I know that you  are nervous
I know that you are werid
I know that your smile makes me happy
I know that all eyes are on me
I know that your lips are mine
I know that you put blame on yourself
I know that your damaged with pain
I know that your quite
I know that you have unspoken words to say
I know that you want to rebuild
I know that you love hard
I know all of that and still have love for you .

Emeny do not fear me
Emeny do not talk of me
Emeny do not fight with me
Emeny do not rebuild friendship
Emeny do not love me
Emeny do not hate me
Emeny do not knock me down
Emeny do not speak of words
Emeny do not explain differences
Emeny do not touch me
Emeny just go away

Tears of love ones gone
Tears of death
Tears of sadness
Tears of heart break over and over again
Tears of crying in the rain
Tears of secret's upon your lips
Tears of broken dreams
Tears of unspoken words
Tears of silence
Tears of blame
Tears of for a smile
Tears of pain
Tears of hopeful
Tears of love
Tears of happiness

The prefect couple
We were lonley
We were hurting
We were dreaming
We were thinking
We were talking
We were hoping
We were laughing
Then one day God said they would make the prefect couple so he made things happen so we would meet
And we were hanging out
And we were talking
And we were laughing
And we are happy
We are in love with each other
We do anything for each other
People want to say stuff cause they are jealous
We are bonnie and Clyde

Eat your heart out  boys
They look but cant not touch
They want
They dream
They talk
They stare
They whine
They try
They can all they want but will never happen
They may pray
But eat heart your out boys
I'm his

Doesnt matter
The size you wear
The size you are
The colour of your skin
The colour of your hair
The colour of your eyes
The way you talk
The way you walk
The way you hear
The way you see
The way you love
The way you cry
The way you sleep
They way you live
They way you are sick
How much money you have
Or even they way you died
Only thing different is that when we bleed the blood is one colour red.

They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

Random thoughts

Random house cross country is it really good
Why must people will be so sad
Time for sleep in a bit
I dont have the time
Where are we
Night to day
Day to night
Moonlight is a great way to love you
Morning will be fine for you but not me
I cant remember when we were talkin bout him
Just know that you are not going anywheres
Laying down watching a little girl who would love to see her dad
Spirits are the same as yesterday
The wait until he comes bck to her
But you do not have to go
Sadly I think so.

Word of mind

I have alot of words running through my mind
They wait to be heard
They wait to be listened
They wait to be loved
They wait to be sad
They wait to be angry
They wait for something to happen
What esel can  I say
Need to make room for new ones
My mind is full

To to to

Days to nights
Rain to sun
Leaves to snow
Sand to water
Hungry to food
Wake to sleep
Animal's  to human's
Fall to winter
Spring to summer
Love to death
Beautiful to ugly
Pink to blue
Time to still
Play to drink
Run to walk
Floor to walls
Money to poor
Sick to health
Trees to flowers
Paper to pen

I dont care

You think I care what you think
You  think I care what you say
You think I give a **** I dont
Jealousy is ugly word
You  wanna be ***
I can be a *****
Fake is half this town
The rest of them are clowns
The real gets hated
The fakes get horned
I hear alot
I see alot
Jealousy is a bad word
Karma a *****
So sit and wait
Maybe I'll  be there maybe I wont
Cant make them stop
But I'll sure as hell will stop them
Jealousy is not my friend

I love you

I love you
I love you more
I love you
I love you near
I love you
I love you  far
I love you
I love you  before
I love you
I love you now
I love you
Days and nights go by
I love you
Sun turns to moon
I love you
I dont think I ever will stop
I love you

A poem I wrote
friends come and go
Just like  the leaves flows
Standing by like clocks watch times
Passionate fruit
Come as you are
Walking along ***** road
Aminamls sleeping
Flowers hiding
Dancing all around
Loving hand
A sorry sign
Door closing
Windows open
Fresh air
Tv on
Watching as light
Locked the door in fight
Tina lombardo

International women's day

Spended time apart
when time came became mother
When time came became aunt
When time came became a sister
When time came became grandmother
When time came became work
Whe  time came became loving
When time came became whole
Sometimes its was rough
Sometimes  nothing works out  right
Whe  time came woman took it all day or night
Known as  *******
Known as crazy
Known a ******
But always got the job done
Over time the world became to take that woman are strong a s wonderful
A d the men would be lost worh out them
Smarter
Loving
Caring
Stronger
Queens
Princess
*******
Woman we are

