Now I see
Now I finally noticed .
I don’t want to use
I cry for a stop
To be able to resist .
Now I See
Why I love dope ****.
Why I can’t let go of it .
I’m currently ****** damaged
I’m feeling so Worthless
I’m feeling so sad and hopeless
I’m angry , frustrated , helpless
PLEASE GOD TAKE MY LIFE
I’m feining for drugs!
I don’t want to feel like this !
I’m not good enough for anyone !
I hate myself I’m ****** done!
I’m too broken I’m shattered
I’m weak I can’t try nomore!
After every inch of miserable pain he’s made me feel .
Knowing everything’s his fault
I’m here laying down
Feeling like I’m not good enough
Remembering all the girls his been with and how I don’t ****** compare at all !
I’m ****** ugly & disgusting !
I feel so devastated.
He deserves better.
A beautiful girl
With a curvy goddess body
A goregeous girl
That match to all the ones he’s been with.
IM SO **** SAD!!
Forever Ill be insecure and doubt his loyalty !
I’m ****** ugly !!
Looking back Every girl he dated
He got unfortunate with me !
I ****** hate myself !!!  
God please!
Give me a syringe to end the pain
Please ****** numb me
Idc to go insane
I’m so helpless
I’m useless and stupid
I don’t have anything nice
Errors All over my body
Please take me god
I don’t want to live
I don’t feel beautiful
Everything about me is a fail
Look Those girls !
No wonder he’s still inlove !
No wonder he still reminisces on them !
I’m sure he hates himself for not being able to have made them his girlfriends!!
I can’t god I can’t I’m feeling to Worthless
I’m a *******
I’m pathetic
I don’t want to breath
I’m nothing compared to them
I hate myself so much for not looking desirable
For not being a model to his eyes
NO WONDER HES PLAYED ME
no wonder god
That’s why he’s attempted to cheat
Has conversated with others
**** look at me !
I’m far off from his expectations
I’m ****** useless

GOD PLEASE
Give me what I need
The lighter, the pipe the needle
GOD PLEASE
give me what I need
The razor, any blade, Sharp object
GOD ****** PLEASE
Give what I need !
An end to All this !!
Give me an overdose
A suicide , a ****** death

Don’t be shocked .
Be happy , I’m finally blooming .
It’s been hard .
To Escape your prison .
I’m hoping to walk free.
Start a new & better Life for me.
Don’t be angry please
You’ve played enough with
My sanity .
I gave you all I could .
Just like drugs
You ruined me too.
Just like ****
You Made me lose my few friends
Just like drugs
You made me stupid & confused
I gambled my life
For a fool.
Just like ****
I’m struggling to leave you too.
Just like drugs
You hurt and caused so much pain

I’ve. Been sober
I don’t know how much longer .
I know I hate this .
Temptation just changes my head
I don’t want to fall
I don’t want to be a quitter
I just don’t know
These thoughts are making me weaker .
Depression, insecurities, regret

I got it right bae
Might die tonight babe.
How lit? Super high.
Don’t want to feel like I’ve been.
I hate this drug
One Take & il Numb my disgust
I Forget how I’m struggling
Il Forget im An Addict
Just get me on ,
I want to Forget long

Listen Closely.
You will lose her .
Listen closely
Drug abuse will change her.
The Girl You Will Do it all For
Will slip Away .
The substance will Take ahold
Of her mind & Brain.
Twist all Thoughts & feelings .
Listen Darling
Dope will eat all her hope .
What she cares for ?
Will no longer matter .
All important will be forgotten.
All her thoughts will center.
To get High & Stay lit .
Stuck on getting more.
You will lose her.
Her views will see evil  .
All against her.
Without noticing, she’ll convert.
She won’t realize how much she’s taking .
The tolerance & money doubling .
She won’t see it’s gettig out of control .
She won’t see anything wrong with how frequent she’s used.
She’ll lose , her Control
You’ll lose , your baby doll