Leaves Falling Off Trees

When the leaves fall from the trees
I start to think of you and me,
the sun moved upon on the land
In a gentle kind of way,
my emotions are getting stronger
while the pains made way,
I remembered how we dance around
on those wet autumn leaves,
we laugh so happily,
we felt the wind creeping upon our skin,
We watch all the colored leaves fall
in their own beauty,
with time our lives started growing colder,
you started acting bolder,
the words of love never really came up
because we fought to much
about the little stuff,
The day became shorter, and the nights
seem to last longer in rage,
the ground out side is white
the trees are frozen like we,
the freezing wind rolling around again,
I would set alone crying so much
My tears would fall
like the leaves of autumn,
all our desire left that year,
when you gave me all that fear,
the beauty of our love, left that year
in a storm of rag,
darkness returned to me on those
days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights
I could see the lighting strike,
across the sea of you and me
into a world of darken dreams,
the old ancient moon hanged around
in that sad late June,
the rain would fall like teardrops
with our names on them,
while the summer fading into fall,
my heart broke just a little more,
winter made its way at my door,
I could still hear your voice
ragging war,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Another Deadly Rose

Oh, deadly black rose
you cut so deep within
Darken Dreams ....

Rose dust is in the air
you hold no care
you don't play fair...

Dark Angel loves to
keep you always near
Oh, Black Rose,

You cut deep to all
those who sleeps
who fall into darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LIPSTICK

My lipstick is the color
of autumn leaves;

it holds the stains of autumn
upon my lips;

Oh, how Dark Angel
Loves to kiss my lips,

My old lipstick dose the trick
But only in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

PILLOW STAINS

In the dark my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time,

my own reaction wrestles agents me
in a mirror of wanders
that brings on lots of thunders
pouring rain that holds the pains
that cut deep into the night
bring on more fright into my life
from early morning to dawn
my own pains that brings on more rain
leaves my pillow stained,

Holding troubled thoughts of strain
my mind over time;
wild storm made a evil hurricane
bring more pains in darken dreams
that makes the heart bleeds
the body weak shedding freckled sweat
while I sleep into darken dreams
that cut my heart deep,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DEEP WITHIN

I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past,

The cuts that gets deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay,

if they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words,

silence would be all they would hear
they would see something
was controlling me
taking over all my emotions
lighting up my breath
given extreme pain deep within
they will see they are going through
the same pain;
so, I know to keep all away from me
if I can but things are starting
to get way out of hand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TEARS

Tears would always fill my eyes
is the blue prints of me,

the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves,

in darken dreams that makes
my heart and makes me
bleed out like ink.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Falling Leaves on The Desert Trees

Missiles are a flying
many are dying;
Oh, you can hear the crying,
where Syrian fights each other
more bloodshed is on their beds,

some say they are of the brave master
they **** for hate of their own fate,
some hangs on for the given of love,
Oh, the tears and the years that are falling
children’s have no hope
to obey what their hearts hold.

hear the scope
life has taken a loop
that keeps everyone so confused,
their stories are written in the sand
where the evil ones stand
making more sins;

hope and love has been lost
the cries of the innocent ones
are long gone;
wide range of ego strength
gives a helping hand;
where reality makes its way in,
by noon more will be dives,
wings of darkness
makes more bloodshed;
the minds of the broken hearted
are in a civil war;

where love ones
are now in the desert rose gardens;
God Jehovah and Jesus our Lord
knows the path of the innocent ones,
the sky is the outlet of grey
where many has lost their faith,
where courage and love needs to be.

where the spirit of love can run free,
Oh, souls of doubt make a sought,
where vulnerability stands near
holding on to more fear;
tears are falling on bending knees
where words of forgiveness
are being writing in the blood stain sand,

rewards will come when the war is all done,
where peace and love someday will return,
where the desert trees will sprout leaves
of all the lives that has been taken
where true love will be in the making,
words of truth will hover over the souls
that had once walked on the sand long ago,
the sun will shine in one’s life
don’t be surprise God will help save lives,
in vague shadow of a blazing night,

where the rose garden will have bloomed
with the young and the old,
their story has been written
in a world of testing of the forbidden.
But them vex souls will be taken.
But never let your love be shaken.

Please forgive the eyes that sees
Please forgive the anonymous stories
Of the desert leaves;
Where the innocent blood is pouring
Out like the sea.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dancing In The Dark

Preciously waiting in the dark
holding on to my heart
it's beating like a bate without wings

Waiting to see if this love is true
I walk away in the pain of blues
that Dark Angel had given me

He keeps on tell me
that I need him like the lost sea needs me
oh, always in my dreams I would hear it scream
and the noise was everywhere!

