A woman's cry
Found someone to love maybe for a long time
Everything looking fine
One day changed
Loving hands put marks are you
Makes you wanna cry
So you forgive for other try
Few months go by
Loving hands leave marks
You sit and cry thing why
You finally had enough
So you leave without saying goodbye
Years go by
So you give other try
Same thing came a rise
Trying to **** you out for a time
Making you less of a woman
Calling you names out of angry
Your wondering why
Now this time you fight back
But  you never died
You want to cry
People controlled it
You lived it
You felt it
You wont do that again
So again you leave but this time you say goodbye

Pretty face
Pretty nails
Damage heart
Damage control
Abused legs
Black eyes
River to cry
Laying on the floor wishing to die
A false hope
Sale your pride
These could be reasons to cry
Take a ride
No one believed
Trust is gone
Now these are reasons to cry
Got back up
Fight it off
Stay for sleep
Counting on alone time
Child wise
Say goodbye
Loving what
Again reasons to cry
Let it all out for this time
I cant tell you why
A genital wave passing by
Heat a rise

I see things
I feel things
I know things
No one listens to me
No one hears me
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Going somewhere
Siting somewhere
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Laying somewhere in bed of flowers
No time to cry
I see things
I feel things
I know things

Run with me in the woods
Run with a friend
Run by me
Run once u have the courage to
Run a bit
Run for time
Run for pleasure
Run for high
Run in the name of love
Run the bar
Run away
Run for a break today
Run as far as you  can go
Just ******* run .

Will you remember me when I'm gone
Will you remember me when I'm a live
Will you remember me when I was there for you
Will you remember me when the sun goes down
Will you remember me when moon shines
Will you remember me like the flowers do
Wi ll you remember me like the animals do
Will you remember me like  my Angel's do
Will you remember me like my demons do
Will you remember me like rain does
Will you remember me like my tears do
Will you remember me at all

Just like snow I can be cold
Just like the sun I can be hot
Just like the rain I can b tears
Just like the moon I can be dark
Just like the stars I can be bright
Just like the wolf's I protect
Just like the nature I can be loving
Just like days I can stall time
Just like a book I can read you
Just like the people I dont wanna be bother
Just like the children i can be happy
Just like the dead I can be sad
Just like Angel's I can smile
Just like the devil i can cry

VS

Days vs nights
Happy vs sad
Glad vs mad
Beautiful vs ugly
Rich vs poor
Sunny vs rainy
Awake vs sleep
Loved vs alone
Run vs walk
Pink vs purple
Flowers vs seeds
Mountains vs hills
Grass vs sand
Dog vs cats
Life vs dealth
Light vs dark
Hot vs cold
Summer vs spring
Winter vs fall
Movies vs TV
Music vs headphones
Money vs change
Stand vs sit
Nature vs wild
Animals vs humans
Bus vs car
Drinking vs drunk
Smoking vs high
Hurt vs pain
Pictures vs memories
Time vs watch

When I'm gone
When I am gone dont cry
When im gone worry
When im gone love
When im gone dont pray
When im gone dont care
Whe  im gone dont wish
When im gone dont give flowers
When im gone dont ask
When im gone dont talk
When im gone dont act
Cause you do that now so dont when im gone

Stuff animals
Like a smile
Like a wish
Like a friend
Like a family
Like a colour
Like a beautiful goodbye
Like a hello my dear
Like a life time
Like a peace of mind
Like a first smoke of the day
Like a stiff drink
Hold on when sleeping
Hold on when talking
Hold on when crying

Random
Thunderstorms inside my head
Sunny days a head
Water running down my cheek
Faking a smile to fool the freaks
Pains in memories
Moments go on
Loving peace
Feeling down
Reading thoughts
Crazy mind
Emotional state
Engery flowing
Connected soul rising
Distance apart
Guitly thoughts
Happy poem's
Life parts
Feathers laying
Wind blowing
Caring ears
Heart so near
Writing time
Hold so dear
Drink to that my dear
Stand alone
Sleep tight
Laughing so bright
Come on just stay the night
Mind racing
Good night.

