Special moments like these
are what I live for
they bring out the best
in the worst situations
giving hope and faith
to me when I need it the most
I consider myself ever so grateful
for knowing such wonderful
and beautiful people
whom I feel blessed
to know

Lucky me I'd say
for sharing the same
oxygen as these treasures
in my complicated yet lovely life

I never thought I'd be lucky enough
to encounter such sweethearts
the kind of loyal companions
we all seek in our adult life
the ones who speak the truth
to our face
and the ones who
say nice things
behind our back
that's something special
I'll tell ya that now
friends for life, aye
lucky me
definitely

On such a high right now
And it's not ****
Before anyone
Starts to ask me
Their questions
And things

Such a strange feeling
Not butterflies
In my stomach
But definitely goosebumps
Up and down my arms
Feels like my heart had
A minor love attack
Feels so good though

Happiest I've been in months
Wishing every day and night
Could be like this
So sweet and charming
Soothing and not alarming
And not health damaging
Just a sweet feeling

Can't describe it in just words
So here I am
Writing a poem
Like the poet
I am

Just, so alive right now
Like, wow

You push me towards the edge
Every single day
It's so hard to care anymore
When you're there
Ruining me

You drive me to the point
Of collapse
Might as well crash a car
And never look back

Your irresponsibility makes me sick
I thought you were smarter than this
But no, because here I am
Awake all **** night
Just because of your
Supposed dying attempt
Do you not see how much it hurts?
Watching the closest person to me
Acting like that?
I don't think you understand
The pain I feel
When you
are like this

I adore you with my life
But this is wrong
Scaring the life outta me
That's beyond wrong
When you know
I'm not strong

Like, how dare you
I finally got my Insomnia on track
And then you go ahead
And do that
Sick