We all have that one feeling.

Lost at sea, in mind,
Desperate to shape the hidden design,
A pattern puzzled for play or for preview,
A sudden desire to find the missing clue.

Some see a treasure chest, and others see a tropical forest,
There is so much WORLD out there, an adventurers fortress,
Such a distant realm, yet it's also so close,
An addictive game to play, but we don't want to overdose.

This isn't about religion but acknowledge good, bad, & "you".

Let's rephrase them as:

Soul
Sin
&
"Self"

There are three soldiers.
One looking forward,
One looking backward,
And "One" looking Up.

Soul stared ahead and exclaimed, I can't see the end.
Sin sighed, I see where we left, but there is no answer.
Self stated, "The sun will go down soon. We need to find safety."

As the three wandered this long and wide path, surrounded by large amounts of wildlife and nature, they saw no place that they all deemed safe to rest.

This led them to their argument.

Soul, We should rest forward, in the fields, vulnerable, but free. No one would think to check the most obvious area.

Sin, No one will have to check. That would be handing ourselves over. We should hang back, in the jungles. We will have to be vigilant, but we will blend in.

Self, "Both are bad. Both certify our death. One makes us an easy target to the main enemy. The second one makes us a target to many enemies. We should follow the stars. The brightest star will lead the way before dawn. We will be victorious, but only if we keep our head up."  



Why did they all die in the end?

I felt a drop inside my gut
I smell the rot not far from me
If weight could slice, well I'd be cut
This toxic feeling's surrounding
As hard this feelings of to rid
The setting it makes is much worse
No one will listen to the weak
A fallen evil fated curse
A distant whisper in my ear
I feel something is going wrong
Nowhere to run, no safety near,
This suffering is way too long

i want to scream
Cry
Lose my mind
Shout out my whys
And to feel free
Fly up and fall out from the sky
Don't need saving
Won't see me
i'm up way too high
Although it's scary I have my own little light
Sometimes it is so strange
And to that, i can sigh
cause, i may be a lost one, but that too is fine