Talkin to angel
Hello
Hello  are you here
I really need your ear
I'm here
What is it you wanna hear
I need you
I need your help to fight my fears
I'm here dont be afraid to me all your fears
I'm sad
I'm lonely
I'm tired
I'm alone
I'm ugly
I'm....
Shh my child you are not all of those
I see
Beauty
Happiness
Poetry
Love
Caring
Well why do people not see that
Only one who truthy care will see
You are not made for everyone my dear
Cry if you need to
Sleep if you need to
Hide if you need to
But never lose yourself over fools
Feel better my dear tomorrow is coming and no more fears.

Tina
I'm pretty         I'm fat
I'm happy         I'm sad
I'm gone         I'm crying
I'm good             I'm bad
I'm tired         i dont sleep
I'm pain            I'm cutting
I'm upset        I'm not around
I care                  i dont
I'm crazy          I'm crazy
I'm pink             I'm purple
I'm glad             I'm mad
I walk                    I run
I stay                   I leave
I'm depression   im diabetic
I make no ******* sense.

Daddy's grave
Walking to your grave
Standing at your grave
Talking at your grave
For hours at your grave
Half the day at your grave
But
I'm not at your grave
I have no way to your grave
I want to visit your grave
Everyday I know you are near never far
Missing you  is not just one word
Time doesnt help
Days
Years
Daddy I'm sorry I cant be at your grave

Be real
Why must life be so hard
Why must life be waste of time
Why must life need no answers
Why must life died
Why must people bander you
Why must people need to be that way
Why must everything and everyday be so fucken dead
Sleep I'd only answer for few
Just maybe be little time alone will set it stright
Maybe that's a waste to
Maybe everyone met to be alone

Tell me
Tell me why you like me?
Tell me why you need me?
Tell me I belong here?
Tell me you talk to me?
Tell me why I need to be here?
Tell me why I cry at night?
Tell me why I feel so alone?
Tell me why you can't see me?
Tell me why life hates me?
Tell me tell me tell me
Tell me just tell me why ?
I know you know the answers I seek
You are with me aren't you ?

You know what I'm thinking about me too
I'm not sure when you cry
But you do know that you are going to be founded by me
I want you to know that
You dont have to go
Stay with me for a long time
I can promise you this I will never forget u
I found out that I was there when you cry
I'm not going anywheres

Dancing with me not to talk about it
yea true I wont be able use it much
Italian prime time for the first time since the last night of my life
I'm not perfect but I'm still waiting for my own life to be founded
Come up with him I dont need any more then you
Can you tell me what you think
Hell no one around me is a ****
But you know what hurts me
Hide myself away from him
I can trust you
No one know's here
That's so sweet and he said
Around here you can find out how much I love you

Dancing nights followed by  sleepless night time consuming fights for the rest my life

girl sitting alone on a bench thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl crying alone on a bench thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl walking alone thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl standing having a smoking and thinking of everything that's going on in her life
girl feeling nothing but pain
girl seeing nothing but hurt
girl seeing nothing but tears
but she didn't know that she wasn't alone
she had her angel beside her whispering beautiful things in her ear

girl sitting on bench by herself
girl sleeping by herself
girl walking by herself
girl talking by herself
girl laying by herself
girl watching herself
girl looking by herself
girl thinking by herself
girl loving by herself
girl dieing by herself

lonely but not
sad but not
happy but not
glad but not
love but not
hopeful but not
sleep but not
life but not
death but not
thoughts but not
talking but not
angry but not
bad but not
good but not

inside my head i feel
happy
sad
glad
mad
bad
empty
hurt
tears
pain
lost
gone
scared
fear
fight
time
hope
love
life
death
sleep
awake
thoughts
sometimes i dont like whats inside my head

i'm more then my hair
im more than my skin
im more than these lips
im more then these eyes
im more then these hips
i'm more than this body
i'm more than this talk
im more than you know if you could the time to see

behind these brown eyes there tears that fall almost every night
behind this smile is tears that fall almost every night
behind theses brown eyes is pain no one knows about
behind this smile there is pain no more no ones about
behind these brown eyes is a world no one knows about
behind this smile is a world no one knows about
behind these brown eyes is soul that wants nothing but to shine
behind this smile is a soul that wants nothing but to shine
as i sleep i dream
as i sleep i think
as i sleep i feel no pain
as i sleep i see no tears
as i sleep all i see is nothing