The wave crashing in and out all over
the slated land where I stand
with Dark Angel holding my hand

He just looked at me with no care in his eyes  
only darkness Shed in his eyes like the dead
just one tear to let me know you even cared.

He whispers in my ear
just to say he will always be with me he will
never leave, he will even find me in dreams.
Dance with me in the rain to wash away your
fears my dear
  
Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me
Dark Angel, he smiled and said Love is painful
Love makes the hear weep where you can never sleep
This is the Love I give and this is what You
will receive from me if you are with me.

  
He taken hold of my small waist narrowing
his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer
feel of what he hungers for,
I will never let you go without a fight
the he looked deep in my eyes
I started to cry in so much agony.

Hold me close then ask me for a second dose
Of a dance in the rain in thunderstorm
of his pain of deep control
but I want to be free this you got to know
please Dark Angel let me go

I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to
But I just want to be free
My heart is made from gold I want you to
please let me go, you don't have to be so mean
to me, I will say in the rain I love you
I love you in the cold in the snow
But you know that will never be true.

It has been along year dancing in the rain
with you. I keep my eye shut because your lust
is to much, you take me down to take me apart
in so much pain.

You take my heart and beat it to the ground
I feel your love, I feel the cuts eating at my
dulcet heart making it cold, please let go.
  
the night the velvet Moon cried for me too
while Dark Angel was take over my life
like a thief in a cold dark night
with no one in sight but the moon.
  
Tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
but the rain was coming down so hard
you could never see my tears to be found.

Darkness and pain is the life you given me  
I cried out with shivers down my spin
losing my mind out in the cold  
I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance
to get under my skin.

You have my heart and you locked it down
as he spins me around
He uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear
but I will not shed no more tears for you to hear.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

THE CUTS

There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain;
oh, how this body aches
I know no body truly knows me
if they did would it mean anything
Dark Angel has overtaken me,

my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh, how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filed with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss,

the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within,
I was too young
to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed,

I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did,

I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away
without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words
no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain
has given me so much rain,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

FALLEN

I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,

Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,

He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grown weaker
in sorrows and more pains
into darken dreams
it always rains for me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fears of the night
plays upon the mind
casting stones in my life
from yesterday’s pains,

those pains don't ever
want to go away
the old memories
has made a home
inside my mind another time,

playing over time
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Reclaimed History

Out of pure Love from heaven above
I hunt these sadden hills
to reclaim history of My true God

If I had known the heartaches that
was coming my way
I would had jump down and start to
pray with no end

Down this road of History is cold
and evil It is call Wormwood
Why would I want to waste my days in lies?

To wash me away in the night
This walk is the time of the Rock
The gleaming of His heart came to mine

The bleach softens bones
of the ancient Knights lay in High places
the words they had held in their souls
of the age of long ago;

Speaks out on High with the wind
Who are these coming in black
Why are they looking down on me with Lies?
You can see it in their eyes

Their alarming with shame and blame
They are written down in hast of the dark side
Pebbles moves within the wind like a great boon

Like a dream of a gift from God telling me not
to give up my Faith
Hold on and never let the Dark of Lies take me down
I will walk in History of righteous men.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Trails Of Love

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light years afar melt downs
I feared to taste what love had
to give to me

I breathe inside my soul
sweetness of true love  
The sweet abundance of stars
instilling dark

I look to see if I could find
your name in the heavens
Where the moon sings out to the

millions of stars dancing around
That gives out pleasure in the
flowers and the beautiful sea

I feel you my love watching over me
were love is found springing of the year
I hold you near

with love in the air
The beating of two hearts becoming one
It's love that keeps us holding on

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light years afar a melt downs
I feared to taste what love had been about
Love can be very sweet

When the golden sun is sinking
my heart form care free
when thousands of stars blinking

I must think
did you ever think about me?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lonely Butterfly

Listen
do you hear it
the sound of wind rushing in
winter is on its way

with the clouds of Gray
the buttress colors of summer fads
I hide my heart in rain showers

the Flowers in my garden are faded
they look almost as lonely as I
the beauty of true clarity has succeeded

the veils of one’s true colors wove the sea
frost bitten blossoms in an envious eye
lost puzzled and all alone