A poem I wrote
You came to me in a dream I did not you it was you
More and more each day goes by your what I need
Rumours flaming
Iditos dancing
Jealously is ugly world
More and more is spended with you I'm always happy
I'm never sad I'm always glad
You're near but never far
I wouldn't trade you  for anything
Wouldn't want to
Being with you changed my life
A loving hand to hold
A loving heart to know
Cuddling
Sleeping I dream
Throught the days
Throught the nights
I love you
Tina lombardo

Sitting alone
Wondering what the world is doing
Taking chances
Lighting smokes
Falling down to the ground
Time wasting
Love making
Jaws breaking
Flowers
Spiders
Wasting time writing this
Wasting time reading this
Boredom kicked in

Red coats
First one personal
Second one coincidental
Third one
Fourth one
Fifth one
Sixth one
Seventh one
Eighth one
Nineth one
Tenth one
Seeing red coats everywhere
Red coats are taking over
When will the pink ones start

Tears in heaven

I cried when I found out
You cried when you found out
I wonder why when I found out
You wonder why when I found out
I think of you every day
You think of me every day
I try to hold myself together
You tried to hold yourself together
I know your never far as always near
You know I'm never far I'm always near
I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye
You couldn't bring yourself to say goodbye
I wish you were here
You wish I was here
I Cry sometimes
You cry sometimes
But together we r alive

Never thought
Never thought you would like me but you did
Never thought I would wanna but I did
Never thought I could but I did
Never thought of what world would say
Never thought this would actually work but it did
Never thought I be this happy but I am
Never though this way for a long time
But now that I have been what I never thought I'm glad I did
Now let's hope nothing ***** it up

My teddy bear

Hes strong
Hes funny
Hes so so werid
Hes my protector
Hes my friend
Hes my life
Hes my world
Wouldn't change anything about him
Even if time stand still
He can be annoying at times
He can be lazy from time to time
I love him
Hes my little teddy bear

barely breathing
barely smiling
barely sleeping
barely feeling
barely talking
barely thinking
barely eating
barely holding on
but when i see you
i'm skanking with butterflies
i'm nervous
i feel  like crying
lord help me prove
unervial help me prove
nature help me prove
how dumb are you
why cant you see
this time your barely

i accept you for you
accept what you do
i accept holding you
i don't want to lose you
but do you know
sad
mad
sad
mad
sad
miss talking to you
trusting isn't so easily to do
wondering why you changed your mind
i think you are perfect all the time
i think your fine
i think .....

your face
your hands
your feet
your smile
your laugh
your crying
your whining
your coughing
your playing
your heart
your love
your voice
all this i mi the most you will one day know
why but all in good time
your perfect to me
your perfect as can be
i wouldn't trade none of you
even thou i want to cry
even thou i want  to die
i will always be here waiting for you to arrive.

change your face
change your attitude
change your style
change your type
change your heart
change your hair
change your feelings
change it all
maybe once you do time will change to
people will understand why
could not take a long time
be patient to rise
crying is not a crime
holding on
go a head post it
go all out or chill out
nothing you do is a crime
cant stand it
then change it
and effect it all

Tell me one thing
Say something
Looking at me
You  try to hide
I see it  all the time
I know things
I see things
I feel things
Dont tell me not to cry
Maybe might not but you did
You try to hide it like it's a crime
But why
You never even gave me a try
You  think I'm no good
You make me wanna die
I'm nothing but cold air
You  want a thing who doesnt care if ur alive
But yet you wonder why I cry
I just want you  to know engery doesnt lie
Stop your feeling just fine
Maybe you  care maybe you dont
But your words are nothing they all went a died
So now will you clue in and give it a try

Words mean nothing
Words are lies to hide
Words go from time to time
Words can only go so far before they die
So why we do cry
We try and we try  to believe at that time
Vribes when you are around dont lie
They dont hide
They stay around from time to time
Never having questioning it
will never die
Vribes know each other even when you dont want to
Engery is everything
Engery is what two people have
can lie all you want it will not hide.