Angel on my shoulder I'm here
Devil on my shoukder I'm here
Angel on my shoulder I love you
Devil on my shoulder I love you
Angel on my shoulder cry if need to
Devil on my shoulder cry cry cry no one cares
Angel on my shoulder u mean the world to me
Devil on my shoulder dont believe that crap
Angel on my shoulder I do care that's why I'm here
Devil on my shoulder jump
Angel on my shoulder noooo
Devil on my shoulder yes
Angle on my shoulder let me hold u dear
Devil on my shoulder there never here
Angle on my shoulder I will not leave you
Devil on my shoulder I will not leave you
Angel on my shoulder I need you
Devil on my shoulder I need you.

on this day you were born to make this world a better place
with the time we had i would change some of it to make us happier
sorry that didn't work out the way i planned it to
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children will stay and fight
i smile because i know you are all right
i'm sad because you are not here
i miss your laughs an miss your voices
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down lonely path
my children run away from this  life
my children will stay and fight
i miss you an love you
i wish to hold you
my children the air i that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children stay and fight
people being jealous making our lives a wreck
taking the only thing i have left
i do not want you to cry
one day we see each other again
until that day i want you to know i love you an miss you an cant wait to hold you
my children the air that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from  this life
my children will stay and fight.

jim a salesman lives in a cabin in the woods
on a hot sunny day he would sit outside and relax
on this day day the sun isn't shining so he would sit in his room with the light on pretending it was sunny day.

on a summer day
the weather was hot and bit of a breeze was blowing
sally sue was outside in her bare feet wearing her favorite pair of pink shoes
standing under the apple trees with the sky a clear blue

on a october day the wind was blowing
and leaves were falling down off the trees.
all different colours , some were red yellow and orange
as the leaves were falling down they were coming down in a wave like motion
the leaves covered the ground couldnt even see the stones that were on the ground

iam happy
iam fine
im ok
bad lair
i got you
i have you
i feel you
bad liar
i hope
i wish
i pray
bad liar
i hold you
i love
i care
bad liar
i sleep
i cry
i walk
bad lair.

my babies times two
my love times two
my fight times two
my life times two
your smile times two
i miss you times two
i love you times two
i know you're alright
part of me will always be with you times two
dont cry
don't whine
be happy times two
i love you times two
i miss you times two

my sweet angel girl
my heart
i miss you
i miss your laugh
i miss your jokes
i miss your smile
my sweet little girl
when i'm upset i think of you
your my sweet baby girl

my sweet baby boy
not so small no more
my handsome man
my only boy
my first love of god
my everything
i now your smart
i know your great
i know your happy i couldn't ask for more
when i feeling blue your face is what i see
when  i want to cry i do for you
my baby boy
my handsome man
my only boy

your smile is perfect to me
your body is perfect for me
your heart is perfect for me
your laughter is perfect for me
your days are perfect for me
your nights are perfect for me
stop thinking its all waste of time an let it be
come let me be all that you need
let all the doubt go free
you will never find another like me
come sit by the sea
come look at the trees
come walk with me
again let it be .

dark night brings crying eyes
day light brings wide open eyes
come walk with me
come hold me tight  even when i try to fight
stop making everything so hard let it sit and think
do you even know what time it is ?
stars are bright as we know
pen in hand
paper on the table
write  what comes to mind she says
write until your hands fall off
smoke your cigarette
light your joint
drink your *****
run your bubble bath
and avoid the world

when you voice won't say it
when you eyes won't show it
when your lips won't say it
when your heart won't know it
when your mouth won't touch it  
when you walk on by
when your hand won't in brace it
when you cried wont help
that when you know it's all silences .

eyes dont lie
eyes dont cry
eyes don't wonder
eyes don't talk
eyes don't count
eyes dont love
eyes don't smile
eyes don't fight
eyes dont hope
eyes dont hurt
eyes dont forgive
eyes don't fear
eyes dont feel
everything i just said was a lie
eyes tell lost
its your mind that drives you nuts.