Cold as stone in my home
I am a Lonely Butterfly ready to fly on high
I fly around in the dark world I live
to find my shining spot of true Love to Live.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Your Tranquilizing Love  

Your love is like a tranquilizing
of the dark, you even took my heart
and broken it down
Deep, deep down from on reaper

In my heart
I find a love for you sometime
ago even in the pain of age
But hate comes to my mind like a
cold rhyme of the dark side
  
I lost all feelings with time
A heated-up night of summers blues
came like a firecracker in late June
  
For some reason, I don't feel the same
as I Once did in my life
I can't explain it
my heart had gone so numb
  
But letting you go was the best thing
I could had ever done
Your love is like a wild storm
that never goes away
  
Your dark Love
brings me so much heartaches  
so much shame of your sick way’s
You take even the smile off my face
Your love is too much for me to hang on to
  
I let you go so give me back my soul  
My heart has gone cold
This old love of yours is to old

You kept running deep in my mind
I find myself praying night and day
For the image of you to go away

you make me want to scream  
you even haunt me in my sleep  
I am not the best person in life  
But I am not a bad one
  
I don't deserve your kind of love  
Darkness is your game
your love is so fake it gives heartaches
I can't live like this
Set me free please
let me be

I made a promise to always love you  
I will never break that promise  
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change
to light of day  

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me
  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch you dream
  
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what a love could be
  
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  

But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness

You always told me God gave you and angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry

You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life

You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask witch one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
  
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so much lies
that runs in my mind
  
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A POEM OF ALL TIMES

Autumn leaves flowing gracefully  
where You left me to weep  
My thoughts moved along with the breeze

Cocooning my spirit within  
I think that I shall get up and walk  
That would be my poem of all times

I sent my soul through the Invisible  
To wash my stains from me  
the moon smiling at me with the stars
  
beaming right at me
like I was in a dream  
In this kingdom by the sea God saved me

from all my enemy's
that keep eating at my soul  
God's love is deeper than anything I
had ever known

This he tells me so night and day  
This beauty is my joy from Him
that given it to me
This loveliness increases

The seed of this Love I hold grown in
to wisdom It came to me like water
and like the wind I go.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You Woke Me With A Kiss

You woke me from a deep sleep
My heart was so drenched
My life was so uncompleted
But you found me;

You kissed me out of the spell
Your love for me is so deep
When I look into your eyes
I see my reflection in them,

my feelings for you
I do not despise
Your Love I hold so dear
yet so near;

You treat me like the princess
You plead for me not to leave you
You started pouring out your feelings

your sweet sensual love to me
I see you biting your lip and anxiously
to kiss me;

I looked at You and said I need you  
I could never depart from You
I love you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

One Day

Some days I am lonesome
because I want to talk to you  
I stand by my window
next to my bed looking out to
a darken sky

  
Even the stars wondering where you are  
Why do you have to be so far from me?
I call you and tell you I love you
because my love is true
I need You

When I dream
I dream of only being with You  
In my dream, I am typing away ox to you
even when I am so blue crying over You

  
When I tell, you I love you?
It comes right from the heart
to you in a call hoping it reaches
your heart

When this old body is with your old body
What a happy day that will be
in beautiful Spring  

We can watch the sun come up
and watch the stars shine above
in so much Love

But until then we must keep on
talking on the phone hoping  
And wishing to be near each other

Dreaming for our first Kiss
Today I was going to write you a poem
I made a pie instead  

It took about the same amount of time
of course, the pie was a final draft
A poem would have taken some time
Some days

Maybe even weeks and months to come
In a year, you will be hear with me
You say in a phone call away
  
I hear your words
I love you on the phone and it sound
so, clear to me

Oh, how I wish you were her my dear  
Someday I pray this loneliness will
go away with the clouds of gray
  
I woke up from a dream
then I slept again with so much going on
and had many more dreams
you were here with me

Then today an artist comes to me  
Can I draw you photo of the weather your end?  
Then he draws away of brighter days
  
He put a smile on my face  
This winter afternoon I saw and Old man
and woman walking by my window
And it drawn me back you

The love they have in their eyes will be
One day you and me
and not just in dreams

I hold on and one day you will come
home to stay
That will be the start of You and I
a Love that never died.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen OF Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SALTY WAVES OF YESTERDAY’S