Tired of feeling like nothingness
Tired of feeling sadness
Tired of feeling craziness
Tired of feeling not good enough
Tired  of feeling like cryingness
Tired of feeling  sleepless
Tired of feeling lieness
Tired of feeling like careless
Tired of feeling bitterness
Tired of feeling whyness
Tired of feeling go awayness
Tired of feeling home boundness
Tired of feeling numbness
Tired of feeling

You had me feeling liked you cared
You had me feeling like I was wanted
You had me feeling like I could count on you
You had me feeling like your not like the rest
You had me feeling like I go to when I needed to
You had me feeling like you always be there
You had me feeling like I was special
Now all I feel is nothing
Now all I feel is sadness
Now all I feel is madness
Now all I feel cryness
Now all I feel is craziness
Now all I feel is numbness
Now all I feel is dumbness
Now all I feel is nothingness

I dont wanna feel

I dont wanna feel it
I dont wanna see it
I dont wanna know it
I dont wanna talk it
I dont wanna say it
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Just wanna sleep
Numbs it for a while
Maybe numb it for good
Days and nights
I dont want feelings
I wanna be nothing

Why do people say they care and dont
Why do people say I'll be there  and dont
Why do people act like they care and dont
I'm human
do have feelings
Slowly shutting down
Wishing I was good enough
Wishing people cared
It's not fair
The one's who treat people like trash are always wanted
Not pretty enough
Not beautiful enough
Not happy enough
Not **** enough
Not nothing
could go by and no one care
Could go by and no one see
I'm cold
I'm tired  
I'm numb
I am invisible ?
Would seem so

Wanting to cry
Wanting to die
Not knowing why
Killing time
Standing outside
Playing on the dime
Fighting all the time
Trying to get by
Can count on dates
Mind is racing all the time
Wondering why
No time to cry
No body knows why
Relationship died
Birds fly
I'm running out if time
Hey honey you want a drive.

Plenty insanely

Crying all the time
Not knowing why
Counting times
Dressing a rise
Mind racing all the time
Wondering why
Killing time
Playing
Fighting
Crazy
******
Weapons
Head not right
Cant understand why
Plenty insanely before you die

Home alone

Thinking your home alone
Talking to yourself bout why
You start watching and wondering why
You hear a sound
You hear a bang
You start to think you have to fight for your life
But still wondering why
You dont see anything
You keep walking and watching
Turn the lights on
Nothing there
You hear a knock you get scared
Again nothing there
All the noise you heard was a from a ghost name mel
Now you find the time to settle down
Sleep now

I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I see
I feel
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
Holding on time
Playing with fire
Thought running through your head
Dacing around
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I keep a eye
But cant understand why
I'm never far
But ill hold you dear
Just wanna make that clear
I'm everywhere

While the town is a sleep
You stay awake at night
Not knowing why
You try to think
You try to sleep
Nothing working
Counting sheep
Please let me sleep
Talkin to you might help me sleep
You ask the sandman for his help
Hes trys but you  still cant sleep
Laying playing the waiting game
Try counting sheep again
This time your half a sleep
Time goes by
By and by
Its daylight
You finally getting your  some sleep
Now the town is a wake

My mother

She old but wise
Small but short
Loving and caring
Cooking and eating
Always there never far
Home but out
Evlis fan
Country girl
Nurse and doctor
Favorite color red and sometimes hard to find
Always on time
Stays up late
A waits for me to arrive
I dont want her to ever die.
Happy birthday mom

In a stoner's mind
**** in hand
Pipe on time
Smoking a rise
Laughing all the time
Muchies all around
High as clouds
Dont make a sound
Passing out
Wake up
Bake  up

Shy guy

Hinding behide a smile
**** eyes
Lips taste amazing
Shy half the time
Cute and smart
Foolish at times
Doesnt know what to say
Doesnt know what to think
Doesnt know what to do
Wants to but doesn't
Nervous
Girls  have his attention
But one is all he needs
Take billions in time
Some times wonders why
Wants to run and hide
Shy guy hi.