you know what hurts

You know what hurts feeling forgotten in a world full moons and stars
You know what hurts feeling like sun only shines on the ones who see it but not need it
You know what hurts crying waiting for a reason why an takes you days to figure out why
You know what hurts waiting to talk but dont want to make people think
You know what hurts walking and crying and running until you cant breathe
You know what hurts laying in bed wishing
You know what hurts when you can't tell if your feeling anymore or just want to cry
Days
Nights go by
You know what hurts I do

You know my name
But not my story
You know my heart
But not my pain
You know my strength
But not my scars
You know my body
But not my love
You know what I say
But not how I feel
You know my tears
But not my fears
You know my life
But not my fights
You know my angels
But not demons

Forgotten girl  

You know  that girl who calls herself ugly
You know  that girl who  feels not good enough
You know that girl who everyone replaces
You know that girl who cries herself to sleep
You know that girl who trys to stay positive
You know that girl who would love you until death
You know that girl that would move mountains for you
You know that girl that everyone call names
You know that girl who would rather see you smile then herself
You know that girl who would rather lay in bed then sleep
You know that girl who drinks
You know that girl you forgotten about just dead in her sleep

Sceared
I want to but sceared
I feel to but sceared
I need you but sceared
I want you but sceared
I have to but sceared
I say so but sceared
For the times I let people have my time they show me why they  dont need it
I know not all are the same
probably should believe that to
Just know I am near
Just know I'm here
Just know I'm not going anywhere

Hurt
As I lay here
I wonder why
I wonder how
I wonder how long
I wonder how much more
I wonder nothing
I feel it
I see  it
I dont want it
But it always follows me like a stalker on full moonlight night
Time doesn't let it heal
Times doesnt know how just let's it stay
Crying seems to help but what are you  crying for
Love?

Pain
No one know this
No one own this
No one loves it
No one wants it
No one sees it
But everyone wants to share it
But everyone wants to talk about it
Sad
Happy.
Crying
There a comes a time when you have to let it go
All of the above.

Good girl

I am smart
I am petty
I am loyal
I am trustworthy
I am good listener
I'am caring
Iam loveable
I am honest
I'm a good girl

single

Stay awake
Can do what I want
Can see who I want
Can go where I want
Can talk to who I want
No one lying
No one cheating
No fighting
Staying single is good
Then why I feel so alone

Darkness
Days go by
Nights come and go
Wanting to stay in bed
Wanting to sleep
Wanting to feel again
Wanting nothing from no one
Wanting nothing but to be hold
Wanting someone tell I'm not worthless
Dreaming of you like a fool
Dreaming of a life that will always be a dream
When crying no one around
Cutting was my only way out
I can do better
I know I ******* can
Why why why
Why do my demons want to play now
Angles fighting for me but my demons are winning.

sleepless nights

Feeling tired
Falling a sleep
Thinking
Crying
Finally a sleep
Wake up
Lay back down
Holding my dream so tight
Finally a sleep again
Wake up
Stay awake
Sleeping again
Wake up
These are the nights I deal with
These are my nights

Dark night
Dark out
Cold wind
Snowing
Moon out
Stars out
Silence
Only hearing my foot steps
Seeing nothing
But only my breathe
Roads are long way home
Cold dark nights
Tina lombardo

i use to think being with someone is a good thing
i use to think being in love was a good thing
i use to thinking being hit was good thing
i use to think being lied to was a good thing  
i use to think running away  was a good thing
i use to think i was pretty was a good thing
all i  wanna do is sleep
all i wanna do is cry
all i wanna do is died
all i wanna do is talk to you
all i wanna do is feel
all i wanna do is cuddle
all i wanna do is kiss
but no i'm alone
and will forever be

im old
but young
kids i have
but none with me
people lie to over up their *******
lies lies lies
loved ones gone
to soon no time to retry
cry cry cry
have friends but feel alone
have family but feel alone
sad sad sad
been abused
been *****
been lied to my men
depression kicks in
i try to feel alive but i wanna do is died
sleeping all the time wishing time would go by
drink
smoke ****
i use to cut to feel alive
days go without talking
fat
pretty
big thighs
music
movies,
tv
walking
pink
thoughts
afraid of highest
poor
italian
so here why don't you tell them  something they don't know about me