Tomorrow;
today steps in more pains
with the lack of faith;
frost frozen hearts
left their marks,
on the weary minds
that got lost in darken times,
where wealthy
drinks up the wine
that flushes at their souls
of long ago where kings once ruled
and queen played their games,
Silence of what hasn’t yet
been accomplished;
Where astonishment of hope
Was in a place long ago;
But now it’s only written down in a book
where all wants to take a look;
the light of the moon
saddens in late June;
Words of hate
Worn out the bell;
Death and Life
We all must face;
darken roads;
leads to sorrow of tomorrow.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LITTLE BLACK BIRD

Dreams of darkness
comes the black bird
that tells the black bird lies,
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take
your last breath,

the black bird that stands around
and hidden in a crowd,
shadows that are dark and powerful,

Little black bird;
you feel you are the graceful one,
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage,

water you will always crave;
you will have a mirror of your ugliness,
you must pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,

Life is a beautiful gift;
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
Little black bird
look what you have done,

You whispered lies to keep other birds
just to get them to flock with you,
your secrets are deadly
full of poison and fear,
but soon that too will despair
from this old atmosphere;
Little black bird,

you will soon be caught
you will never be free
from this cage of darken dreams,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LOVE


Love is knowledge
love is the key to the soul
Love never grows old,

If ever two souls move into love
will move them into one,
Love is what moves the heart,

to keep the spark shining in the dark,
Love will stand to the very end
Love is the desire of all man,

Love is the fire of the soul
that never turns cold,
Love is delight that walks with angels
love is the gardens of long ago,

the tongue of true poets
that written out their hearts
that had spoken long ago,

Love is the laughter
the beauty of God fearing spirit
that sings on high,

Love is the passion
that keeps the heart dancing
even around the sea of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Silence Is My Cave
Darkened silence of lost love ,
you gave the rain that never goes away
dark silence is my cave ,
Mist filled halls of broken dreams .

Promises of lies in your eyes
Hold me in doom with you ,
Since there's no hope ,
let me sleep , death sounds good to me .

Cold black stone of ashen ,
walls that hit at my soul
In shadows he watches me scream ,
fears that don't go away .

Dark Angels words eat way at me
Lost is what I feel ,
He makes me so I'll .

I Feels him near me all the time
I don't have no freedom ,
I feed on his lies of darkness ,
I don't sleep , if I do he is with me .

His breath is on my breast
his lies in my ears ,
a kiss on my lets of coldness ,
his cold hands all over my slender body .

My numbness came over me
Dark Angel I cried ,
get off of me , you to heave for me ,
he was hasten .

He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon ,
that has been leaping in my room ,
Dark Angel walked away in hast .

Slamming the door to lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind ,
asking myself how did this come to be .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let’s keep it real

So, stay close to me, and let the time flies,
Without saying goodbye,
Let what we have be civil
And never incarcerated hate into your heart
Just because one day we will depart,

Don’t let flip talk leave marks on you
Don’t act out in a crowed of lies,
When life gets too rough to fight,
Please listen my love,

Live as if life never taken us apart,
Don’t let envy and jealous way take
You down a darken way,

Today I live as you do;
So never look at the things that life
didn’t yet bring, all this talk
is like a bad dream,
that keeps the heart and mind on scream,

Let’s just chill and keep it all real,
We have each other even in a life
That holds broken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Awareness

So much of life will pass on by
like a blink of an eye
for a time, the unfaithful will keep
On walking in the way of lies of darkness

But the righteous will keep on looking
to the Light for everlasting
But the unrighteous their day will soon
come to an end

O Jehovah
We know you will defend us from the evil ones
that keeps on fight with us
day and night without cause
they hid their nets for us to fall in

But we keep looking for their treasures of heaven
and for a Paradise earth
We will keep on walking in the true Faith
Of the law of Jehovah God

But the dark and evil ones  
walk with heedless ear and careless eyes
they walk so blind of the way of this darken Life
Oh, Jehovah Your words they Ignored  
Please give me the gift of your ways
always to the Homeless and poor

Put your words deep down in our Hearts like a
High tower of your law
your shield to our souls
let us spread your words of the true life
To all mankind

Let us open the eyes of the blind
let us teach them Your words of everlasting
Let them see the way of what is right
In your eyes

Look! There are days coming is the
Utterance of Jehovah
Son of man, A watchman is what Jehovah
Made us to be
Jesus our Lord showed us at door to door
The haters were trying to knock him down with
their old darken lies

Jesus had warned the wicked ones
that they will Positively die if they do not
change their ways
Oh, Jehovah our God
this lost darken world looks down on us
call us all kind of names
why they try to put all their lies and shame
on us night and day because we stand for Your name