Mystery girl

Never know where she be
Never know how she be
Never know why she be
Hinding pain  behide her smile
Crying in a darken room
Thoughts running through her head
Doesnt ask for much
Living under  a rock
Looking for her clock
Setting time for space
Is hoping you remember her
Not knowing her is a waste of time
There a mystery in her eyes
Taste of sexiness on her lips
Bedroom madness
Sadness days
Happiness craze
Loving soul

Shy girl

Hiding behide a smile
Thinking of what to say
Not sounding like a fool
Finding time to run a hide
Doesnt know what to say
Doesnt know what to think
Doesnt know what to do
Feeling down
Feeling used
Crying insdie
Why cant you see
What cant you make time
Driving insane
Virtually world
Dreaming of you
Caring
Loving
Shy girl hi

when your lost just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you can't find your life just follow my footsteps ill lead you home
when you cant see just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you alone just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't stand still just follow my footsteps i will lead you home
when you need me just follow my footsteps i'll lead you home
when you can't hear just follow my footsteps will lead you home
when you just wanna talk follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you are falling just follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
when you can't sleep follow my footsteps and i will lead you home
or if you just wanna follow me just follow my footsteps i will lead you home.

fun
drink in hand
straight mix times to time
music loud
no one around
sometimes found in a crowd
drinking when sad  
drinking when happy
not falling down
talking to few
breaking all the rules
holding in tears
becoming a fool
faking  a smile to hide pain
going home to sleep it all away
laying down
lonely nightmares a wait

feeling sad         i looking for happiness
feeling lonely     looking for you
feeling pain       i want it to be gone
feeling tired      i want to sleep
feeling  nothing    i want to feel
holding pen in hand
paper on the counter
writing until i can't think or become numb
not all makes sense
i cant hide what i feel
no matter how much i try
i over think
i under think
crying from time to time
hiding away
never to been seen
i want it all
piece by piece
holding on

36 age
italian fame
brown eye girl
holding on
standing still
tattoo for each of how i feel
24 in all
girly time
breaking point
falling down wanted to be seen
crossing path in strange lands

i dare you to know me
i dare you to talk to me
i dare you to like me
i dare you to tell me your secrets
i dare you to hold me
i dare you to show me the world
i dare  i double dare you to be yourself
truth why

I make no ******* sense
I feel things
I know things without knowing anything
I make no ******* sense
I talk an it comes true
I can tell an it comes true
I make no fuckimg sense
I'm loving
I'm caring
I'm not far away
I make no ******* sense
I see things in my dreams
Feels things in my dreams
I make no ******* sense
I write what I feel
I write what I see
I write to be free
Again I make no ******* sense
I'm kind soul
Sweet heart
***** when need be
I dont need a crowd to be free
Smoking trees
Drinking holy water
I make no ******* sense
Alone time
Walking free spirited
Thats is where I'll be
I make no ******* sense.

I'm here
Not for a long time
I'm here to help
I'm here to see
I'm here to talk
I'm here to love
I'm here to like
I'm here to feel
I'm here to hold
I'm here
But not for long time
I'm here prove
I'm here to hide
I'm here to play
I'm here to fight
I'm here to live
But not a long time

When I'm gone

I'll be free
I'll be where need be
I'll stay near by
I'll watch every move you make
I'll be the trees
I'll be the water
I'll be the animals
I'll be the moon
I'll be the starts
I'll be the sun
I'll be the love
I'll be the hate
I'll be the wind
I'll be the rain
I'll be the dirt
I'll be the clouds
I'll be the feathers
I'll be the voice you hear
I'll be in your dreams
I'll be in your soul
I'll be free
When I am gone

Walking alone on dark road
Hearing wind blowing
Hearing silence
Then a car drives by
It stop and a man grabs you
Now what
Your fighting for you life
Your all beaten up
Dont know if your make it
Dont know if he let you  go
Times go by
Days go by
Then you espace
You run and run
You come up to long ***** road
You see a house up a head
Go there for help
Knock on the door
Tell what happens
Hes caught and your free
But are you really
You seek help
Now you  feel like crying and dying
Nightmares from time to time
Family friends near by
Helping you to stay clean
Maybe one day she will be fine.

Walking the streets
Hiding from the cold
Hungry all the time
Sleeping anywheres
Feeling like you  want to died
Some do with out knowing
Clothes are *****
Water supply
Blanket pillow to hide
Panhandling for money
Eat from time to time
People calling you names
People afraid of you
Now you  really wanna cry
Shelter to shelter
Pimping sometimes
Money tight
People lie
One day everything will be fine