the darkness of your soul
It's me you want and nothing more
I got up from the wet floor
telling I don't want to see no more
now I cry to got away from him
I can't forget him
he is always with me
in my mind over time ,
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life to his dark side
of broken dark dreams
that make my heart bleed out like ink,
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
How much he loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh how my world has grown cold
in a world of a unknown,
I see him wherever I go
his words haunt my soul
he is like a mystery song
his words will go down in history of me
in darken dreams .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Cut Deep
There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain ;
oh , how this body aches
I know no body truly knows me
But if they did would it mean anything ?
Dark Angel has overtaken me
my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh , how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filed with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss
the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within ,
I was too young to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed
I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did ,
I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain has given me so much rain .


Poetic Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I proceeded to have more darken dreams
I remember that old sad night
when you had made me cry
but then wanted me to stand by your side
while he told more Lies
I just had to walk away
with anger in his eyes
I had been wondering all this time
why did you need me to be with you
we are like night and day
I don't see things your way
after all these years
you still give me so much fears
while I sleep
I fall deep within darken dream
I hear a very loud voice
crying out to me
what does this mean for me
that is when it started to rain
I started feeling so much pains
I had always heard
time will heal the mind
will mend the heart
but mine hasn't maned
My heart is still marked
my mind remembers everything
Dark Angel brings
I still proceed to dream
dark cuts remain within my soul .


Poetic  Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so much pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words rings in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Poetic Heart
art of versification
of poetic rhythm
play's along with time
true love is always on my mind
darken dreams
will always be a part of me
I do write my pains down
in my own blood stain ink
I am a true poetess at heart
from the very start of my Life
the volume of me has been written
I am that poetic manual
I hold the key
music will flow in time of old
that will always plays within my soul
Various trails I must face
into a darken place
but no matter what
I will always stay strong
I kept my poetic song
what my heart bleeds
that has made a big spark
into the dark
I have written down
thousands famous lines
while my heart bled out
for the whole world to read
my words had been
written in grammar error of pains
I had Hates always talking trash
that would try so hard
to beat me down fast
because they could never be me
they had tried hard
to take from all my writings
taken from my blood stain pains
that I have written long ago
in a broken down spirit
my own poetic pains
has been written in darken storms
my own soul had been in the cold
I had been cut deep in life
I had to write it all down
for the world to read
all about me
to express my own poetic pains.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The Lucky One

Lucky me I'd say
when you looked my way  
I knew it was love at first sight
when you  looked in my eyes
oxygen please
when he kissed me
I never thought I'd be so lucky enough
to get this man
A man that knows how to love
to encounter such a sweetheart as he
I am so bliss
the kind of loyal companions he gives
the nights are sheen heaven
the moon of the night
shines so bright on us
We all seek in our adult life
for a life like this to come a long
the ones who speak the truth of Jehovah's law
When that love comes face to face
you know Jehovah sent It your way .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

My Beauty Room

I walk into my beauty room
just to find much talk  of all kinds
I tried to be friendly

but it becomes hard
because its like talking to the dead

to a world that is unkind,

My thoughts truly start to unwind

like rainbow in the sky

for love and peace

for all to see what beauty means to me

but in this cold old world

I make a place in my Beauty room

a place to beautify me

and all who comes around me ,

the unkind is when my life began

to a world of sins and it will

be that way even when I shall grow old

and it may leave me to die in a cold war

but for now all heated up crowds

need to get out of my space

get out from my face

this is my beauty room

I don't have time for hate .



Poetic Lilly Judy  Emery (c)

Dust , Lust

of a heated up bust of us

hidden down into the cold snow

of long ago where our love frozen

where love was once told ,

Now true loneliness made a home

where love no longer roams

feelings of love has been locked away

in the bright of day

where Dust and Lust

has made a cloud of gray

where true Love could never stay

In my mind of lost of time

your old words come back

like a heated up  heater attack

words do hurt when they come from you

words of a darken past made its way back

Love , passion made a crash

gave my heart a bash of everlasting pain

that brought on lots of rain

Dust , Lust to an end of us

locked away in the cold snow of long ago.



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I tried so hard to change my ways

but in my mind is like the weather

when I live a life of gloom

this life don't make my heart beat

like it once used to ,

my life is somewhat verisimilitude

when it comes to living a life in dreams

what does all of this means ?

I have been waiting for a sign

to let me know I will be fine

while Dark Angel saving all his lines

who is right when you live from Light

I know I must stay strong and not let hate

become my fate , this will not save no one

this I truly know hostile ways will never

save it will only strain ones ways

my mind is ruining like crazy

while my body is growing in pain

my spirit stands in faith

even when I am growing weak

feeling locked away in Darken Dreams  

I will never let Dark Angel

take that away from me even though

he stands strong in darkness poisoning minds

my body may fall and I may go down

like a flu virus I need to know

My God is still there with me

shining his Light on me

and never leave me

because Dark Angel is a virus that

makes things so hard to defined .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Mom I love you so much

I always had

I never understood why we

could never show really how we felt

It hurts me that you're in your rest bed

I felt I was about to lose my mind

to see you like that

I know I cannot be locking back

but the old past has its way of coming back

mom but deep down within my heart

I known you always had loved me

from the very start .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

If I could make a dwelling place in your heart I would

but all I could find is the rain of yesterdays;

You had lost your way

So now that dwelling place has no room for love

the happiest days are long gone

the dark hours had came to you like a wild storm

Your name is marked in the dark

you have a way to bring on pains

you have power of the dark side

where love could never be

What made you like this ?

I know if anyone stands to close

you would make a lot of smoke

I can feel the essence of your power

but its not the kind I was looking for

you was once a true prince and I was your queen

but now its all in dreams

things are never what they seem .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)