Your words Jehovah stands true
I will not let them take me down with them
in them darken ways
These feelings I have are the hours of my day

But now I am learning how to live out my life
In doing what is right in Your eyes
Something new runs in my heart and that is
your true Love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My senseless Love
we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry;

The Ink on the poet’s sheet had been smeared
with so much tears
The hands that rips the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written;

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died;

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s hand write
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul;

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes its words will last a life time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MOONLIGHT REVELS HER PAINS

Moonlight revels her pains,
In a world of shame
where fears lay
in decay of a darken life,

in the storm of hate
where rage is always near
to all that can hear the noise
where rain of agony falls,

Oh, flowing tears
upon the Mediterranean Sea
in darken dreams;
where screams of swiftly lies
hold deep into the night,

Oh, velvet moon
you had given bright eye
in late June;
where love has fastened
to a place of faith,

Where the brittle minds
could never find;
where words of hate
comes to the trackless smiling face
that holds frozen emotions
of an ancient time,

the sky became more gray
all hearts gone numb
walking around dumb
being a ***
crying in agony of darkness,

where no love could ever be found,
where hearts are all bond;
in a place, you true decay
to all those who has lost their way,
a place to never be found,

in terror, they all did sink
but Moonlight she only has
broken wings in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

PAIN

I feel hurt with a rush of pain in my heart
I read in many ‘’Shakespeare,’’ writing
Pains of agony is a way of life,
‘’since you know you cannot see yourself
So well as by reflection, I, your glass,
Will modestly discover yourself,’’

Life moves on but so does the pain
It reflects all the mistakes
I had ever made; I remember that cold
September even in late December
perhaps you don't remember
what it was you did,
to make me never forget,

Oh, let me tell you how this old story goes
you treated me so cold
you bruised my soul
you shattered my heart you left me mark
then you take me down
to wet ground of the lost
that will never be found,

Oh, pain of distress, go away;
why do you come around today?
in my cold darken room;
is the mirror of my life?
I see everything that wasn’t supposed to be,
the reflection of the past
that broken my spirit so fast
like shattered glass,

My heart is broken;
you left me out on sea to bleed away like ink;
in many pieces my heart is shattered;
every time I think about it
I get so upset with lots of regrets;
I wish we had never meet,

You beaten me down;
you give me a world of pain,
that hasn't gone away;
in the light of day, you come my way
just to see me in pain all over again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Loneliness

My Loneliness is killing me
No one should have to go through
Something like this;
I could no longer fool myself
or my heart;
Because my heart and mind
reviles what I’m feeling all the time;
Oh, times sea look at me
I am in way too deep;
my pains are cutting me
I’m bleeding out like ink;
this loneliness left me feeling cold
and very alone;
I can no longer bear
it but I know I must,
loneliness make me feel
I have no existence
No self-worth;
a life of a living Hell of true darkness,
out in the cold all alone
trying to make it on my own;
Oh, how my body craves to be loved
But love was never a part of me,
my empty heart needs to free
to love and to be love back,
I had read every book after book
to pass the time;
to easy my nights
to easy my mind
my pains of loneliness remains,
but one day it will go away.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IS THERE A FOREVER

I Love You and that is the truth
No matter what others say
I’m glad you came my way
To brighten of my days;

I had always wondered
is there a forever love out there?
parts of me thought
it was only dreams
or something of story’s
that people put in the minds,

that love was only a fairy tale
or just for the lucky people
who can find love;
that may last forever,
now look at us
we are old and gray
and true love stayed;

tears of true gladness
playing with time;
but love will always be on my mind
laughter of you touch my life
with you by my side,
that will always be
a big part of memory,

there is happily ever after?
there is true honesty
that runs free within you and me
is there a forever?
Yes indeed.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
Journey getting past you ,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away ,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad ?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss ,

Somewhere in this big old world you are
Wishing you never hurt me like you did !
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ABANDONED

Abandoned like the red sea
annoyed by the crying wind
that comes around
in a clumsy way
just for me to hear
what it is he wants to say
I don't play that way,

Deep into the night
Dark Angel gives me fright
assaulting me putting me at risk
he is making me so sick
he gives me so much punishment
when things don't go his way,

Oh, crying autumn
here I am in the night
on the ground for the found
cut deep with no sleep
my body is cold like the dead
on colored autumn leaves while,
I bleed like the old red sea.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery